142. Speech
Li, there's nothing that can't be done, and I rarely see her crying, so I'm not happy. She smiled and passed. ”
Wrong! Helantu shook his head.
Qiao Siwan is not such a person! She will grieve! It hurts! Will fall into tears. It's just that her tears are flowing inside. Stream where others can't see it. Others think she is very upright, very observant, and very cheerful, but in fact, she doesn't say anything, she hides everything in her heart. Helantu glanced at Geng Yangnuan standing in the corridor, she was indeed very beautiful, but she was not pretty. It is the quiet self-sufficiency, awe-inspiring and tenderness of the earth. It is also beautiful in the unmatched wisdom, like a plum in the snow, dark and fragrant. It's just that a light smile is her very soft mask, she is indeed a gentle person, but she is also a regrettable person! Why bother! What's the pain? Why do you always hide your hardships so deeply, why do you always carry all the grief alone, why. Some people have known each other for a lifetime; But they can't understand each other, some people, even if they just understand it for a day, can have the feeling of an old colleague, and now, he feels like this for Qiao Siwan.
Thinking so, he walked out on his own. Qiao Siyuan didn't realize it, because he was so tired during the day that he was already so tired that he fell asleep.
Helantu's voice came from behind Qiao Siwan: "It's cold, please Miss Qiao go back and rest." ”
Qiao Siwan didn't look back, and said softly, "You have been here since the right time." Helantu said in amazement: "You caught a glimpse of me earlier? Qiao Siwan looked at the snowflakes and said, "No, I heard it, it's so quiet here, you can hear the sound of falling snow, not to mention the footsteps of the son?" It's just that the child's body has not healed and should not come out. ”
Helantu smiled, and his smile was clear and clear: "Always lying in the house." It's too calm. Why is Miss Qiao still restless at bed? ”
Qiao Siwan glanced at the snowflakes boiling in the air, and was silent for a while, Helan Tu followed her vision and looked into the air. Gradually: "Hui Ji will be hurt, love is not long, too clever will be in danger, too stubborn will not last long, Miss Qiao is very clever, will know this matter better than me." ”
Qiao Siwan looked at Helan Tu in shock, but he smiled slightly, and continued: "I have no intention of mentioning the matter of the prince of the king next day, but Miss Qiao's face has changed, and I have never seen your expression change at such a dangerous time, which shows that he has a special position in your heart." "What does Prince Helan want to say?" Qiao Siwan looked at Helan Tu seriously.
"Miss Qiao, half of our hearts have been lost since birth, and we have been looking for them all our lives, in order to find our other half of our hearts. Someone has found the right one, so they are faced with this situation, or emotional: someone has found it. I don't know if it's right or not. hesitated, so in love. It's all about the past, and although you didn't say anything, you're annoyed about your emotions, aren't you? ”
Qiao Siwan looked at each other. With a shocked look on his face, he gradually said, "Gongzi Helan, I know what you said. It's just that if you can't help yourself, you will think about it. ”
Helantu smiled inquiringly: "The more stable you are, the more uneasy you are." Playing happily, the freehand of ability. ”
Qiao Siwan was stunned, and then smiled: "Gongzi Helan is a sluggish person, but others may not be able to live like you." ”
Helantu's smile deepened: "You are the daughter of the eldest princess, but you may not know about some part-time jobs." There was once a person who inadvertently saw the eldest princess, and since then he has been fascinated, he can't extricate himself, covers people's eyes and lets go of his identity, and is not far-fetched to be a lowly person. In the past, when the eldest princess was not married; He worked as a guard in the princess's mansion and took care of her home. She went to Chen's house, and he followed him to be a guard. He said that he had nothing more than to see her secretly in the morning and evening, and he had already got his wish. He was afraid of revealing his identity; Usually in the middle of a day, you can say a few words, and the eldest princess never notices his presence. In the past many years, many of the talks between the two have been entrusted by the master to the slaves. For these trivial entrustments, he stayed in the princess's mansion for more than 20 years. ”
Qiao Siwan couldn't hide her shock and said, "Is there another person in the world who is infatuated with this god?" ”
Helantu smiled: "I also asked him, but he said that the emotions of people in the mortal world are very unforgiving; It's not impossible to meet something that Princess Celestia used to be very lucky, and it is not impossible to be a couple. In his life, he had seen her many times and said many things to her, which was a great blessing. ”
Qiao Siwan was laughed at by him, but his eyes were very serious, confirming that this was not a joke he had faked, and she said in a low voice: "Loving someone naturally wants to get in the way, does such a person who does not ask for reciprocation really exist?" ”
"Exists, he is Guo Yuantong, who was called a martial saint in the past, and we are friends who have forgotten the year." Helantu replied with a light smile.
"You're just talking about the guards? Could it be that he is the guard play collar next to Mu Che?! "Qiao Siwan quickly woke up", how is this approximate? ”
"Why not? If you are alone, you must make her happy, for her sake; Not for yourself. If she wants to be with someone, you should go to great lengths to help her get what she wants. Just like Guo Yuantong's infatuation with the eldest princess and he has been a servant without far-fetched for more than 20 years, people can indeed have this kind of selfless love in the mortal world! There is nothing new. ”
Qiao Siwan raised her eyes and looked at Helan Tu, but her eyes showed a hint of suspicion: "I don't know." ”
Helantu said lightly: "Because of this, everyone cannot suffer because of their request; That's because of the request for the person who is porridge, and you expect him to treat you as you did to him. So that you do not, and you will not see the one whom you have porridge with, putting his love and care for others. Isn't it enough to see the people who have their own porridge to be happy? Why force it? ”
yes. Isn't it enough to see the people who have their own porridge to be happy? Why force it? Qiao Siwan was silent for a while, and finally sighed, part-time jobs in the world are like this, not ashamed, but also contain grievances. In this life, she hates Yu Meiniang and Qiao Ke very much, they have now received retribution, so why should she put the revenge in her heart? No matter how fortunate Su Yulou is, he is also a part-time job in the past, and now he no longer has the strength to be dangerous to her, and she should also throw away all the grievances against this person. ”。 Thinking of this, she couldn't help but glance at Helan Tu, and smiled slightly: "What Gongzi Helan said is very right. I believe. Someday. Anything can be spread out. ”
The part-time job in the world is very ingenious, Jiang Tianye loves Qiao Siwan, but he doesn't understand it. Helantu didn't love her; But on the contrary, he can have an ingenious understanding of her.
After Helan Tu returned to the room, Qiao Siwan thought that her face was a little hot, and stood under the porch for a while, and when it was almost dawn, Hongyu came out to see her, Fang "ouch", and said, "Miss, how are you, in such a dark sky." Standing in the wind and blowing? ”
Qiao Siwan thought that her heart was cold, and Bo Zhong was already frozen, so she only said: "I saw the snowflakes in the sky, and I stopped for a while." ”
Ruby said, "Or hurry into the house and warm up for a while." ”
Qiao Siwan nodded, returned to the house with Hongyu, and sat by the charcoal fire for a while before thinking that she would be relieved. The charcoal fire in the brazier burned, and the red stars gradually faded to ashes.
There was very little oil in the lamp, the flame jumped, and the hairpin under the red jade edge plucked the lamp, listening to the cold wind outside the window. The wind was blowing stronger and stronger. He said in a low voice: "Miss, it's almost dawn, you hold on to the time and rest for a while." We're on our way the next day! ”
Qiao Siwan lay back on the bed, but she didn't sleep very calmly, half-asleep and half-awake, the sound of the wind seemed to be in her ears, and she choked for a long time. When she woke up the next day, she was a little lacking in energy, and she had breakfast. Red positive. Then he asked, "Miss, don't you suffer from the cold, are you uncomfortable?" Lin Yuanxin looked over worriedly.
Qiao Siwan was afraid that Lin Yuanxin would be worried. Hurriedly said: "Silly girl, where is there such a delicate place, drink a bowl of ginger soup later, and let go of the cold air." ”
When she didn't want Hongyu to repair her luggage, Qiao Siwan suggested that it be hot. Lin Yuanxin saw that her face was flushed, walked over and shook her hand, snorted lightly, and said, "Why is it so hot?" I just saw that your expression was wrong, you still don't admit it, go lie down and rest for a while. ”
Qiao Siwan still held on and said, "Cousin is not worried, I'm fine." Qiao Siyuan had already walked over and pulled her up. He said, "Sister, those people haven't chased after you yet, so you can rest for a while." ”
There was no way, Qiao Siwan lay back on the bed, only to feel extremely tired; Soon, he fell asleep groggily. I don't know how long it took, she was hot and wanted to wake up, but she couldn't open her eyes, she could only listen to Cao Cao's speech outside.
"Doctor, how is my sister? It's just a cold wind, how can people suddenly faint and not wake up? ”
The doctor's voice was hesitant: "Has this young lady been injured in the past?" “
Qiao Siyuan and Hongyu glanced at each other, and suddenly remembered the part-time job when Qiao Siwan was stabbed by Wang's mother. I couldn't help but change my expression. "Yes, it's just an external injury, it's all healed."
"Yes, the trauma did not damage the muscles and bones, but it left the root of the disease, and she was overworked in the past few days, plus she was frightened, her body was deep, her six veins were stagnant, her qi and blood were lost, and her physique has always been weak, so she couldn't bear it at this time. During the day, the sun is vigorous, and it looks good, but at night, the condition is the general trend. I don't have control right now. Later, he stopped talking.
Qiao Siyuan knew something was wrong and asked. "Will her life be in danger?
The doctor whispered, "It's hard to say, I'll do my best." I'll prescribe a few pairs of medicines, and you should let this young lady take them regularly, otherwise it will be dangerous to turn into lung disease.
He said this ambiguously, but Lin Yuanxin already knew that Qiao Siwan's environment must be very dangerous. She walked over to the bed and answered the man who was still unconscious. Qiao Siwan's cheeks faintly flushed with an abnormal dark red. Breathing is tight and slow, and listening to it at this time is very worrying. Lin Yuanxin held Qiao Siwan's hand tightly. It's like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw.
Wan'er is the pillar of her heart, and she can't fail this sister.
Qiao Siwan on the bed whispered: "Spread me, spread me!" Her eyes were closed, the corners of her face showed an expression of infinite pain, she stretched out her hand and tried to grasp something, Lin Yuanxin grabbed her hand with all her might, "Wan'er." How are you! ”
Hongyu came over and called softly: "Miss? Miss? ”
Qiao Siwan's body was trembling, and her chest was trembling. In a violent upheaval, she suddenly opened her eyes; As if he had lost his mind and asked to wake up, he said: "I caught a glimpse of the boundless river, so cold and cold, and the whole world was full of turbid plasma and broken limbs. Good sail. Hongyu comforted her: "It's okay, it's you having nightmares!" ”
No; Not a nightmare! Qiao Siwan looked at everyone in horror; Lin Yuanxin went to pull her hand, but she waved it away violently and hid in the quilt, as if she was frightened. Joe Siwan