Chapter 44: Crisis

After a short break, they threw themselves into their studies.

This semester, it seems to be going by exceptionally fast!

Since the start of formal classes, homework has been extremely busy, and there are many homework assignments every day, Yuan Xiaoyi once doubted that the college life was very easy, and it was obviously much more tiring than high school.

Every day at 6:20 a.m., and 30 a.m. until 7 a.m. The third year of high school is not as hard as it is now, and they didn't get up until half past six every day! There are all kinds of homework, both online and offline, and she feels like she's really going to crack!

Every time she looks at the online course, she gets dizzy, long, and she doesn't understand it, but she can't do it, and she finishes the course every time in boredom and wailing. And those exercises, it really cost her life, and she's pretty sure she won't.

And she said that a good university has a weekend, but now she is living a weekend without a break, because she has to take elective courses on the weekend, she wants to cry without tears, and suddenly she misses her high school life a little.

Yuan Xiaoyi is working hard to live every day in this busyness. She originally wanted to be a salted fish, but that day, she suddenly felt that she couldn't do anything like this anymore.

One day on Friday, Yuan Xiaoyi didn't have classes in the morning, so she complained to Gu Zhiqing about her busy college life in the dormitory, and at this moment she saw Jiang Yunxiu send her a message: Sister Xiaoyi, can you come to Xinghua Pavilion, I have something to tell you.

The so-called apricot blossom pavilion should be an apricot forest. Yuan Xiaoyi told Gu Zhiqing about this matter and went to the appointment.

When Yuan Xiaoyi arrived, Jiang Yunxiu was already waiting there, and the weather was gradually getting cooler, but the young man didn't seem to be cold, only wearing a white shirt, and Yuan Xiaoyi felt cold wrapped in a sweatshirt, she didn't sigh that it was good to be young.

Jiang Yunxiu smiled when he saw Yuan Xiaoyi coming.

"What are you going to tell me" Yuan Xiaoyi didn't know what he wanted to say, but it would take a long time to call her, so she just sat on the stool and waited for his words.

"I ...... I would like to say...... I love ...... I" Jiang Yunxiu stumbled like this, Yuan Xiaoyi looked at him in confusion and motioned for him to continue.

"Forget it, it's actually nothing, I just want to ask you what your plans are for the weekend" Jiang Yunxiu suddenly lost the courage to continue, he had been waiting for a long time, and finally made up his mind to confess to her, but he still didn't have the courage.

He admits that he is indeed afraid, he is afraid that they will become embarrassed, he is afraid that he himself is not capable, he is afraid that he is not good enough...... He really had too many concerns.

In the end, he still didn't convince himself, because when he thought about it, he really didn't have a reason to say it now.

"Oh, I may stay at school on the weekend, I have no plans to go out, then if you're okay, I'll leave, they're still waiting for me" Yuan Xiaoyi hurriedly ran away after speaking, she seemed to be vaguely aware of what Jiang Yunxiu wanted to say.

Back in the dormitory, Yuan Xiaoyi's mind was blank!

A possibility came to her mind, but she didn't want to believe it, but when she thought back on the way, she felt that it might really be what she thought, she was messy.

I couldn't figure it out, so Yuan Xiaoyi told Gu Zhiqing about it, and Gu Zhiqing told her not to worry and just do what she wanted in her heart.

Yuan Xiaoyi: But if it's true, if it doesn't work out, will our relationship be awkward in the future, I don't want the relationship with him to become awkward.

Gu Zhiqing: Since he didn't say it now, then you should not have happened, life is unknown, let's talk about it later, you just need to live your current life now, you don't choose to be estranged from him now because of your own reasons.

Yuan Xiaoyi was ignorant.

She was lost in thought!

Since that day, Yuan Xiaoyi has been like a chicken blood, and he has the power to squander every day, and he is actively participating in every activity.

Various lectures, various volunteer activities, English corner, club ...... She's trying to improve her skills.

During this time, her popularity seems to be getting better and better, so she has made many other friends, many of whom are suitors.

Especially the one called Forestry, who is in a painting club and a badminton club with her, and even every time she attends a lecture, she can see him, not because Yuan Xiaoyi is interested in him, but because he is very close to her every time.

Yuan Xiaoyi didn't like such people in the first place, and even hated them.

Because they feel too good about themselves, people should have self-confidence, but in Yuan Xiaoyi's opinion, such people are not only confident, but even narcissistic, and they feel very powerful every day, and they can boast about it anywhere.

On the weekend, Yuan Xiaoyi and Mao Yunchu went to the library to read books.

Suddenly, there was a person sitting on her left, she didn't have to think about it to know that it was forestry, he seemed to be very attentive to himself lately, it was impossible for her to refuse them a long time ago, but he still didn't give up. As the name suggests, Yuan Xiaoyi doesn't have a boyfriend, so as long as he continues, he will always catch up.

Yuan Xiaoyi was very helpless, but this was a library that couldn't make noise, so she endured it.

But Forestry didn't give up, every time he pretended to inadvertently touch Yuan Xiaoyi with his elbow, Yuan Xiaoyi was disturbed by him and couldn't purify his heart, and then she gave Mao Yunchu a gesture to walk, and she went out.

Since she couldn't talk in the library, she chose to go to the classroom, because it was a weekend, so there was no one in the classroom in their class.

Sure enough, forestry followed again.

"Forestry, I've said it a few times, don't interfere in my life, is it okay, you do this every day, I will only feel very annoyed" Yuan Xiaoyi opened the skylight and said brightly.

"Aren't I chasing you, if I don't follow you, how can I chase you?" asked Forestry rhetorically.

Yuan Xiaoyi complained in his heart, "Sleepy, speechless"

"I'm talking to you now, we can be ordinary friends if we can, I said it, I don't like you. I'm not interested in you either. I don't want you to do anything so-called spare tire, I said from the beginning, you like me, I'm very happy, but, that's all, it's impossible for me to be with you"

"I don't think I have given you the so-called misunderstanding, let you think that you and I have hope, I think I have clearly rejected you a few times, today is the last time I say this kind of thing, I hope you think about it, you are not indispensable to me, so there is no need to waste time on an impossible person, you can find a person who is possible with you"

Yuan Xiaoyi felt that he had said everything, and he should have listened to it, because anyone with brains would not masochist, and his performance seemed to be just a temporary interest in himself, and it would not last long, he should have listened to persuasion this time.

"I originally thought you were very interesting, but now it seems that sure enough, my vision is not wrong" Forestry suddenly said such a sentence, Yuan Xiaoyi was going to be angry, okay.

"I said, big brother, you are very sick, I have rejected you like this, how can you hear that there is still a chance, you will not have masochistic tendencies, right" Yuan Xiaoyi was powerless to complain.

"I said it, you don't have a boyfriend anyway, why can't we possibly, maybe one day you will agree, that's it today, I'll go first, but I won't give up" Forestry left with such a sentence.

Only Yuan Xiaoyi was left alone in the messy classroom.

But she looked at the door, it seemed to be Jiang Yunxiu, Yuan Xiaoyi was worried that he wouldn't hear it, and whether he wanted to explain.

However, she didn't think there was any need for an explanation.

"Why are you here," Yuan Xiaoyi asked abruptly.

"I heard that Sister Yun Chu said that you came to the classroom, so I want to come and read with you, so that you don't have to be annoyed by others" Jiang Yunxiu didn't seem to have any expression on his face when he said this, but Yuan Xiaoyi could tell that he seemed to be a little unhappy.

"You mean the guy who went out just now, that's a little kid, playing around with me, but I've made it clear that I refuse, I swear" Yuan Xiaoyi felt that he still needed to explain, he couldn't be misunderstood.

"Oh," Jiang Yun said, "He's so old, he's still a little kid."

Yuan Xiaoyi was stunned, although forestry is one year older than Jiang Yunxiu, but he is still one year older than forestry, if forestry is an old man, then he is not older, sure enough, he is an old man in his heart, Shen Yan used to complain that Jiang Yunxiu said that when he was old, they thought it was Shen Yan joking, but I didn't expect this child to be really poisonous.

"It's true that he's not too young, but it's not so old that he can't be said to be old," Yuan Xiaoyi said embarrassedly.

"Whoever made him look like an old man, you can't blame me, Sister Xiaoyi" His tone suddenly softened.

"Okay, what does he have to talk about, don't talk about him anymore" Yuan Xiaoyi really wanted to end the topic quickly.

"Then what are you talking about" Yuan Xiaoyi didn't think of anything before he heard Jiang Yunxiu continue to speak, "Talk about the process of him chasing you?"

Yuan Xiaoyi was stunned, she didn't think he would be so direct.

"It's nothing to do with you, I'm going to read the book, you can read it if you want to, if you don't read it, go first" Yuan Xiaoyi really didn't want to explain so much. As he spoke, he walked over to a position and sat down.

She thought that Jiang Yunxiu would definitely leave, but he also walked next to him and sat down.

"I'm sorry" Yuan Xiaoyi was even more stunned when he heard his aggrieved voice, what did he apologize for.

"It's okay, I don't care" Since he apologized, then she just accepted it.

"Then you won't promise him" Jiang Yunxiu looked at Yuan Xiaoyi with a sincere face, and Yuan Xiaoyi was very awkward.

"Of course not, I clearly refused, don't worry," Yuan Xiaoyi said earnestly.

"Then you stay away from him in the future, he is plotting against you" Yuan Xiaoyi couldn't cry or laugh, she had something to plan, but she still nodded and agreed, after all, the heart next to her was very fragile.

Then, they read in silence in the classroom.

"He's so old, in your eyes he's a little kid, how old does that be, do you think it's mature" Jiang Yunniu suddenly said this, looking at his appearance, he obviously had endured it for a long time, and he couldn't help but finally ask.

"I don't know, it's not determined by age, some people are very young, but they are very mature, just like Xi Muran" Yuan Xiaoyi said what was in his heart.

"And you and Gu Jinyun, the three of you seem to be quite mature at a young age, not as naïve as they are," she added.

Jiang Yunxiu lowered his head and smiled, obviously satisfied with this answer.

"But you and Gu Jinyun can still see that they are children, but Xi Muran looks as mature as my eldest brother," Yuan Xiaoyi added.

And this sentence, his mood doesn't seem to be beautiful anymore.

Does she like Xi Muran's like that, he thought to himself.

But people, if you like someone, how can you care if he is naïve, caring can only mean that the feelings are not enough.