Three hundred and ninety-seven
At this time, I was about to get off the bus, almost home, I stood up and sighed and walked to the back door of the bus, today the wind chimes have always been by my side, and he has been with me all the way for an hour of driving.
As soon as I got out of the car, I said that I don't have to follow me anymore, and then I'm going home, and I'm not lonely at all, but I don't feel lonely at all, thank you, you never had this kind of consciousness before, saying that I would come out to accompany me when I'm alone, don't you look at me pitiful today, I was wronged in school, I didn't even go home, I had to run away from home with my own things, I didn't even have my own goal direction, I really don't know where to go, and no one can rely on you, it really hurt me, you know? Sister Fen, when you instigated me to expose that photo, I knew that I should regret it, look at it all because of that photo now, now I don't even have a home, I don't know anything, I have a little aunt at home, even if I go back, it's not suitable, I really have to give way to others, in the end, because people have my father, let's go down, I'm not that kind of person, I don't like to fight like that all the time, it's not good for both of us He deliberately. It's because of the lack of father's love since childhood that I will find someone who is so much older than me.
"You seem to know a lot about these people's feelings, I don't know that you can't discuss it with me, I can only answer you, um, or not as for what you said, because he lacks father's love to find an older person, I really don't know much about it, I can't help you."
I don't want to connect with him anymore, I've already asked him to go back with the pineapple hand, I didn't speak, I didn't go to the door of our community, when I was about to go in, I called the pineapple twice, he didn't respond to me again, I knew I just had to concentrate my beliefs. I can still summon the benefits, but now it is useless to summon him, but it still bothers me a little, I see what valuable things can be taken away at home, I take them all anyway, Dad may not be able to find me, people can't find me That's another thing, and in terms of his work, what I cast before I cast it shouldn't affect him anything, as long as I don't know your important documents, he shouldn't come to find me.
Sure enough, the door was locked, and it seemed that there was no one at home, because the slippers were still at the door, and this father was not ready to come back? No, he doesn't deserve me to call him dad now, he was the one who picked me up and gave up on me halfway, I really don't know what he thinks in his head. Will people like this still be punished when they return to Heaven?
I stood at the door for a while, and I knew I couldn't wait for them to come back, so. Anyway, I knocked on the neighbor's door again, I know that the newlyweds made by the neighbor are more difficult to do, but now I have only one way, from their balcony back to our house, this is really the last way, if there is no one in their house, I can only look at another family, there are three families on each floor, and the last one is the last one I want to go, because it's just an old lady, and it's quite gloomy, and I don't go out often, And the relationship with everyone in the community is not very good.
I tried knocking on the door of the newlyweds, and sure enough, there was no one in the house and there was no sound at all, and I knew that I had come again in vain. Well, but now there is no other way, if you don't care about people's closeness, you can only go to see that family, that grandma is home alone, I don't know if he will open the door for me, and the personality is so weird, I don't know what new friends in the community, then tell others that I went to knock on the door, the last thing I want to contact is this grandma, because I haven't heard my dad say it before, Dad may let him not know who this grandma lives in the end, because he usually comes back at night, If you are not at home at noon, how can you meet the grandmother of this family?
"What's wrong? Is there something wrong? Was it you knocking on the door just now? ”
I had already walked to the door of the grandmother's house, but suddenly the door on the other side opened, and the newlyweds inside, the first impression of the man inside was that he was very fierce, so when the boy came out, I was not going to tell him my own plans, and I was going to return to our house from their balcony, and I thought he would not agree.
"It's okay, it's okay, I just knocked on the door, I'm sorry, I was looking for this neighbor's grandmother, but I remembered it wrong, they are a total of three families, I'm really embarrassed.."
As soon as I finished saying this, the man looked angry, probably thinking that I had disturbed their house, and it didn't take long for him to move here, and he was taken by me ordinarily, indeed, I was like a bad person. The man looked more angry, after entering the door, he slammed the door with a heavy squirt, I knew, this man must not understand, I don't know how to say a few things to him, how to say, I let him climb up from their house, and if it is really convenient, it is better to have their house, how to shoot this grandmother's house is still a little far from our house, although it is said to be 2 floors high, but I think it is still a little difficult.
After the man closed the door, I stood at the door of the grandmother's house again, and hesitated when I stretched out my hand, I really didn't dare, because I had only met this grandmother twice, I only knew that this house was not controlled, but that someone lived in it, and I didn't know anything about the rest of the situation, and I didn't receive any news, and I didn't know who else was in this grandmother's house. So this time I knocked on the door and went in, it was a temptation to test someone in their family to see if he was getting along.
After hesitating for about half a minute, I made up my mind, I must go in, because there is no way except this, our family lives on the second floor, how can I climb up directly from the first floor, so there is only one way to say that the neighbor's grandmother's house this time, after all, I have rejected another family, and said that there is nothing to do, if I knock on the door again, I am afraid I will not survive today, so irritable brother, I really dare not disturb their house for the second time. "Knock knock!"
This knock is different from the knock on the door of ordinary people's homes, what kind of wood is it made of?