Chapter 1245: The Ghost Doesn't Go Away
"Do you eat?" At this time, Ren Xiuce also handed her a piece of bread very weakly, which was fluffy and looked sweet and delicious.
She couldn't help but swallow it. But when she saw a hint of playfulness in Ren Xiuce's eyes, she turned her head stiffly and said stiffly: "Don't eat!" ”
After she finished speaking, she lowered her head and touched her hard belly, her heart was bitter, and she pursed her lips.
Her stomach told her that if she took one more bite, she might be strangled......
Qi Qing thought of Ren Xiuce's appearance of seducing him, and suddenly raised his head and glared at him, and said in his heart, fortunately, the old lady can withstand the temptation!
Ren Xiuce didn't have any weakness in his heart, but smiled at her, Qi Qing who saw it wanted to kick people directly, but because Su Ran was beside her, she couldn't hold back such thoughts.
The anger in her heart is rising!
After eating the snack, Qi Qing casually found an excuse to drive Ren Xiuce out, and before leaving, she endured his pitiful abandoned expression, she felt that she was going crazy.
That night, she had a nightmare, about her previous life.
"Ren Xiuce, can I tell you a piece of good news? Would you like to hear it? In the dream, Qi Qing trotted excitedly to Ren Xiuce with her hands behind her back, and her little face was full of joy and excitement.
She only smiled gently when she saw Ren Xiuce holding her into her arms, and before he could ask, she was the first to say, "Let me tell you, we have a child!" ”
She said excitedly, and mysteriously took out the test sheet in her hand behind her, which was like an examination report.
Ren Xiuce's pupils shrank in an instant, the emotions in his eyes continued to surge, his mood was extremely complicated, and he hugged the woman in his arms tightly.
Qi Qing took his hand and said excitedly about the future, what name to give their children when they were born, play with the children, grow up and go to school, and then they are old and so on.
She crackled and said a bunch of beautiful longings, but she didn't notice Ren Xiuce's face that had become more and more gloomy, and when she reacted, Ren Xiuce directly pulled her to the hospital to have an abortion.
"An early miscarriage is good for you." She remembered him saying that.
Qi Qing's face changed greatly when she heard this, crying and begging him not to lose their child, but Ren Xiuce looked at her expressionlessly, his eyes were cold, as if he had fallen her into the abyss.
The cold instrument was set up in front of her, and she was forced to be anesthetized and fainted, unconscious.
Afterwards, Ren Xiuce hugged and comforted her who was grieving, Qi Qing obviously saw that he also looked sad and reluctant, but why did he treat their children so cruelly?
"Ren Xiuce, don't you like children?" Or do you not want me to give birth to you a child?
She lowered her head and ignored his gaze, and said as calmly as she could, but the trembling voice was enough to prove the fear and panic in her heart.
Ren Xiuce hugged her tightly, patted her back gently, and said softly, "I like children, but now we don't have to have children so early, okay later?" ”
Qi Qing looked at his pleading gaze, and agreed with a complicated mind.
She only thought that maybe Ren Xiuce thought that they were still young, and it would be the same if they had children in the future.
But she still didn't understand why he didn't explain to herself in advance and dragged her to the hospital so strongly. But then Ren Xiuce loved her with great affection and care, which made her gradually let go of her doubts.
Until the second pregnancy......
This time, she didn't tell Ren Xiuce, but secretly hid it from him and didn't let him know, wanting to wait for the fetal heart to stabilize before telling him.
But because of the excessive pregnancy reaction, she was still discovered by Ren Xiuce.
"Ren Xiuce, is it okay for us to keep this child, I have already lost a child, I want her to accompany me."
Qi Qing looked at him with a pale face, but her eyes were firm, "I'm not young anymore, I have the confidence to be a good mother." ”
Ren Xiuce stared at nothing, didn't listen to Qi Qing's plea at all, and coldly pulled her to the hospital for examination, but she was already more than two months pregnant, and the fetal heart rate was stable in March.
Coming out of the inspection door, she thought that Ren Xiuce had finally agreed to her, and couldn't help laughing.
But in the next second, cold words still came out of his mouth.
"Hit!"
She immediately looked at him in disbelief, and then cried out with a frenzied face, "Why! This is my child, you don't want me! ”
Why does Ren Xiuce keep saying that he likes her and loves her, and he will never abandon her for the rest of his life, but he can't allow their children to be born?
This is his own flesh and blood!
Maybe Qi Qing was too excited, which stimulated Ren Xiuce even more, he pulled her to the operating room with a calm face, this time he watched the child in his womb cut off her step by step, how cruel does this have to be?
When she came to her senses again, and saw Ren Xiuce, who looked guilty on the hospital bed and was even more painful than her, he raised his head and smiled gently at her, but Qi Qing glared at him fiercely, hating him very much in his heart, "Why do you want to kill my child!" ”
She used "killing", and in her opinion, Ren Xiuce was no different from killing.
An unborn little life was strangled in swaddling clothes by him.
Qi Qing couldn't understand Ren Xiuce's approach, she really needed him to explain, even a random explanation was better than showing that he was really ruthless in killing his own child.
But this sentence couldn't wait for Ren Xiuce's explanation after all, he only hung his head and apologized, and didn't say anything else, she cried silently.
Is it so hard for her to just want one child? Ren Xiuce tolerated everything and promised her, all the luxury cars and houses under his name belonged to her name, and he showed his intentions that he would love her for the rest of his life.
But if you love her, why can't you give her a child?
Thinking about it in the end, she only got one answer, that is, Ren Xiuce didn't want her to give birth to her own child.
After that, Qi Qing's attitude towards him was extremely cold, but Ren Xiuce wanted to be unaware, but instead treated her better. She has quarreled, gone crazy, and even beaten him, Ren Xiuce never complained, never aggrieved, only comforted softly.
Later, Ren Xiuce's paranoia was used on her, locking her in the villa all day long and not going out.
The two of them tortured and entangled each other, love and hate, and Qi Qing's feelings for him were extremely complicated.
It wasn't until Su Pei's appearance that she finally felt sad and hopeless about such a life and committed suicide in front of Ren Xiuce.
A second before committing suicide, Qi Qing only heard Ren Xiuce's trembling and grief-stricken tearing voice, "Xiaoqing-"
The world is quiet again......
It wasn't until the heavy breathing lingered in her ears that Qi Qing suddenly woke up and realized that it was her own wheezing.