Chapter 458: Calculations Can't Be Made

"Chen Ling, you have to think about it from a different angle, think about it carefully, is this the truth?"

I saw her standing there, as if she had lost her moments of confusion.

Seeing this, I guessed that Chen Ling should be wondering if what I said made sense.

So I had to strike while the iron was hot and continued, "Huh? Say yes. ”

"Soul slave, hurry up and call Master."

"Yes, Master, thank you Master for accepting me as an apprentice, and I will do my best to honor you as an apprentice in the future."

Things have come to this point, even if Chen Ling doesn't agree.

Chen Ling said angrily: "Okay, shameless man, then you will also be my apprentice in the future." ”

Me: "......"

"If you don't call me master in the future, I won't teach him skills."

Chen Ling said lightly.

I was a little speechless for a while, it seemed that I still looked down on Chen Ling too much, Chen Ling was far more witty than I thought.

No problem, shout Master, I won't lose a piece of meat.

Chen Ling heard me shout Master, he was very excited, and he was about to jump up with joy, I saw her like this, a little speechless, but it was okay, who asked me to ask him.

The soul slave looked at me apologetically, wanting to say something.

When I saw that he was about to speak, I quickly interrupted him, and I took the first step to speak, "In the future, I will study hard with Master Chen Ling." ”

"Yes, master, I will definitely try."

I hummed and didn't say anything more.

After a few days of recuperation.

The aura in my body is becoming more and more abundant, but at the same time, I also feel that there seems to be some "void" in my body, and this feeling is like a "hole" suddenly in my body, which has always remained in my body.

It's an amazing feeling, and it's a big impact on me.

I can't put into words the feeling myself.

I practiced on my own for several days to find out why, but after some searching, I couldn't find the real reason.

The feeling of dazedness in my heart is getting heavier and heavier.

The more I doubted my raison d'Γͺtre and my relationships, the more I wanted to get more secrets, the more I wanted to know more and more things.

A panic quickly crept through my heart.

Restlessness, fear.

Let me quickly close the yellowed booklet.

This booklet gradually made me uneasy.

Practicing the exercises inside seems to allow people to find their true nature and explore their hearts.

But when I searched for it myself, I became more and more aware of these things, ethereal, as if they did not exist.

Ever since I saw the corpse that day, I've been thinking about something.

Am I who I really am.

Am I or not?

In what state have I been living to this point?

But now, there is no real answer to the doubts in my mind.

I was annoyed in my heart, but in the face of this situation, I had no way to solve it, and sometimes I could only silently accept this helpless result.

After a few days of meditation, I finally walked out of my room.

After going out, I found that the sunlight outside was a little harsh.

Bai Jie seemed to have been waiting for me outside for several days, and when she saw me come out, she ran towards me with some joy.

But when she came to me, she stopped again, and she suddenly asked me, "Lin Yue, are you okay?" ”

I knew what Bai Jie's purpose was in asking me like this, it was just to look at me so haggard, so she opened her mouth to ask me.

I barely managed to squeeze out a smile and tell her that I was fine.

Sometimes, I don't want her to worry about me.

I'm not a fool, and I'm not too young, in fact, I also feel that Bai Jie has a feeling between men and women for me, and I actually have a liking for Bai Jie in my heart.

This kind of liking is obviously different from other likes, and I can distinguish it myself.

It's just that sometimes I deliberately suppress this feeling, and I don't know how to face her.

I felt a little nervous.

"Have you not eaten in days? Let's go, I'll take you to something delicious. ”

Bai Jie's concerned voice sounded in my head.

Chen Ling walked closer and said angrily: "Xiaojie, don't worry, he can't starve to death, he is not so fragile." ”

I didn't feel hungry, on the contrary, I felt full of energy.

"Really?"

Bai Jie looked at me with some confusion.

I nodded and said, "Really." ”

"I'm going to take a shower."

I let go of Bai Jie's hand and was about to take a bath, but what I didn't expect was that her next sentence made my complexion change uncontrollably.

"Lin Yue, my dad is back, are you free at night? Is it okay to go home and meet my dad? ”

I immediately stopped.

Immediately turned my head to look at Bai Jie, I then nodded and said, "Okay." ”

Ning Hongan came back, and this time it was still open, which made me full of doubts.

Does his direct appearance this time mean that something will happen?

At this time, I still have some expectations in my heart.

Ning Hongan must know more things than me, and Ning Hongan must have investigated a lot of secrets by pretending to be dead all these years.

After I took a shower, I cleaned up briefly, and I looked at the time, three o'clock in the afternoon.

I said to Bai Jie, "Shall we go now, or later?" ”

"It's okay now, it's okay later, but before you go, you have to buy something."

"Well, I think so, too."

Bai Jie stared at me, and her eyes seemed to be a little pampered in it.

I looked at her, and I suddenly changed the subject and said, "How many days has your dad been back?" ”

"You came back after you entered the room."

"That's been three or four days, isn't it?"

"Well, almost."

Bai Jie responded.

I glanced at this home, my cousin took the soul slave to the company, Chen Ling watched TV by himself, and Lu Miaomiao went back to his home.

Bai Jie and I simply cleaned up, took Bai Jie to the mall to buy some things, and then went to her house.

On the way, I also asked Bai Jie, is her mother there?

Bai Jie told me that she was not there.

said that although her father came back, her mother still abducted her father, blaming her father for deceiving her mother for so many years.

But it's understandable, after all, no matter who this kind of thing is put on, it's impossible to let go easily.

The direction we were heading in was the villa I had been to before.

The first time I had an accident to solve a problem was this villa.

When I came here before, it was gloomy.

But now there is not the slightest trace of yin.

I stood in the doorway, and years passed in the blink of an eye.

I was a young boy who was kicked out of my home with great grief.

Now, I know a lot of things, far from what I thought I would.

My trusted grandfather may not have died in the end?

Of course, it may be a good thing for me that my grandfather didn't die, but what I don't understand in my heart is, why did he lie to me?

Why and why lie to me?

I was so distressed that I wanted to know the truth of the matter.

It may be that I stood still at the door for a long time, and Bai Jie called out to me, "Lin Yue, are you a little nervous?" ”

I was a little confused about what Bai Jie said, and I didn't react for a while.

I know what Bai Jie's words mean.

I glanced at Bai Jie and said with some embarrassment: "Are you not nervous?" ”

"And what are you thinking?"

I suddenly said to Bai Jie, "Do you remember the first time we met?" ”

Bai Jie was stunned, nodded suddenly, and then began to speak.

The two of us reminisced together, but now, it feels like a world away.

"What are you doing standing at the door, waiting for me to pick you up?"

A somewhat rough voice came, and I looked ahead, just looking at Ning Hongan.

Ning Hongan looked unkempt.

"Dad, how come, aren't Lin Yue and I here?"

Ning Hongan's attitude towards Bai Jie was very good, "I didn't mean you, I meant that stinky boy." ”

Me: "......"

I glanced at Ning Hongan and walked in front of him.

"Xiaojie, you can come here, what else do you bring, let's not talk to each other as a family."

"Dad, I didn't buy these things, they were all bought by Lin Yue."

"Don't speak for this kid, I don't know what he can do, a poor bastard."

"Look at what, don't you be convinced? Am I wrong? ”

looked at Ning Hongan a little speechlessly, do I have a grudge against him? When we first met, they mocked me endlessly.

When he got inside, Ning Hongan had already bought some meals, and said that he was going to cook a meal for Bai Jie, after all, he had disappeared for so many years, and he hadn't been with Bai Jie well.

Now is an opportunity to cook a delicious meal for Bai Jie.

also said that I followed Bai Jie to get naked.

I laughed dryly and didn't say anything.

Ning Hongan said to me: "The kid came in to help and helped, and he couldn't let you eat white food." ”

"Dad, I'll do it."

"No, just watch TV outside."

After Bai Jie was persuaded by Ning Hongan for a few words, she went outside and started watching TV.

In fact, I know why Ning Hongan spent Bai Jie, it is nothing more than that some things are inconvenient for Bai Jie to say seriously.

When I got to the kitchen, I was so amused that I closed the kitchen door.

When it was closed, Ning Hongan pretended to say to me: "What are you doing when you kid closes the door, aren't you afraid of choking to death?" ”

"The drunkard doesn't mean to drink, Ning Hongan, if you have anything, just say it directly."

"What do you stinky boy call me?"

Me: "......"

Ning Hongan glared at me angrily, and I instantly felt a little embarrassed.

Not to mention anything else, Ning Hongan's momentum is still a little strong.

"Uncle Ning, if you have anything to do with me, just tell me."

"What did you kid do to my daughter, I just mocked you, my daughter defended you like this, did you have any crooked thoughts about my daughter, stinky boy, let me tell you......"

Ning Hongan was about to go on, but I interrupted him, and I opened my mouth and said, "Uncle Ning, do you think a person like me can be with your daughter?" ”