Chapter 30: A Taste of Loneliness

"Is there anything else?" Ji Conan asked puzzled.

"That's right, I wonder if you're married."

Miss Bi looked at him, she blinked seriously, her eyes rolling, like the eyes of a pigeon, looking for a mate, expressing love.

The eyes are big and attentive, the eyelashes flicker, not fake, stand close, feel a gust of breeze blowing, that is the credit of the eyelashes. A lot of women wear this nowadays. Those who wear it don't think it's funny, but those who watch it feel funny. Of course, this kind of eyelashes can also be very complicated to wear. It's no wonder that women get up early in the morning, and if they get up late, they don't have time to put on makeup and wear false eyelashes. It's meticulous work, and it requires patience. In this regard, women show more patience and tolerance than men. Men don't have so many worries. The eyelashes are guaranteed to be genuine, as if they were fake. Of course, some men think that they were born wrong, they should have been women, but they turned out to be men, but they are still strong in their hearts and firmly believe that they are women, so they dress up in women's decorations, making it indecent and even more ridiculous.

The little mouth was lightly smeared with lipstick, and she was dressed plainly, but it looked strange, perhaps because of the difference in regional culture and living habits, and she wore clothes that she thought were appropriate, while he thought it was not pleasing to the eye.

Her figure is very good, and she looks smooth, like a half-naked woman holding a jar of clear water, and the water must be very smooth and beautiful.

This Miss Bi from other places, grew up by the sea, with seafood, has not yet married, nor is she in love, she is full of longing for the future, full of hope for the future, and is so eager for love, but for various reasons, it has not succeeded, she is still looking for it, the scope has expanded, and it is very likely to cross provinces, as the saying goes, there is a fate to meet thousands of miles away, and there is no chance to meet on the other side, Ji Conan and she belong to the latter. Since she came here, she may have two purposes and kill two birds with one stone, one of which is her boyfriend. Perhaps, the male ticket is more important and comes first. The first time I met Ji Conan, he unknowingly, came into her sight and became one of the candidates for her male vote, who else is on this list, I don't know, maybe still looking, looking for it and then put it on the list. In short, Ji Conan is the first target she considers.

However, Ji Conan has just gotten married, if he knew that there was such a beautiful foreign sea girl who fell in love with him, he wouldn't have to be in such a hurry to get married.

Then again, his fiancée would only let him go after he married her, otherwise, he would not have been able to come out. This is arranged by God, and there is no way to change it. His wife loved him, and he didn't hate her. At that time, seeing that he was down, he wanted money without money, and his appearance was not ideal, so he wanted nothing. It can be said that no one can afford to be poor. His wife did not marry his wife despite the opposition of his family. In this way, I simply got married, and a new chapter in my life began. He also went out to work with peace of mind, and his wife was also determined to live with him. If the days continue like this, it would be nothing, but fate is not arranged like this, giving Ji Conan such a test, which is really irresistible.

Why does life always go unsatisfactory? Maybe it's because people are too greedy.

"I, I, married." Ji Conan muttered to himself in a low voice, as if he had said it to himself, and he didn't want Miss Bi to hear it. Also, he wanted to say that it was not over, because the beauty in front of him really made his heart shake, and he really wanted to walk the road of life with her hand in hand, and he even imagined a vision of a better life in the future facing the sea.

Ji Conan is fantasizing, how is it possible?

How can a stinky boy who has not dried up in the mainland match her? This is from a big place, not an ordinary woman in the mainland, what virtue does he have, how can he be worthy of holding hands with her?

Besides, income and residence are very different, he has no drama at all, he doesn't daydream anymore.

Chinese marriage is about the right family, and then raise the next generation, "dragons give birth to dragons, phoenixes give birth to phoenixes, and the children of mice will make holes." "That's the reason.

You must know that bloodline and social status are the goals pursued by human beings after satisfying the problem of food and clothing. This is a higher purpose and pursuit in life. Ji Conan is a man, and his greed is growing day by day, but he has a tight spell on his head, and when he moves evil thoughts, his head hurts, and when he moves, it hurts, and he tries it again and again. If you insist on doing bad things, you will not be at peace for a long time, and you will always struggle and hesitate in your heart. I don't know which way to go.

If so, will he be worthy of his new wife? A husband and wife are 100 days old, and the wife has not made a mistake. If the wife makes a mistake, there must be evidence, and the wife must be asked if she still loves him, and if not, let go. It is impossible not to love, at least for the time being, once this is determined.

You still have to stick to it, stick to it, stick to the last line of defense, don't be delusional, he has a colored heart and no color guts, but what he values more is the social environment and living environment of that big place, and he can live with dignity.

"Well, then, I wish you happiness!" Miss Bi said, turning her back on her face, not knowing what she wiped.

There is a hint of sour taste in the words, women speak in reverse, Ji Conan feels it, because it is the woman who commits the crime first, and then the man, but after committing the crime, shirking responsibility is a common characteristic of men and women, and they do not take the initiative to admit their mistakes.

Of course, loving and being loved is a choice.

If you don't love, it's fake, if you love, but if you don't love really, you don't dare to love, or you don't have the courage to love, it's a pity.

Of course, if one of the men and women is married, don't expect true love with a third party, that is unfaithfulness to the original partner, even if you get a third party, you will not be happy.

Even if there is a short-term pleasure, however, soon after, there is deep remorse. Joy is like a moment of fireworks, pain is a pile of ashes, joy is short-lived, and ashes are eternal.

The most difficult medicine in the world to buy is not a panacea, but a regret medicine, which is constructed by time. Time is the primer of regret medicine, and if there is no time, there will be no regret.

Time has passed, and there will be no return. It's like a river that flows under your feet and never comes back. If it becomes a cloud, floats to the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau, or the Himalayas, becomes rain, and then flows back, the water is all water, but it is not the original water, but the sublimated water, with the same structural composition and the same form, but different meanings.

"Thank you!" Ji Conan said, "I got married very late, and I won't fall in love, I'm old, I thought, anyway, I'm already a lot old, so I just wait." But the two old parents can't wait, they are getting old day by day, and they really hope that he will get married as soon as possible. Originally, he wanted to start a business first, and then start a family, but it backfired, and his career did not make any achievements. If you want to talk about love, he doesn't seem to understand it in real life, he doesn't understand love, he just thinks that marriage is a task, and it will be done when it is completed, but he didn't expect that the love stories in the novels and movies and TV series would really happen to him. So, he got married first, and then said, love starts after marriage. That's how they've come from generation to generation. Ben is not enough to be strange. ”

"I also longed for true love, but I don't know if there is true love in the world. I really don't understand how big it is. Like you, your parents are pressing, you don't want to, but you have to face it. This one is really helpless. Miss Bi said.

"You will find true love, if I am not married, we can try to talk, but people's marriage is not determined by themselves, it takes time to seriously ponder and face. This matter cannot be rushed. Love is not only a sexual union, but more importantly, a spiritual unity. If only the desires of the flesh are satisfied, it is not love, but it also needs spiritual communion, the integration of language and heart, which is the most important. Once the lust of the eyes is satisfied, the interest in the flesh gradually loses interest, and there will be no such lasting love as diamonds. We may not be a good fit for each other. No matter how beautiful you are, no matter how chic I am, this is all arranged in the hands of a master, and I can't resist it. Ji Conan said.

"It's really nice to talk to you and it makes me feel satisfied. Hopefully we'll keep in touch often. It's not a physical relationship, it's a friend of the soul, don't you see it? Miss Bi said.

"Absolutely. I think my wife is also very happy to meet you. If you have time to visit my house, we will warmly welcome you. Ji Conan said.

"Yes, yes. I'll definitely go when I have time. Miss Bi said.

They chatted late in the room, of course, just chatting, nothing else, Ji Conan could grasp this, he pretended to be his wife in his heart, and he was not allowed to give the second woman a trace of space, this, Miss Bi could see it clearly.

The person in charge of the unit, Miss Liu, and Feng Feifei's fat girl did not come back to see them.

Liu Feng and they have a good relationship, they always have topics together, they talk in the middle of the night, they are not tired, they don't stop, there are many topics, a topic can be talked about for two or three hours.

know, they are the heads of the unit, talking about work, life, faith, everything; I don't know, I thought they were gay, the United States has passed legislation, homosexuality is legal, that is, men and men can get married, women and women can get married, this is legal in the United States, it's really strange.

So, in the near future, will China do the same? It may be slower to learn technology, but in terms of legislation, after being unwilling, China will definitely have to legislate, so this is the spring of homosexuals. From now on, they and they can have dignity, and they are not afraid of being pointed at when they walk on the street. Ji Conan felt that this was impossible. China is China, and it has its own set.

And Miss Liu and Teacher Feng can be together openly, and it also makes those who like to guess completely stop thinking, because they have done what they have not achieved in thought.

It's okay, no one interrupted him and Miss Bi in the chat, there was no misunderstanding, and there was no wrong thought, in this free space, the two of them were really happy together, of course, this kind of pleasant feeling, outsiders don't know.

Miss Bi's skin is very good, white and tender as milk, and she looks more like a Barbie doll.

Looking at such a beauty, I don't feel tired even if I chat from night to dawn.

The next morning, they were about to leave.

The heads of the head office and branches, as well as the leaders of Ji Conan and Miss Bi, after breakfast, entered the company's car one after another.

The person in charge of the county branch put high-quality tea in the trunk of the car and explained the distribution of gifts, that is, each person had one or two boxes of new hair tips.

Ji Conan also had a copy, but it was not loaded, but directly handed over to him.

Ji Conan expressed his gratitude and applauded the county branch's approach.

In this way, people can feel equal.

After all, he is working in the county, and his motivation for work needs to be improved.

If the gifts given to him were taken away by the person in charge of the unit, he did not know what they would do with them.

Ji Conan, of course, was very hit. He didn't want him to work at the front, but the people in the rear got the benefits, and they didn't know it.

Of course, this is what a good leader does, that is, give gifts to colleagues, don't take them casually, and give them to irrelevant people at will.

People don't necessarily thank you, they even resent you. In order to improve enthusiasm and let front-line colleagues feel at ease in their own work, the most important thing is to appropriately delegate power and give some benefits to front-line colleagues, stimulate colleagues to do things actively, achieve good work results, and better social evaluation.

It seems that (and maybe only he will notice this, everyone else is busy with fake socializing and greetings) Miss Bi's eyes are very red, and it seems that she didn't have a good rest last night. It may also be that the purpose in the mainland has not been achieved for the time being.

Falling flowers are affectionate, flowing water is unintentional, men chase women, next mountain, women chase men, interlayer yarn, if Ji Conan doesn't get married, things will develop in the direction of flowers and full moons, but now it's too late. The car started, and the leaders of the institution and the eldest aunt, Mr. Feng, waved to him.

Miss Bi put her hand on the back seat window, looking funny, and Ji Conan smiled and waved to them, signaling goodbye.

The car moved slowly, and just like that, they left. The person in charge of the provincial head office is obviously a foil, and so is the person in charge of the first branch, the fox is with the tiger, and even the tiger is a foil.

The tiger is used by the fox, which terrifies the beasts. The beasts are not afraid of foxes, but tigers. No matter how strong the tiger is, it is difficult to escape the intrigues.

Then, Ji Conan arrived in Hecun, followed by Shen Jing and Togo from Songgang, and after settling down in the family home of the old county party committee, he purchased some simple daily necessities. I no longer think about Miss Bi's beauty and crying red eyes.

This is obviously not his concern. From the bottom of his heart, he hopes that Miss Bi will find true love in the mainland and find the true meaning of love, which is worth the trip.

It's good to go back and ask your parents to fulfill the long-cherished wish of the second elder and hold your nephew as soon as possible.

As for Miss Bi's marriage, which stinky boy took shit luck, and some people will reveal the mystery in the future contact with Miss Bi.