Chapter IV PTSD

"Cheng Hai......"

Holding his legs and curling together, Ji Youzhu looked at him pitifully.

"What, this expression?"

Cheng Hai walked up helplessly.

PTSD, also known as post-traumatic stress disorder. Refers to a delayed onset and persistence of a mental disorder that occurs after an individual experiences, witnesses, or encounters one or more actual deaths, threatens to die, or is seriously injured, or has a threat to bodily integrity involving themselves or others.

Originally, Cheng Hai thought that her ability to withstand immortal cultivation would be stronger, so she retained her memory. And she's pretty normal during the day, but I don't know why it's suddenly like this.

"I have a question I don't understand." Ji Youzhu frowned.

"Say."

"Those who are infected...... It's going to be back to normal, right? ”

"Uh...... Maybe. At present, the mutated humans who have been sent for treatment have not yet been sent, and the specific results will not come out in a month or two. ”

"If they can get back to normal, am I a murderer?" Ji Youzhu Road.

There are some things that have to be done in times of crisis, but in retrospect, there will still be a psychological burden.

"Ah, that's what I was thinking......"

Cheng Hai leaned on the back of the sofa and suddenly asked, "Do you want Yi Yi to help you delete that memory?" ”

If she couldn't accept the memory, it would be a one-and-done solution.

"I'd like to hear what you think of these." Ji Youzhu shook his head and said.

The more we experience this kind of disaster, the more we are able to understand the importance of strength. Forgetting is not the best way, which can be seen from Cheng Hai's attitude towards Cheng Yiyi.

"My look...... I'm simple. I'm just a standard egoist, if I don't kill them, I'll die, how can there be so much to think about. ”

"Won't there be a psychological burden?"

Ji Youzhu can't see it that open.

"Have you been......"

At the mention of this, Cheng Hai couldn't help but think of his childhood. Because of the curse, he will blame himself for any unfortunate events around him.

It's tiring to live like this, and it's hard to breathe. If it weren't for Cheng Yiyi living in and making the family a little popular, he might be no different from Ji Youzhu now.

It's even more mournful.

After all, the deaths of those people were really related to him.

"First of all, kindness needs to be established within your means. You are only in a position to spare your enemies if you have the power to spare, and you must always be prepared to bear the consequences. Because your kindness is likely to be a sharp knife that the enemy stabs into you!

And your situation is still a small scene, and you want to change it to my fight. If I only dare to use five points of strength for fear of hurting the innocent, and then I die, and those evil monsters continue to go out and harm people, will there be more people to die? ”

Cheng Hai's face was very serious.

"Hmmm......"

Ji Youzhu hugged his legs, wanting to speak and stopped.

"If you put yourself in the victims' shoes, they do hate us. But without our rescue, they were destined to die, so they didn't blame our ......"

Halfway through speaking, Cheng Hai felt that it was not right, got up from the opposite position, and sat next to her. Ji Youzhu moved to the side, but he was still very close.

"Or you can think of it this way......"

Cheng Hai hooked his finger and motioned for her to come over.

Ji Youzhu hesitated for a moment and leaned his head up.

"Imagine if all those monsters could be recovered, and on the spot. When they regain consciousness and find themselves holding a piece of his girlfriend's intestines in their hands, and swallowing half of them in their mouths, will they want to die on the spot? ”

"Forehead ......"

The assumption of being caught off guard gave Ji Youzhu a sense of picture in his mind. The corners of her mouth suddenly lifted, and then she pursed her lips and patted him on the shoulder: "You are so annoying!" ”

Although it felt very immoral, this contrast made her not hold back for a while.

But after thinking about it, even if those surviving townspeople were erased from the memories of the town, they suddenly found that the town they had lived in for decades was gone in a blink of an eye, and I am afraid that it would leave a psychological shadow for a lifetime......

Ordinary human beings are so small in the face of disaster.

"It's not easy to live, you just didn't save them. There are many things in this world that we can't do anything about, and we don't have to blame ourselves. ”

Seeing that her mood had eased, Cheng Hai touched her head to show comfort.

Ji Youzhu's expression gradually relaxed, but when he was moved, he heard another sentence.

"Go back and figure it out yourself, if you can't be cured within three days, you'll have to use your memory."

"Huh? Can't you just give me a few more days? It's the first time I've experienced anything like this! She was disgruntled.

"It's not enough!"

Cheng Hai suddenly said: "Let's just say that last time, when you didn't know anything, you dared to take a wooden sword and garlic and run to the ghost school to catch ghosts, and then you couldn't even touch the shadow of the ghost, and almost died there." ”

"Huh?"

Ji Youzhu's face was clouded, and he had a sense of being mentioned by his elders about the black history of his childhood. Shameful, but couldn't help but be curious: "And then? ”

"And then? And then you're autistic, more serious than this one, or why do you think your memory is gone? ”

"Huh? Is it because of this? Ji Youzhu was a little incredulous.

Is she really that vulnerable?

"Questions?"

Cheng Hai's eyes narrowed.

"No, no, no! I think you've done the right thing, master, and you should even beat me up to make me more impressed. Ji Youzhu immediately changed his words.

"Forget it, it's too late, you go and rest."

Seeing that she had regained her desire to survive, Cheng Hai also left the sofa and turned back and said, "By the way, the matter here is over, and you can go back to school tomorrow." ”

"This ...... Isn't it yet three days? Ji Youzhu's face was terrified.

Is she going to be expelled from the school?

"What do you think? How many days have you missed class, and you are too comfortable on vacation, right? "Cheng Hai doesn't have a good airway.

I've seen people who are addicted to games, addicted to them, and it's the first time I've seen someone who is addicted to cultivation. If it weren't for the fact that all the Internet addiction schools outside were unreliable, she would have to be sent to electricity.

"Huh? Do you still have to take classes? Ji Youzhu said suddenly.

She also thought that Cheng Hai would take her to other places to fight monsters, upgrade, and place dungeons in the future.

"Or else? If you don't study hard, you will go out of society in the future, and you are ready to make money by fighting, killing, and killing? Cheng Hai asked rhetorically.

"Hmm......"

Ji Youzhu hurriedly shook his head.

The game is okay, but the killing is not.

It also turned out that she was not suitable for this business.

"That's it, the sky is falling, we are carrying it, what should you do. If one of the final exams is lower than 90 points, you won't be allowed to enter my house. Cheng Hai stared at her fiercely.

"Don't, master!"

Ji Youzhu's face immediately changed.

She is not a top student, if she really asks for 90 points, won't she really be expelled from the school?

"Don't call me master, I don't have you as a master." Cheng Haicai didn't bother to pay attention to her.

Cultivating immortals is so complicated that you can comprehend it, and you can't even pass the exam, so what kind of system is it?

Walking into the courtyard alone, Ji Youzhu didn't dare to follow.

Taking out the Water Breaking Sword from the treasure bag, Cheng Hai took a small bottle of Wurm blood.

The warm current flowed through the veins of his body again, forcing him to spit out a mouthful of black blood with crumbs.

According to the previous exercises, the spiritual power was used again, and the feeling of being in harmony with heaven and earth came again.

The Spirit Gathering Array in the courtyard had greatly increased the concentration of Spiritual Qi in the air, so this time, his feeling was clear.

The blood of the wulong provided a layer of lubrication to the veins, and also increased the speed of his spiritual power transformation by two times, and he could extract a breath from the air in the ten directions, which was very impressive.

According to the calculation of the Forbidden Eye, it only takes ...... before he fills the sea of qi and completes the foundation building

"Three years, ......"

Cheng Hai touched his chest, very dissatisfied with this number.

The loss of internal organs seriously affected the efficiency of the transformation, and the blood of the wurm only helped him clear a few obstacles. If you want to cultivate immortals, this problem must be solved.

"Let's mention it to Purple tomorrow when you look for her." Cheng Hai thought so.