I finally said what I really thought in my heart.

I shouldn't have violated my grandfather's last wish and dealt with someone surnamed Ning.

I vaguely felt that my grandfather's death also had something to do with me, after all, I had not been in good health since I was a child, but then when I was with my grandfather, my body became better.

Grandpa's health began to deteriorate, and I think there may be a connection between the two, but I don't know what the connection is.

After I finished speaking, Bai Jie didn't come back to her senses for a while, and after losing her mind for a while, Bai Jie said, "Lin Yue, what do you mean?" ”

I took a deep breath and said to Bai Jie in a calm tone: "Before my grandfather died, I asked me not to tell fortunes to people surnamed Ning, and I violated my grandfather's wishes, our two families should not have contact, maybe it's not too late to break off from now." ”

In fact, when I said these words myself, I also felt sad.

I'm having a showdown with Bai Jie today.

Bai Jie listened to my words, lost her mind for a while, and then said to me: "Lin Yue, are you just letting me go because of what your grandfather said?" ”

"Bai Jie, this is not just what my grandfather said, we don't contact, it may be a good thing for you and for me."

At this time, I felt as if my heart was being pricked by needles, and this pain made me uncomfortable, but even if it was uncomfortable, what about it?

I still have to say what I have to say, and I still have to do what I have to do.

Now that the matter on Bai Jie's side has been resolved, I should not continue to have contact with Bai Jie.

"I'm not afraid of ......"

Bai Jie continued, and when she said these words, she looked serious.

And when I saw Bai Jie's eyes, she was also very determined, and her eyes were telling me that she could face any difficulties with me.

But even if she is willing to face all kinds of difficulties with me, I am a little reluctant to let Bai Jie face difficulties with me.

It's actually painful and tangled in my heart.

We looked at each other, there was a hint of expectation in Bai Jie's eyes at this time, I knew what Bai Jie's answer was to me, but unfortunately, I couldn't do that.

I paused, and I said to Bai Jie: "You are not afraid, I am afraid of ......"

When I said this, Bai Jie stood beside me, and the tears "brushed" and fell directly, Bai Jie was crying silently.

Between us, there are not so many things, but we have experienced a lot.

But this is nothing, after all, time is the best medicine, as long as it is precipitated for a period of time, Bai Jie will forget these things at that time, and when she forgets, Bai Jie can start a new life.

"You go, I don't need your care here."

I continued.

Bai Jie stared at me, and then said, "Lin Yue, do you think I want to take care of you?" You're really a coward, and I don't want to take care of a coward. ”

Bai Jie ran out, I turned my head to look at Bai Jie's back, and my heart felt like I was being pressed against a thousand pounds of boulder, and even breathing became a little difficult.

And at this time, I also realized one thing, when I said these words to Bai Jie, my heart would be painful, but when I said these words to Lu Miaomiao, there was no pain in my heart.

It's just that now, I don't have a clear understanding that this is a liking.

And this liking may have gone deep into the bone marrow.

Not long after Bai Jie left, my cousin came in again, and my cousin said with a chattering face: "Lin Yue, you tell your cousin, do you have any terminal illness?" ”

Me: "......"

I looked at my cousin speechlessly, I really didn't know what kind of brain circuit my cousin was, and what made me terminally ill.

"I didn't."

"Why didn't you first cut off contact with Lu Miaomiao, and now you drive Bai Jie away, Xiaoyue, if you have a terminal illness, you must tell your cousin, even if your cousin smashes the pot and sells iron, he will definitely treat you."

"Uncle Cousin, I'm fine, don't you be busy with work now?"

I don't want my cousin to be ringing in my ear all the time.

But my cousin told me that he had asked for leave and came to me and said that Li Qingqing was very supportive of him.

Me: "......"

No, I had to put up with my cousin's constant chatter in my ear.

In this way, I lay in the hospital for a week, and my body recovered a lot, and during this period, I didn't have any contact with Bai Jie, and Lu Miaomiao's side too.

It's just that this week, I felt that I was in a kind of torment, and I couldn't help but want to contact Bai Jie several times, but in the end I couldn't help it.

The doctor told me that I would be in the hospital for about another week, and I would be discharged.

My cousin has been doing his duty and has been taking care of me in the hospital these days.

In the evening, after my cousin brought me food, he said to me: "Xiaoyue, my cousin will not be in the hospital tonight, you can call the nurse when you have time." ”

"Okay."

After my cousin left, I leaned on the bed, I had insomnia for several days, every time I closed my eyes, my mind was Bai Jie's appearance, I completely seemed to be unable to restrain myself from thinking about Bai Jie.

I was holding my phone, and Bai Jie didn't send me a message, and I almost couldn't help but send a message to Bai Jie several times.

In the past few days, I feel that my nerves have become a little sensitive and fragile, every time the phone rings, I think it is not a message sent to me by Bai Jie, but when I look at it, I find that it is just a spam advertisement or something, and I immediately feel disappointed.

I was watching the news on my phone and scrolling through the videos.

During the week, although there was some pain, it was still leisure, and nothing happened to me.

The soul slave has also recovered a lot in the past few days.

Everything seems to be going in a good direction anyway.

This night, I didn't fall asleep until twelve o'clock, and it was almost twelve o'clock, when my phone suddenly rang.

I picked up my phone and saw a message displayed on it, which was sent by Lu Miaomiao.

I clicked on the message, and the message was simple, "Can I come in?" ”

I saw this message and lost my mind for a few seconds.

Me: "......"

Lu Miaomiao actually came to me on this big night? Didn't she mean this message to tell me that she was already at the door?

I lost my mind for a while, looked at my phone, and didn't know how to answer for a while.

Just as I was contemplating whether to answer, a sobbing voice suddenly came from outside the door.

Me: "......"

Isn't it, Lu Miaomiao is standing at the door crying at this time?

No way, I had to send a message back to Lu Miaomiao and let her in.

Sure enough, as soon as the news was sent, Lu Miaomiao walked in from outside, Lu Miaomiao's mood at this time was still not very good, she looked very haggard, and her eyes were red.

Lu Miaomiao walked to my side, I also looked at Lu Miaomiao, I just wanted to speak to Lu Miaomiao, but I didn't expect Lu Miaomiao to speak first.

Lu Miaomiao opened her mouth and said, "Little brother, I will tell you the truth of the matter tonight." ”