Chapter 848: A Substitute Life for Dog Blood
Because she had to try the kitchen, she had vegetables, seasonings and everything, Shen Jingshu was bored sitting alone, so she also came to the kitchen, watching Ye Qiu skillfully chopping vegetables and washing pots, she couldn't help but fall into silence.
It turned out that the real daughter of the Shen family, whom she envied and envied, didn't know how to do anything, and even more able to endure hardships than her.
"When did you learn to cook?" She asked softly.
"When I was six years old, our family was still relatively poor at that time, my parents went to pay the food and came back late, my grandmother was sick and couldn't get out of bed, my brother said I was hungry and I did it, I didn't expect to like it all of a sudden, it was not bad, you can taste it later." Ye Qiu said it lightly, but Shen Jingshu realized her hardships at that time, and at the same time, she also knew that Ye Qiu had not always grown up with a thousand pets, it turned out that she had also suffered when she was a child.
"Have you never held a grudge? Mom and Dad didn't look for you seriously after you lost you? Eventually, she asked.
"There's nothing to hold grudges about." Ye Qiu replied calmly while stir-frying, "My grandmother, parents, and brother love me very much, and meeting them is the luckiest thing in my life." ”
Shen Jingshu could see that Ye Qiu really loved that family, and from the tone of his voice, he could hear that their family got along closely, unlike herself, who seemed to have always had a layer of separation, never daring to take a wrong step, nor daring to be presumptuous.
"Something emotional, you seem to have other things on your mind?" Ye Qiu asked, she is not a nosy person, especially the other party is still Shen Jingshu, whether she intentionally or unintentionally, she has indirectly hurt "her" in her previous life, but the task in this life is not to retaliate and hurt anyone, so she asked more.
With Ye Qiu's words, Shen Jingshu seemed to have found an outlet for her feelings, she smiled bitterly: "I have known since I was a child that I grew up in an orphanage, and my father adopted me back just to deceive my mother to replace you, although my parents' love for me is sincere, but I never dared to have my own thoughts, according to their requirements to learn violin, practice dance, and take the first place in the exam, just like a puppet, to be a good girl." ”
"And do you hate them?"
Hate?
Shen Jingshu shook her head, she didn't hate, because she knew that everything she had was given by the Shen family, without the Shen family, she was an orphan girl who was nothing, and after learning it, she did like the violin very much, didn't she? They expect her to be good for her as well.
Thinking of this, Shen Jingshu's dissatisfaction with the Shen family in the past two days seemed to have subsided a little.
"Then do you hate them for forcing you to separate from Shen Jing'an?"
Shen Jingshu didn't speak this time, although she repeatedly told herself that she was not qualified to be resentful, but she was still unwilling, if they loved themselves, why didn't they love more? Are you so afraid that I will ruin their face and ruin their son? Am I an orphan girl really can't have any other feelings than when they are random objects?
"It seems that there is hate, but you don't think you are qualified to hate, do you?"
Shen Jingshu was a little embarrassed by Ye Qiu's straightforward words, and even wanted to escape from here like this.
"Would you like to listen to my advice?"
"Okay."
"Let me guess, my biological parents let you go abroad to separate you, to let you calm down and think carefully about your feelings, right?"
"Yes."
"You think they've hurt you? Because you are an adopted daughter, it is you who is leaving, not Shen Jing'an, right. ”
Shen Jingshu didn't speak, because Ye Qiu's words stabbed her heart.
"I understand your grievances, you were originally under pressure when you were growing up in the Shen family, but now that I'm back, everyone doesn't pay so much attention to you anymore, and it's normal for you to have a gap in your heart."
"I didn't, I'm not jealous of you."
Ye Qiu shook his head: "I'm not saying that you are jealous of me, I mean that there are always some gossips about the change of identity, even if you are psychologically prepared, but it still has a certain impact, and then Song Tianji said that he is not engaged to you, saying that he likes me, you must be even more resentful, I feel that everyone is powerful, and I look down on you as an adopted daughter." ”
Ye Qiu looked at her embarrassed face and continued: "Then Shen Jing'an said in front of his parents that he liked you, and his parents were shocked that they must have strongly opposed it, and even did not hesitate to use coercive means, I guess, it must be Shen Jing'an who said your feelings." ”
"How do you know?"
"Because you're afraid, you're afraid of disappointing your parents, you're afraid that they will have thoughts about you, but Shen Jingan is not afraid, he is the heir of the Shen family, no matter what, his parents will not give up on him, so he has no scruples and says that your relationship looks very brave, but in fact, it not only hurts you, but also hurts your parents."
Ye Qiu washed the pot and continued to cook the next dish: "He loves you deeply, but he is too reckless, have you ever thought about your parents' feelings while you are wronged, they have always treated you as a daughter, son and daughter love each other, even if you are not related by blood, in their opinion, it is against the family, and the first reaction is naturally against it, so I don't think there is anything wrong with them separating you temporarily." ”
"So we're wrong?"
"There is no right or wrong in emotional matters, there is nothing wrong with two people falling in love, it's just that the identities of the two of you are unacceptable."
Shen Jingshu said in frustration: "Even you think we should end this relationship, right?" ”
"If you really love each other, no matter what difficulties there are in the future, you decide to go on together, then I bless you, I just think that the way and time for you and your parents to explain the truth are not right, if it is gradual, if the two of you are older, when others seem to be mature, maybe they will object, but it will not be as fierce as now."
"I understand, thank you, I suddenly feel ashamed to be said by you." Shen Jingshu breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and the haze in her eyes faded.
"It's best if you can figure it out, it's not a bad thing to go abroad, I've heard your violin playing, it's very good, and it really buried you in C University."
"Thank you for the compliment." Shen Jingshu's eyes were bright, neither gloomy nor cold, as if she regarded Ye Qiu as her best friend, and she was a little dependent.
Ye Qiu opened her mouth and didn't refuse her kindness, but she was a little awkward, because she didn't really want to be friends with Shen Jingshu.
"Taste it, it shouldn't taste bad."
Shen Jingshu looked at the dish with all the color and flavor, put a chopstick into her mouth, her eyes became brighter and brighter, the corners of her lips curled happily, and she sighed sincerely: "It's delicious, I've never eaten such a delicious dish!" ”