I guess I slept for a long time, and my dad got up a little wooden, and he almost fell down while standing on the ground.

"You got it?" My father's pale face looked at me, and then at the coffin under the old locust tree.

I didn't speak, just looked at the red coffin, muttered for a long time, and nodded.

No matter how stupid I am.

By now, I should know this series of mysteries and reasons, the female corpse in the coffin is dressed exactly the same as the woman in red who came out to help me three times and twice.

The red satin shoes with roses were sewn by my grandmother herself, even if I didn't see her face clearly, but I knew all this now.

In the red coffin under the old locust tree, my mother was lying.

The woman in red who saved me when I was in trouble three or four times, the woman who has been dead for more than ten years and still cherishes her family and refuses to leave, even if it is a ghost wandering around the world, she has to protect the ghost of this family.

No wonder, every time I came in from the courtyard gate in the evening, I always felt that there was a person standing under the old locust tree, silently looking at me with a pair of gentle eyes.

"You have been worshipping an empty grave for more than ten years, your grandmother didn't want to tell you this secret, but before she died, she felt that other things could be hidden from you, but you and Qiansheng, she can't hide it from you for a lifetime, and she wants you to know the truth."

"Don't blame your grandma, I didn't even know about this at first, I didn't want you to get involved in these things, and your grandma said the most before her death, that is, it was too dangerous to do this, and it didn't end well in the end."

"But in the end, she also knows that you were born in this family. Disaster will come one day, no matter how much you try to escape reality. You will only grow if you go through panic, suffering. But she couldn't deal with that. What's more, you? ”

These words should have been said by my grandmother to my dad, my dad's personality is relatively calm, and my grandma didn't want to say these things to my dad at all, but my dad must have known some secrets.

These words were passed on to me by my grandmother and my father.

After hearing my dad say this, I seemed to know why my grandmother wanted to match me with this **, "That's why grandma matched me with Yinyan?" Because I can't marry an ordinary person, I can't live an ordinary life!? Only when he was by my side did my grandmother think I was safe, right? ”

I looked at my dad with some complications.

My dad didn't speak for a long time, he should know that when I said he meant Ye Siming, but I think my dad definitely didn't know what his name was, maybe my grandma knew, my mom knew.

"Your grandmother has paved your way for more than ten years so that you can live in peace. Your mother too, you shouldn't have come, your fate should have been the same as Linlin, but your mother wanted you to live, and she didn't hesitate to bury herself for you. ”

My dad said Linlin.

It's my own sister who died young!?

I don't quite understand what my dad meant, why my fate should have been the same as my sister's, could it be that according to fate, I should have died after I was born?

It was my mom who did something, in some kind of life-changing means.

She died herself, and I survived!?

But these few short sentences also made me understand why my father didn't want to see me anymore when I grew up after my mother died.

He was always me.

At first, I thought it was because I looked like my mom, but now I suddenly understand that this may be one of them, but the most important thing is that my mom took my life.