Chapter 43: Farewell to Loved Ones
In the next few days, Lin Yuxue stayed in her grandmother's hospital room untidy, but her grandmother's condition was not good, and she often woke up for a while and fell asleep again.
That afternoon, Lin Yuxue lay on her grandmother's bedside, holding her grandmother's hand with her right hand, perhaps because she was too tired, and fell asleep unconsciously.
In a daze, Lin Yuxue suddenly felt that someone was touching her face, and she suddenly came to her senses.
When she opened her eyes, she saw that her grandmother was looking at her lovingly, Lin Yuxue's nose was sore, and tears were almost pouring out, but she held back her alive.
"Grandma, how are you feeling?" I don't know if it's an illusion, Lin Yuxue feels that her grandmother is in good shape and spirit at this time, and she doesn't look like someone who is leaving.
But thinking of the situation that the doctor said about her grandmother's situation that there was no way to treat it, Lin Yuxue suddenly "chuckled" in her heart, realizing that her grandmother may now be what people call a return to the light.
Lin Yuxue held back her tears, excused herself to go to the toilet, walked out of the ward and called Mei Yan and Huo Chiguan, and brought Sister Li, who had just returned from buying nutritious porridge from outside, into the ward.
Seeing Sister Li and Lin Yuxue coming in together, my grandmother was very happy, and she suddenly had an appetite when she smelled the taste of nutritious porridge. It's just that Lin Yuxue only fed two mouthfuls, and her grandmother couldn't drink it.
Mei Yan and Huo Chiguan also rushed to the hospital immediately, and the four of them sat around their grandmother's bed, and her grandmother was happy, but suddenly said that she felt a little weak.
Everyone present understood what this meant, but they were silent, Lin Yuxue also smiled and got up and stepped forward to cover the corner of the quilt for her grandmother.
"Yuxue... Grandma feels sorry for you... Be happier..."Lin Yuxue approached her grandmother, and when she heard what her grandmother said to herself, she felt that tears were almost coming out of her eyes.
"Well, Grandma, I'm happy now, don't worry." Lin Yuxue smiled, and her grandmother also smiled and nodded, and then closed her eyes, as if she had fallen asleep.
Listening to a smooth and abrupt "drop-" sound from the machine next to the bed, Lin Yuxue immediately turned her head to look at the heartbeat detector, and a thin and long straight line on the screen pierced her eyes.
Hot tears slipped down Lin Yuxue's eyes, and in the next second, Lin Yuxue's eyes went black and she lost consciousness.
Lin Yuxue seems to have had a long dream.
In the dream, my mother wore a blue dress and took her to the amusement park to play, and my grandmother also went with her and took many beautiful photos for her. The three of them played in the amusement park from daytime to sunset, happy as gods without any troubles.
Suddenly, she was pulled out of her beautiful dream, and her mother and grandmother said goodbye to her one after another, leaving her alone in a dark and cold space, empty and overwhelmed.
Lin Yuxue woke up from her groggy, and after opening her eyes, she lay down for a while before realizing that she was in a hospital room.
Looking sideways to the bed, I saw that outside the window not far from the hospital bed, it was already dark, and the colorful neon lights were all lit up, scrambling to decorate this colorless dark night with their own light.
After losing her grandmother, Lin Yuxue felt that her world was like the dark night that had no color, but no matter how many neon lights there were, it seemed that she couldn't light up her night.
Her grandmother, who was important in her life and she cared about so much, was also far away from her like her mother.
Lin Yuxue slowly retracted her gaze, her eyes no longer flashing like usual, but as if they were like a pool of silent stagnant water, revealing a thick decadence.
The door of the ward was suddenly opened from outside, Huo Chiguan walked in with a thermos bag containing a food box, and saw at a glance that Lin Yuxue had woken up, but she didn't sit up, she was still lying on the bed motionless, but her eyes didn't know where to look.
"Yuxue, you're awake." Huo Chiguan stepped to the hospital bed, put down the food box first, and then pulled over the chair and sat down, looking at Lin Yuxue quietly.
Lin Yuxue didn't answer, her eyes focused on a certain point on the ceiling.
"Sister Li cooked shrimp porridge for you, and I will help you up to drink." After a pause, Huo Chiguan got up and leaned towards Lin Yuxue, adjusted the tilt angle of the hospital bed, and reached out to help Lin Yuxue up, and sat with his back against the head of the bed.
Lin Yuxue had no strength and didn't move, she only helped her up by Huo Chiguan, her eyes moved from the ceiling to the TV in front of the hospital bed, looking at the dark screen, her eyes didn't have any light.
Huo Chi cared about her as if he had lost his soul, and stretched out his arm to take her into his arms: "Yuxue, you still have me, as well as your uncle, your cousin, Yi Dan, Sister Li, we are all by your side." ”
Huo Chiguan had never comforted anyone like this, and he didn't think that comforting people was something that should be done by him; It's just that now, he feels powerless that he can't make Lin Yuxue feel better.
Huo Chiguan fed the shrimp porridge to Lin Yuxue, but Lin Yuxue only ate less than half a bowl, so she couldn't eat it anymore, and she didn't want to see anyone, her mind was full of bits and pieces when her mother and grandmother lived with her.
Lin Yuxue was in a daze for two days, and Huo Chiguan saw that she was getting more and more haggard, and he was so distressed that he still found a psychiatrist for her.
Maybe it was the psychiatrist's guidance that worked, Lin Yuxue slowly stopped saying a word, but the words she said every day were still pitiful, and the whole person didn't look energetic.
Maybe it was too sad, Lin Yuxue suddenly started a fever, and it took two days of burning in a row before the fever subsided, and the whole person lost a lot of weight, and the originally somewhat round goose egg face actually had a pointed chin, which made her whole person look even thinner.
Huo Chi was concerned about the pain, he spent half of his time in the hospital every day, and he was still in the ward at night, he only hoped that Lin Yuxue would get better soon.
But the house leak happened to rain overnight, and Lin Yuxue had not recovered yet, and on the other hand, someone in the Huo family got the news that he had often lived in the hospital recently, and after several inquiries, he actually knew about Lin Yuxue's existence.
After learning that Lin Yuxue was Lin Wei's daughter, and now she has no power, the only company under her name was opened by Huo Chiguan for her, and she was only a sophomore at A University, Huo Chiguan's mother took the lead in calling and asked him to take time to go home.
How could Huo Chiguan not know what her family thought, and now that Lin Yuxue's situation was just better, she hoped to accompany her, so she casually found a reason to prevaricate.
It's just that Huo Chiguan doesn't go home, but it doesn't mean that no one at home will come over.
The day after his mother called, when Huo Chiguan was feeding Lin Yuxue porridge in the ward, someone came uninvited.
Hearing someone knocking on the door of the ward, Huo Chiguan did not put down the porridge bowl, still concentrating on feeding Lin Yuxue, and only said lightly: "Come in." ”
The two people in the ward thought that it would be Sister Li or Mei Yan, but unexpectedly, a male voice came.
"Chi Guan, did you do this yourself?"
Hearing this, Huo Chiguan frowned and looked at the person, while Lin Yuxue looked up a little blankly, but found that she didn't know the man in front of her.
The person who came was Huo Chiyin, the son of Uncle Huo Chiguan, who was one month older than Huo Chiguan and was his cousin.
It's just that Huo Chiyin has always been a high-handed person, and Huo Chiguan doesn't have a good impression of him, but as a blood relative, he occasionally sees him at family gatherings on weekdays.
People who usually can't be beaten with eight poles suddenly appeared here, and Huo Chiguan knew that it was his family who was looking for news behind his back.
It is no wonder that Huo's Hospital is Huo's property, and if the people in the old mansion want to hear the news, it is indeed a very simple matter.
"Why are you here?" Huo Chiguan didn't get up either, and didn't put the porridge bowl back on the table until he finished feeding the last mouthful of porridge.
Huo Chiguan didn't let Lin Yuxue greet Huo Chiyin, and his attitude was not familiar, Lin Yuxue didn't know who was coming, but she still nodded.
Huo Chiyin saw Lin Yuxue for the first time, although she didn't look very good at this time, her beautiful appearance still made him a little surprised.
However, after all, she is just an ordinary girl with little power in her family, and she is not worthy of the identity and status of their Huo family.
Huo Chiyin doesn't have much ability, but he is backed by the powerful Huo family, but he has raised a body of machismo, and he is very dissatisfied with the move of Huo Chiguan who he just saw personally feeding Lin Yuxue porridge.
What if Lin Yuxue is sick? It has always been a woman who serves a man, where is the reason for the other way around?
With such a thought, Huo Chiyin couldn't help but speak: "Why can't I come?" Can you feed porridge to a woman here, and I can't come and see it? ”
When these words came out, Huo Chiguan swept over with a slap of the knife, and Huo Chiyin subconsciously looked away, not daring to look at Huo Chiguan.
This Huo Chiguan, although he is Huo Chiyin's younger brother, he has not been as good as Huo Chiguan since he was a child, and over time, he will even be a little afraid to face Huo Chiguan's aura.
When Lin Yuxue heard this, she only felt very harsh, pulled Lahuo Chiguan's sleeve, and threw a puzzled look at him.
Huo Chiguan said: "Huo Chiyin, my cousin." When introducing Huo Chiyin, Huo Chiguan's tone did not fluctuate at all, and his eyes did not look at Huo Chiyin, as if he was just introducing an insignificant person.
Lin Yuxue nodded knowingly, and took the initiative to greet out of politeness: "Hello cousin, I'm Lin Yuxue." ”
Huo Chiyin sat down on the sofa in the ward and snorted from his nose: "Well, I know you." ”
Feeling that Huo Chiyin didn't seem to have any kindness to her, and she was already in a low mood, Lin Yuxue stopped talking.
Instead, Huo Chiguan watched Huo Chiyin sit down and frowned: "Why did you come here today?" ”
Huo Chiyin's eyes rolled, looking at Huo Chiguan's very precious appearance towards Lin Yuxue, he was disdainful in his heart, but he lied: "A friend came to check it today, I'll just take a look on the way." ”
Huo Chiguan nodded, not suspicious, but his eyes swept towards him, and the meaning of driving people away was very obvious.
If it was in normal times, Huo Chiyin would have appeared so suddenly, but now is the time when Lin Yuxue is the most vulnerable physically and mentally, and Huo Chiguan can't bear anyone to bring her any more stimulation or trouble.