Chapter 474 Back or Not Back
"Chenchen is your son, your closest person, you shed tears in front of me, how can you say that you are ashamed? Didn't Mommy already treat Chenchen as someone else's son? ”
After speaking, Ye Ruichen pursed his lips and looked unhappy.
Ye Anning hurriedly pinched his little face, and burst into a smile, "How come?" It's just that Mommy feels, Mommy is an adult, Chenchen is still a child, Mommy shouldn't be so fragile in front of Chenchen. ”
As soon as he heard Ye Anning say this, Ye Ruichen was even more unhappy, "Mommy still treats Chenchen as a child, Chenchen has already told Mommy just now, Chenchen has grown up, not a child anymore, Mommy can't say this, otherwise Chenchen will ignore Mommy!" ”
"Okay, okay, Chenchen is a big child, in short, Mommy will definitely explain this matter to you in the future, let's live here for the time being, okay?" Ye Anning hugged him tightly in his arms and continued.
Seeing Ye Anning so insistent, Xiao Baozi couldn't ask anything more, so he could only sigh, shrug his shoulders, shook his head and said, "Okay?" Since Mommy wants to live here, then Chenchen will accompany Mommy to live here, in short, Mommy, you have to remember! In this world, you still have Chenchen by your side, and Chenchen will never leave Mommy in this life. ”
"Hmmm! I see! Chenchen is the best for Mommy, so is it time to go to sleep for Mommy's best whole process now? It's already so late, if we don't go to bed, we won't be able to get up tomorrow morning, so how can we go to school? Ye Anning didn't want to continue this topic anymore, not for anything else, just because she was afraid of falling into that terrible whirlpool again, so she said directly to Ye Ruichen.
Ye Ruichen was not stupid, so he could naturally understand that she wanted to change the topic, so he nodded and said, "Well, okay Mommy, then Chenchen will go to sleep, Mommy also has to go to bed early, even if she works, she can't be too busy!" ”
As he spoke, Ye Ruichen also rubbed Ye Anning with his head.
"Chenchen is the most obedient!" Ye Anning squinted and smiled, looking at Chenchen's back, he sighed in his heart, fortunately, no matter what happened, he still had Ye Ruichen by his side.
I don't know if it's her mental effect, she always feels that with Ye Ruichen, she is like having the whole sun, Ye Ruichen's smile can always warm her heart so appropriately.
The night passed like this, and Ye Ruichen seemed to be more obedient than ever tonight, and he didn't ask Ye Anning to read him any bedtime stories, but climbed into the small bed and fell asleep sweetly.
However, just because he slept soundly didn't mean that Ye Anning could also sleep soundly.
Just because of a text message and a few simple words, Ye Anning actually lost sleep all night.
And she didn't look at her phone all night, she didn't even know what she was thinking, in short, she just let go and let go and let go again.
I don't know how long it has been empty, Ye Anning remembered that she still has a mobile phone, turned around and picked up the mobile phone to take a look, what time is it? But I didn't want to find that there was another text message on my phone.
The moment she saw this text message, Ye Anning only felt that her blood was flowing backwards, all the blood rushed straight to her head, and her hands and feet became cold.
She wasn't sure who this text message was, she was afraid that Gu Nanyan didn't give up and sent it again, but she also hoped that Gu Nanyan sent it again.
At this moment, Ye Anning saw it thoroughly and clearly, no matter how indifferent she was, it turned out that she did not give up this relationship, and she did not give up on Gu Nanyan.
She still liked him.
She still loved him.
Although she loves you and doesn't admit it, this is an ironclad fact, and she has to admit it if she doesn't admit it.
Ye Anning has a total of these two vigorous loves in her life, one was given to Ning Anqiao, and the other was given to Gu Nanyan.
For this unclear relationship that ended, Ye Anning was still unwilling.
At least, she has no way to give an explanation for her youth.
Of course, she can't do it like in the TV show and movie, of course, if she doesn't love it, she doesn't love it, and if she doesn't belong to her, she swiped the text message, dashing, and completely disappeared in front of Gu Nanyan......
She couldn't.
After all, she has given a lot in this relationship, so she also hopes that this relationship will have a beginning and an end.
After all, she is just a mortal, and she can't escape the seven emotions and six desires in the world.
Therefore, Ye Anning once again clicked on the text message uncontrollably, wanting to see what Gu Nanyan would write to her.
As she thought, the text message was still very short.
However, although there were only a few words, it completely touched Ye Anning's heart.
"Let's come out and meet, I want to talk to you."
It was these words that instantly destroyed all of Ye Anning's strength.
She admits that she would love to see him.
At the same time, it was time for Ye Anning's reason to return to her brain.
She can't go, she wants to delete text messages.
However, at the moment of deleting the text message, Ye Aning still returned.
Yes, she wants to talk.
No matter how sensible she is, she is a girl after all, a fragile girl!
What reason did she want to hear about Gu Nanyan, she wanted to know if he had ever loved herself.
Of course, what she wants to know most is whether this relationship is her wishful thinking, whether it is wrong love or Gu Nanyan's involuntary self-determination.
So this time, although Ye Anning was very sensible, she did not choose to turn off the text message directly, but replied to him.
Although there were only two words, Ye Anning seemed to have exhausted all her strength.
"Location."
However, even if he used all his strength, Ye Anning still retained his little temper in the process of replying to the SMS notification.
Since what he said was very simple, he had to be shorter than him, replying to only one place, so that he could definitely show her indifference and nonchalance.
Even what, she's not too ashamed, is she?
But Ye Anning didn't know that she just replied to a location, that is, she lost.
It is a thorough proof that she really can't forget Gu Nan.
But...... Does winning or losing really matter that much?
In Ye Anning's heart, knowing the final result is the most important thing.
Gu Nanyan seemed to have been guarding her messages on the other side of her phone, so she got a reply from him as soon as her message was sent.
"Tomorrow around 5:00 p.m., is it okay to still be a port café?"
This time, Gu Nanyan's tone was no longer indifferent as before, but with some inquiry.
It's like going back to the past, Gu Nanyan gently asked her about her appearance.
After Ye Anning finished reading it, his heart trembled uncontrollably.
Ye Anning wanted to agree to him, but at this moment, she suddenly regretted it, and she suddenly felt that it was wrong for her to do this.
Obviously, Gu Nanyan already has a woman he likes, so why do he still want to see him?
And he was holding on to let him give himself an explanation from the beginning, but if you think about it carefully, what can he give to himself?
It's just to say that he really can't help himself, and finally give himself a good person card, so that he thinks that he doesn't mean to abandon himself, and makes himself feel better about him.
What else does she get?
When she thought of this, Ye Anning couldn't help but ask herself in her heart.
"Ye Anning, what are you ...... What more could you want? ”
Therefore, even when Ye Anning was about to send out that good one, she regretted it.
She immediately deleted the message and edited it again.
"I'm sorry Mr. Gu, it was my impulsiveness just now, please let me apologize to you for my impulsiveness, but after my careful consideration, I think it's better for the two of us not to meet, and I can understand you for all your helplessness."
"I also know that many things are involuntary for you, so Mr. Gu, I'm really sorry, the relationship between the two of us has come to an end, so let's get together and disperse, let's live our own lives, I hope that after many years, we will meet again in the business field, and you can be merciful to my subordinates."
When she wrote this, Ye Anning had already realized that she seemed to have written too much, but once she got up, she couldn't stop, she couldn't control her hands, and continued to edit the past with Gu Nanyan.
"By the way, I have now decided to hide the Ye family back, you must keep this secret for me, okay, I've finished what I should say, so be it, thank you Mr. Gu, I'm really embarrassed, let's just say goodbye to the two of us, as if we never knew each other."
After editing this text message, Ye Anning was about to send it again, but somehow, she felt that she was a little more hypocritical.
Even if he wrote so many heartfelt words with Gu Nanyan uncontrollably just now, in the end, a thousand words were only turned into five words.
"Don't do it."
After the fight, in order to avoid regretting it again, Ye Anning sent it out directly without giving himself any chance to think about it at all.
After that, in order to prevent herself from reading the news again and feeling uncomfortable, she turned off her mobile phone directly.
But a person who wants to do something in his heart, even if no one can stop it, how can it be useful to turn off the phone?
Therefore, this night, Ye Anning didn't know how many times she turned on and turned off the machine, until dawn, her upper and lower eyelids fought, and she couldn't hold it anymore, so she fell asleep groggily.
I don't know if there is a backlog of things in my heart, so as soon as the alarm clock rang the next morning, Ye Anning woke up directly.
Her first reaction was to look at her phone, but she didn't see Gu Nanyan's reply to her.
I couldn't help but sneer, Ye Anning, Ye Anning, what are you still thinking?