My junior high school was in a junior high school in a town, there were not many students, and the teachers were very dark, so my junior high school moment was the time when I didn't want to recall, although the situation did not improve in high school, because I was just a fat boy, and my grades were not good. That night, a group of girls stopped me in the dormitory, and stepped on my back with my foot, especially my left hand, I don't know which girl who didn't have long eyes stepped on it, and I still deeply remember that it was a sky blue sneaker, the flatwood sole was very thick, and the sole was hard, at first I thought I should be very expensive to buy a pair of sky blue sneakers, because I was left from my sister, and he was especially able to brag in the class, saying that his shoes were brought back from abroad, which was very comfortable, It's a global limited edition sneaker, in fact, I didn't believe that there could be any kind of powerful characters in a small town at the time, of course, not everyone, but the girl's virtue didn't look like a particularly powerful person. That night I only knew that the soles of the shoes were hard, how comfortable the hard soles could be worn, now I think about it is really funny, they love to brag and I believe it, that night my middle finger began to hurt, and then it was swollen and red and swollen and itchy, I never knew what was going on inside, and I didn't dare to tell my mother about it, if I told my mother, she would only blame me, thinking that I was causing trouble, and if I couldn't read it in school, don't read it, he said this sentence to me before, That's because my classmates suspected me of stealing other people's things, and the head teacher called my mother, and the moment my mother came to school and saw me, she gave me a slap in the face, so from that incident onwards, even if I was bullied and beaten in school, I would never tell my mother because I knew that he was like an outsider, every time I was wronged, he always stood on the opposite side of me, felt that I was my fault, and sometimes asked me to apologize to others, so now I don't have a temper at all in school, Because everyone else knows what kind of virtue my mother is, even if I am bullied, my mother will not help me, so they will bully me even harder, thinking that I have no back to support me, and because of my bad grades, the teacher will not care about me, and they are getting more and more excessive.

The middle finger of the left hand is swollen, about half a month, the teacher also found out, but he won't care about me, uh, everything about me, as long as I don't ask him won't ask me, and even if I say it sometimes, he won't pay attention to me, I used to be a real mess, there is no little dignity, how can there be any human power, nothing, only my obligation I have the obligation to do cleaning, but I have no right to let the head teacher maintain my personal safety. So his fingers hurt all the time, and he would hurt when it rained, but I didn't expect this problem to be brought over by me in this life, which is really funny. Is it so that I will always remember that pain? I really don't understand and I can't figure it out, but then I changed my hand and slowly got up, and when I got up and looked at the water in the pool, I found that it was translucent, did I just hallucinate? Is it all fake or is it because I've been thinking about so many things lately, I'm really dazzled.

I stepped on the bench just now, looked at myself in the mirror, and I really saw a little bit in my eyes and the previous life, I was quite similar, and suddenly I saw that there was another person in the mirror who was my mother, but this time it was okay, his eyes were very kind, otherwise I might have fallen again, I turned around sharply.

"Ah Xing, why are you not sleeping here in the middle of the night? I'm scared to death my mother, my mother said to go to the toilet, but when I passed by your room, I found that your door was open, and the light inside was not on, so I was going to close the door for you, and then go in to see you, and found that no one was scared so I hurried over. ”

I heard my mother say this, and suddenly threw herself into my mother's arms, maybe she was still worried about me, maybe so many things didn't tell me, because I thought I was still young, because I thought about these things for so many days, that is, because I didn't remember the things in my previous life, so it would cause such an impact, maybe it was my fault, I thought of this, and I threw myself into my mother's arms like crazy.

"Yuki, what's going on? Isn't it a nightmare? ”

I was really confused just now, why did I suddenly look at his face and think that I was wrong, but I almost told him all the things I've been through these days, it's not okay, but fortunately my consciousness can still stay awake, otherwise I would have been deceived by his smiling face.

"Mom, just now I dreamed of the big bad wolf, and then he was in that room all the time, so I didn't even have time to turn on the light when I ran out, he was standing under my bed, and I didn't dare to go back."

Mom picked me up from the stool, touched my head and said, "Then why don't you call Mom?" You call your mother, and your mother will come out to help you, don't worry, there is no big bad wolf chasing you in your mother. ”

I hugged my mother tighter again, because the play has already been performed, I can't take it back again, and I don't know how to take it back, but I still admire myself now, if I hadn't just had a strong consciousness, I guess I would have said it all, say it, then how can I face him calmly in front of my mother, and if those secrets are known by my mother, I don't know what he will think, I haven't guessed people like my mother, and I can't see anything after 5 years together, And we see each other less and less, and he says he's going to take me to the office on Sunday, and he doesn't make appointments twice.

Mom also immediately called Dad over, because I know that now I am very tall, Mom she can't hold me, she called Dad over just to carry me back to the bedroom, looking at me today is not happy, so I will call Dad over, Dad sleepily rubbed his eyes, when he saw the tree, he immediately recognized it, tightened up and picked me up and walked to the bedroom, my mother didn't follow up, I still wondered, Mom doesn't like Dad? Usually when I make a card, my mother is reluctant to let me hand over the card to my father, how can I let my father personally send me back to the bedroom this time, and he hasn't come with me yet.

But I have a consciousness in my heart, that is, I feel that my mother is testing me this time, maybe I am too worried, if it is really me who is too worried, then it is equivalent to everything that is happening now, it is my own speculation.