Chapter 100: Drifting to the North

Conan thought that there was something good about Round Face asking him out, and he was still panicked, thinking that he was going to test Ji Conan and make Ji Conan unfaithful to his wife once. It seems that Ji Conan is wrong, the man's thinking is so direct, it turns out that the round-faced girl just uses him as a disguise, just like a flag planted at the door of the tavern, with the word "wine" written on it, or like the hint of "three bowls are not on duty" written at the door of the Jingyanggang Hotel, everyone understands that this boss is selling wine, Ji Conan is a passenger who pretends to take a van, so that others have the illusion that it is this business is good, and the other cars are empty, running around in the small town, her car always has passengers, it seems, This driver has a good character, a fair price, is a model, and he doesn't have to worry about traveling by car.

Or there is a flag hanging at the door of a teahouse or teahouse, or a tea house with the word "tea" written in large letters, and Conan just happens to be a flag with a round face. It's a pity that there are no colorful flags fluttering, and only red flags are not falling at home. Conan thinks so, in fact, there is an impulse in his heart, full of fantasies, while Togo is not there, no one supervises, if the round-faced sister can solve the amorous feelings, and spend a good night with her, it is also a great joy in life, this is a spring dream, the round-faced sister already has a boyfriend, blown, and has experienced, don't think about it, or return to the right path, focus on managing your own love, marriage and family, don't hold illusions, face reality, love a woman well, if there is no problem, even if it is successful, don't be distracted, stand firm, centered, and unswerving.

It's a pity that the flowing water is ruthless, even if there is an intention to fall flowers, it is in vain. Having said that, Conan's wife is a beauty, and if she can really have such a leg with a round-faced girl, it is only limited to the relationship of ordinary friends, and it is in vain to want to develop further. After Conan's comparison, no matter what aspect, except for a few years younger, the round-faced girl is not as good as Conan's wife.

Thinking about it this way, I don't know who the problem is, the fantasy of the round-faced girl and Conan at night is diluted by reality or reason, and they go back to their own homes and are busy with their own things, just as if nothing has ever happened, and in fact there is nothing.

Conan doesn't regret it, some people, especially women, don't take advantage of it, once you take it, there will be problems, and there will be endless troubles, unplanned pregnancy is secondary, the key is the spiritual problem, it is already impure, and the result will be a disaster, not in the sky, just in front of you.

In this way, you can do your own thing with peace of mind, without fetters, and feel more relaxed.

Unexpectedly, just after dinner, Shen Jing called and told her what happened to her in Jingshi.

Shen Jing received photos sent to her by Conan, these photos can remind Shen Jing of her days in Guizhou, happy or melancholy, happy or depressed, are the waves stirred up in the long river of her life, bringing a good memory to the peaceful life.

After Shen Jing went to Jingshi, she first worked as an accountant in a company, often working overtime and had no time to study. Her goal is to get a bachelor's degree through self-study, and then look for opportunities to switch jobs to another company to fight for more financial income and improve her life, so as to comfort her parents and not let her parents in her hometown worry about her.

Although the wish is good, the reality always does not change in the slightest according to people's wishes. As sung in the song, the mountain is still the mountain, the beam is still the beam, the father is the father, the mother is the mother, nothing has changed.

However, her exam pass rate is not ideal, she always has to retake the exam, and the time is easy to pass away, but she has too much knowledge and can't remember. You can't delay going to work, otherwise you won't get your salary or bonus, which will affect your income. Her income is decreasing, but rent, water, electricity, and living expenses are increasing, and the contradictions are becoming more and more prominent, and she is really depressed.

After thinking about it, she decided to go back to her wife.

My wife is Korean, she often studies the Bible with her, and she runs a psychological counseling company in Jingshi, she happens to be short of people, and her salary is not high, but she can support herself and pay water, electricity, and phone bills, and the rent is free because she lives in the office.

My wife is also worried about her personal problems, the eldest is not small, there is no suitable partner yet, and it is not only her wife who is worried, but her parents are even more worried. However, it is useless for outsiders to worry, she is secretly anxious, but there is nothing to be done, she is in a hurry and does not sweat.

There is good news that there is a brother who has not talked to friends so far, is a preacher, and his hometown is Jingchu, and Shen Jing is a fellow countryman. This made Shen Jing very happy. If this marriage can be successful, it will be good news for Shen Jing, and from now on, there will be no need to worry about other people's gossip. Like "Monkey King" was even used to make fun of it. What about the rest? It's all human spirits, not goblins.

In fact, this brother Shen Jing had seen it a long time ago. To be honest, it is true that the appearance is not flattering and very ordinary, but it is really admirable that this brother would rather give up the opportunity to earn money and devote himself to the ministry of saving people's souls. Moreover, it is God's command for Christians to seek Christians, and without a common faith, men and women cannot be yoked together, and even if they are reluctantly united, it is very painful.

Shen Jing had seen the brother, but she didn't care about it at all, and she never expected that she would be introduced by her mother. Although Shen Jing had seen him, it was a pity that he had no impression, and it was all up to his wife to arrange the meeting this time.

The brothers came first and sat down in their rooms and drank tea. When Shen Jing arrived, she tiptoed open a crack in the door, took a closer look at the brother in the crack of the door, and immediately ran away. This was the second time they met, but Shen Jing didn't give the brother a chance. When his wife urged them to meet, Shen Jing refused to continue dating him on the phone, so Shen Jing continued to wait patiently to see who the next candidate was.

The result was so frustrating that the next goal was delayed. Shen Jing was completely disheartened, and she decided to leave her mother's psychological counseling company and decided to take a look for herself.

Shen Jing left her master and mother, there was no job for the time being, seeing that the money in her hand was getting less and less, she began to do some short-time jobs as a typist, her typing speed was very fast, and she generally couldn't find something to do, but the salary was too low, she decided to think about it again.

After careful observation, she decided to make barbecue, which is not her strong point, but it is indeed a last resort to come to this point.

She first bought a tricycle, bought some baking boxes, charcoal, blowers, iron racks, tongs, condiments, beef, pork, mutton, etc., and spent a lot of money, and her savings gradually became less and less, so she had to rent a cheaper place, and everything was carefully calculated. Every morning you have to push the tricycle out of the gate and take it back at night, otherwise it will be stolen, these are all costs, if it is stolen, the business will not be done immediately, and you will face the problem of finding a new job.

If you get up early and stay late, you are some distance from the central block, and if you don't do this, you won't be able to make money at that time. She lives with another girl. Because the gate is too small, it takes half a day for the tricycle to enter and exit the gate. Shen Jing has little strength and often needs that girl to help. That girl is very good, she can endure hardships, and she is more willing to help people, as long as she is at home, she helps Shen Jing push the tricycle every time.

The two little women depend on each other, help each other, and live together without incident, and they are happy.

It's just that the staff in charge of health is a big problem.

Pushing three wheels to sell barbecue, originally a means of livelihood for low-level people, tools are also the basic conditions for making a living, no matter how many staff, in order to keep the street clean, always patrol the street, see roadside stalls to do small business, you have to take action, confiscate tools, or take other ways, the ultimate goal is not to let you set up a stall, it is best to stay at home, don't let them see.

Shen Jing is miserable, and her choice to make barbecue is also based on the fact that she has quick money, and she is the boss, she decides her own things, she doesn't have to look at people's faces, she doesn't have to worry about deducting her salary, she does her own things, she spends her own time, and she is full of things all day long.

If you are diligent and fast, you can save some money, as long as the staff doesn't care, it's better than doing anything. Not to mention the big talk of making money to buy a house, the income of a single month is six times the income of working for others. This income is something she never expected, you must know that this is the case, don't lose face, roll up your sleeves and work hard, maybe your life will change dramatically. Who knows? The future is long, who can see clearly?

Shen Jing completely understood the meaning of the poem "Wildfires can't be burned, and the spring breeze blows and grows". It's no wonder that the staff has a big problem with the management of the street.

Shen Jing is a small boss, while self-taught, with outstanding grades, and she can graduate with two courses, if it goes well, in another six months, she can be regarded as a university graduate recognized in the national education series. With this, she can submit her resume and look for a better company, much stronger than the owner of a barbecue restaurant.

Doing barbecue, afraid of rain, afraid of wind, and even more afraid of the staff. It's smoked every day, and anyone can't stand it for a long time.

When I get home, I don't want to eat, I want to sleep. This hardship is something that ordinary people can't understand, and only you know the ups and downs best, and outsiders can't see it.

Shen Jing left the Mars Foundation, she said, it was Togo who caused it. Of course, he

Actually, if she doesn't leave, as long as she works with Conan, she will feel very happy now. However, it is not possible to be with Togo. Because Togo often curries favor in front of the person in charge, and often speaks ill of colleagues, as long as he has been a colleague with Togo, he has the same experience. Togo will climb up on the shoulders of his colleagues, look up with his eyes, and only look down on his leaders, but look down on his colleagues.

Therefore, there are very few colleagues who are really of the same heart with Togo, the number is like a star in the morning, counting and counting, just one or two, most people will not tell the truth to Togo, and the vast majority of colleagues are guarding against Togo, afraid that he will sue in front of the leader, which will make colleagues very unhappy. Of course, his life experience made him do this, and only in this way can he live happily. If you don't do this, your heart will be like a cat scratching, you can't sit still, you can't stand steady, and you always have to find a way to get something out. In chaos, he can win, and in disorder, he has the value of existence.

Togo never likes to consult with his colleagues, he likes to be alone, but when he encounters difficulties and problems, he often pushes these problems to others; When it comes to taking responsibility, they often push themselves away, and if they are responsible, it is all other colleagues. His behavior of not taking care of his colleagues will lead to the betrayal of his relatives, and eventually all his colleagues will leave him, and he will eventually end up alone.

Shen Jing's choice to leave the Foundation was both an opportunity and a challenge for her. If she had stayed with the Foundation to this day, she would not have had such a rich life experience, and she would not have been able to grow up and mature. This experience cannot be exchanged for any amount of money. She realized that she still has to eat and drink the fireworks in the world, the pot is made of iron, the rice must be eaten one bite at a time, and she can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. Rest well every day, work when it's time to work, and sleep when it's time to sleep. Don't be jealous, jealousy is tantamount to murder. These simple truths can only be qualified to be said through experience. It's useless to talk about reason.

Qi Sina, who came to work at the foundation with her, has never talked about friends or objects, with the support of her eldest aunt, that is, under the protection of the fat girl Feng Feifei, although she has made mistakes at work, she has never deducted her points, every evaluation is a full score, and every long salary is the highest range. Seedlings that grow up in a greenhouse will not become towering trees.

Although Qi Sina still has the appearance and figure of an adult woman, including her movements, her mind and heart are still at the level of more than ten years ago. Chatting often said "dizzy" in the buckle, until now it is still "dizzy", more than ten years have passed, she has never been awake, has been in a dormant "dizzy" state.

This proves that time is just and fair, but people's choices will determine people's future. Shen Jing chose to leave and break out of her own world; Qi Sina chooses to be protected, but she is still a frog at the bottom of the well, and the sky she can see is only the size of the mouth of the well.

In the future, Feng Feifei, who provided Qi Sina with protection, will definitely have personnel changes, and when the time comes, Qi Sina may have to walk out of the deep well and take a look at the outside world, maybe succeed, may fail, but you have the courage to take that step, leave the well, and become a warrior.

Shen Jing often buried her longing deep in her heart, especially her nostalgia for Conan did not disappear. Conan felt that he had become an obstacle to Shen Jing's falling in love, although the world was different, but the hearts were connected, which really made Conan very difficult. I don't know what I did wrong, maybe the short-term sweetness will soon become a thing of the past, and the stroke of history will be dry and cannot be changed.

Speaking of which, Shen Jing's secret love for Conan is just an unrequited love, Conan is an imperfect person, in the past, or in the present, Conan does not think of himself as a sinner, a person with many shortcomings, this process of understanding is so long that it takes enough time to learn and experience before the club can experience and gain.