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"Ah Zhi," Duchess Mu comforted Shen softly, "Maybe it's just that we think too much, and if my uncle has a little conscience, he can't do this kind of thing......"

Back then, the Chu family was able to keep the title after Yongding, all because of the marriage between the Chu family and the Mu Guogong Mansion, and the first emperor thought about the affection of Mu Guogong and gently exposed the matter.

Shen: "......"

Shen was noncommittal, and did not hesitate to speculate on Chu Lingxiao with the worst malice.

In the past few months, she has seen everything Chu Lingxiao has done, this man is still like this to his own children, and she doesn't think he has a so-called "conscience".

She shook the hand of Duchess Mu Guo and asked eagerly, "When will that monk arrive in the capital?" ”

"Judging from the letter from the second steward, there should be three or five days to go." Duchess Mu sighed secretly in her heart.

Shen's eyes became dark little by little, and he didn't speak again.

It's too early to say anything else, everything can only wait for the monk to arrive in the capital.

Fourteen years.

It will be fourteen years old next month, too long, and Chu Qianhuang and Chu Qianchen will be fourteen years old soon.

Fourteen years is enough to blur people's memories, enough to tear up some evidence of the past, enough to make many of those who participated in it die or disappear......

A lot of people have changed.

Moreover, the incident happened in Yuzhou, not the capital, and it was not so easy for them to find out about this matter.

No matter how anxious she was, she could only hold her mind steady and wait slowly.

Since she has found it all now, even if this knowledgeable monk can't ask what the key is, he always knows some old people in the Daping Temple in the past, and they can continue to excavate.

People have left traces, she doesn't believe that Chu Lingxiao can really do it without leaving the slightest trace!

Shen's face showed a kind of resoluteness and firmness that did not achieve the goal and vowed not to give up.

In the eyes of Duchess Mu Guo, she only felt distressed.

Who doesn't want their daughter to have a smooth life with her uncle, and she is beautiful, but the eldest daughter is so unhappy in marriage.

It's them who are wrong, they hurt their daughter, low marriage is not a problem, and repaying kindness is not a problem, but this aunt's character must be good, and everything else is secondary.

Duchess Mu Guo's heart was like a knife, and her lips moved slightly.

At this moment, there was a sound of hurried footsteps outside, and the curtain of the Xiangfei leading to the hall was opened.

Mama Chen walked in quickly, and said anxiously: "Madam, the eldest girl, she is gone!" ”

Shen: "......"

Mama Chen continued: "The eldest girl told the third cousin that she wanted to go out to buy the snacks of Liufu Ji to make you happy, so she hid in the carriage of the third cousin and left the Guogong Mansion. ”

"The third cousin girl is still looking for someone near the Six Blessings, and they only sent a mother-in-law back to the house to spread the word."

As she spoke, Mama Chen handed the note to Shen.

Duchess Mu Guo hurriedly said, "Send someone to find it again." ”

"No need." Shen shook his head with a wry smile, looking at the note in his hand in frustration.

The handwriting on the paper was so familiar and strange.

Shen said slowly and with difficulty: "She went to the palace again......"

She closed her eyes and looked tired.

Suddenly, her throat was hot, and she quickly leaned over and covered her mouth with a veil.

The snow-white veil was stained with bright blood at a speed visible to the naked eye, and it was terrifyingly red.

Duchess Mu Guo: "Ah Zhi! ”

Mama Chen: "Madam! ”

Seeing Shen vomiting blood, both of them screamed nervously, frightened.

Duchess Mu Guo's hand shook, and her arm hit the fruit pot, which toppled over, and the melons and fruits inside fell off the coffee table and rolled to the ground.

"Come on, go and get a doctor!" Duchess Mu Guo's face turned pale, shocked and worried, and she quickly raised her voice and commanded.

"Mother, no need." Shen Shi pressed the Duchess of Mu Guo with one hand, wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth with a handkerchief, and put the handkerchief into her sleeve, as if she had put away her worries and pains these days.

A girl in Tsing Yi came in when she heard the news, and hurried forward, worried about whether someone had a sudden illness.

Shen smiled palely and dismissed the maid again.

"It's okay." Shen's words seemed to be said to the Duchess of Mu Guo, and it seemed to be said to herself.

Her face was slightly pale, but her phoenix eyes were very clear and bright, and she finally made up her mind in her heart.

She herself knows that these days, her heart has been pressed against something, blocked in panic, and it is extremely uncomfortable.

Because of her heavy heart and depression, she often couldn't sleep all night, and the doctor also advised her to relax, but how could she relax her heart, the palms of her hands and the backs of her hands were full of meat......

Now, this mouthful of blood stuck in her heart spit out, and she is more comfortable.

She subconsciously touched the moon-shaped sachet on her waist, and the scent of the sachet penetrated into her nose in wisps, calming her mind a little more.

Shen said lightly: "I have tried my best. ”

She persuaded all those who could; She did everything she could; She also gave Chu Qianhuang a chance to give ......

Once, twice, three times......

Chu Qianhuang disappointed her again and again, disobeyed the yang and the yin again and again, and did whatever it took to achieve the goal again and again.

This girl doesn't give up when she doesn't see the Yellow River, and she doesn't repent when she dies!

For this eldest daughter who once made her proud, the disappointment in Shen's heart was beyond measure.

How could Duchess Mu let go of Chu Qianhuang, this is her granddaughter who grew up watching from below.

"Zhi, don't be too persistent." Duchess Mu persuaded again, "Doubt is doubt, but you can't make a decision that you will regret in the future because of doubt." ”

"Sister Huang'er, this child is also something we grew up watching."

Duchess Mu Guo felt that she couldn't push Chu Qianhuang away because of a small suspicion, after all, everything was still inconclusive. Looking at Chu Qianhuang's appearance, he looked like the Shen family, and no one would doubt the relationship between them.

Mama Chen: "......"

Mama Chen looked at Shen and didn't know how to persuade her. The lady and the eldest girl went against each other step by step, and gradually drifted apart...... She saw all of this.

For the eldest girl, Mama Chen also hates iron and steel. She also tactfully persuaded Chu Qianhuang several times, but Chu Qianhuang was like lard blindfolded, but she just couldn't listen to it.

Shen pulled the corners of his mouth with difficulty, showed an extremely bitter smile, and said tiredly: "The wax torch turns to ashes and tears begin to dry...... The candle will burn out one day. ”

"......" Duchess Mu was silent, and she didn't know what else to say.

People in the world say that mother's love is selfless, but where is there unilateral selflessness in this world, the love between people is like a candle, only knowing that if it burns blindly, it will burn out one day.

She understands her eldest daughter, no matter whether there is a problem with Chu Qianhuang's life experience, she was raised by her eldest daughter in the end, and the mother-daughter relationship in the past ten years is not ordinary, but now Chu Qianhuang has almost polished her love little by little.

Duchess Mu really couldn't understand how with her daughter's heart and means, how could she raise Chu Qianhuang like this! This kid went all the way to the dark, and he didn't even know what was going on, and there would be this kid who was bitter in the future!

Duchess Mu Guo's heart was indescribably complicated, some embarrassed, some heartache, some puzzled, some emotional, and sighed lowly: "Sister Huang was not like this before." ”

Duchess Mu Guo's mind came to mind Chu Qianhuang when she was a child, small, soft, and obedient.

At first, Duchess Mu Guo also regretted that her eldest daughter could not give birth to a son in one fell swoop, and regretted that her eldest daughter injured her body in order to give birth to Chu Qianhuang, but Chu Qianhuang was really likable.

Since she was a child, Chu Qianhuang has often come to the Guogong Mansion, sometimes she comes with the Shen family, sometimes she comes to visit herself alone, with the female celebrity she makes, the Buddhist scriptures she copies, and the calligraphy and paintings she paints......

The little girl is beautiful, generous, smart and clever, and learns everything quickly, which makes it hard not to like it.

Especially the Duchess of Mu Guo also has some intention of compensating for the eldest daughter in this granddaughter, and she is better to her than to several granddaughters under her knees, and Chu Qianhuang also makes her feel that her care is not in vain, and the little girl has been very caring since she was a child.

Gradually, Duchess Mu Guo felt that with the chaos of the Hou Mansion, the eldest daughter could have a caring little padded jacket, so that the days would not be too bitter.

Shen: "......"

Shen was silent, and this sentence swirled in his mind, Sister Huang was not like this before.

Yes, it is clear that Chu Qianhuang was not like this before.

Shen doesn't know when Chu Qianhuang has changed a little, it should be a matter of the past two years, at the beginning she only had some minor changes, such as the person she didn't like to eat celery in the past suddenly asked people to cook celery dumplings; For example, she didn't like to ride horses for a while, for example......

She thought that her daughter had just grown up, and she didn't care, waiting until ......

Thinking of Chu Qianhuang, Shen's heart fluctuated violently, and her chest began to suffocate again, as if a boulder was pressing down, and it seemed as if a saw was cutting her heart at the mouth of her heart.

Her face turned pale little by little, slightly blue, and her face was like gold paper.

Her appearance as if she would faint at any time frightened Duchess Mu Guo, and Duchess Mu Guogong was anxious, and grabbed Shen's left hand, "Ah Zhi, don't scare me!" ”

"Someone ...... coming"

Duchess Mu Guo wanted to ask the doctor to come over again, but Mama Chen's actions were even more unsuccessful, and she untied the crescent-shaped sachet on Shen's waist and put the sachet under her nose.

Shen Shi grabbed the sachet and took a few deep breaths, sandwiching the scents of medicinal incense, orchid, licorice incense and so on into her nose, gradually dispelling the depression in her heart......

Suddenly, Shen's face improved a little, he drank two more sips of warm tea, and smiled bitterly again, "Let my mother worry about me." ”

"You're kind to me!" Duchess Mu Guo breathed a sigh of relief and instructed the maid to make a cup of calming tea for the Shen family.

Other maids hurriedly cleaned up the melons and fruits that had fallen on the ground, and after a while, the house became clean and tidy again.

Duchess Mu Guo also took a sip of calming tea, her mood calmed down slightly, frowned slightly, and sighed puzzledly: "Sister Huang, why does she want to be a princess companion!" ”