Chapter Seventy-Six: The World Can Only See You
The girl's eyes were closed, and tears kept falling on Zhang Xiaoman's body.
For a person who has been blind for more than a year, just a little bit of light is enough for her to be satisfied.
For a while, all the past events that had long been sealed in the bottom of his heart surfaced in Lin Sisi's mind one by one.
The nightmare car accident, the loss of his parents, his life, his dreams, and everything he used to use have all disappeared.
The pride and coldness of the past are like clowns who laugh at themselves all the time, turning into sharp knives, interspersed with her heart all the time.
In this more than a year full of darkness and loneliness, Lin Sisi's character is no longer what it used to be, from the genius girl who was full of confidence and competed for the first place in everything, to a timid, cowardly, and easily blushing little girl now.
No one can imagine what it means for a normal person to lose everything, and how horrible it was to live in the company of darkness and loneliness for more than a year.
There have even been many times when she has thought that it would be better to just leave this world and end all this suffering.
But when the cold blade touched her wrist, she finally cringed. Having experienced death once, she was afraid of real death, the coldness, coldness, loneliness, and despair that could swallow all the courage and hope in this world.
Lin Sisi didn't commit suicide, she didn't dare to face that kind of horror, so she could only choose to be strong.
In her blind life for more than a year, she went from breaking down and crying at the beginning, to numbness and persistence later. In a corner where no one was around, there were tears that she didn't know how many. Because she once didn't want to intersect with others, she couldn't even hear sympathy and ridicule, and only endless darkness remained with her.
However, it was in this darkness that a man's figure suddenly appeared, and this figure not only approached her life, but also saved her life.
Until now, this man has even appeared in front of her eyes, and in this gray world, he is the only one who is so eye-catching.
The girl's emotions that had been suppressed for more than a year immediately exploded, and all the sadness and grievances turned into tears at this moment, scattered on the figure's body.
Zhang Xiaoman looked at the crying little girl in front of him, and he was a little confused for a while, and he didn't know where to put it with his hands up, feeling very embarrassed.
Zhang Xiaoman feels that his flickering technique has always been very powerful, which is inherited from his genes. For example, Pei Liuye, who has been a fortune teller for half his life, and his doctor's mother who studies public relations, are all closely related to flickering. And he himself will become the lord of the stars who fool the world, and build a powerful organization against xenomorphs.
However, the ability to flicker is inherited, but some emotional intelligence things are a bit insufficient, after all, it is not for nothing that the mother and fetus have been single for 25 years.
If it were replaced by a veteran of the love scene, maybe they were already discussing what the children of both sides would be called in the future.
Gently putting his hand on the girl's back, Zhang Xiaoman didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only pat her while saying some unnutritious comforting words.
……
After a long time, Lin Sisi's tears finally stopped. After the emotions are vented together, the whole person will become much easier.
"yes, I'm sorry......"
The girl blushed and whispered, her head down and she didn't know how to face this man, how could she not be in love.
Touching a large piece of his clothes that was wet with crying, Zhang Xiaoman smiled helplessly: "It's okay, it's good to cry out about some things, and it will be more uncomfortable to suppress it in my heart." ”
The room was calm again, and the dogs, who had been listening curiously and with their ears pricked up, returned to the kennel.
After a buffer period of more than ten minutes, Lin Sisi's emotions finally calmed down completely, Zhang Xiaoman looked at the time, and then said another purpose of this visit.
"Brother Xiaoman, do you want to learn to draw?" The girl looked at Zhang Xiaoman with a curious expression, and now with the blessing of the spirit exploration technique, she was already able to correctly capture the latter's location.
"Yes, there are some things on the formation that require me to draw the formation through painting, and I must also use a brush, so I wanted to come to you to ask for painting skills, and by the way, borrow some painting tools."
When Lin Sisi heard this, she readily agreed, and she immediately beckoned Zhang Xiaoman to come to her studio, which was the room before.
Listening to the other party tell him some basic painting skills, Zhang Xiaoman took a piece of drawing paper and began to try to draw the logo of the Star Alliance.
The paintbrush he used in his hand was also made of soft bristles, and it didn't seem to be much different from a brush - it was something he couldn't control anyway.
Thinking back to some of the essentials that Lin Sisi talked about just now, Zhang Xiaoman slowly put down his pen, waved his arm, and a crooked "circle" appeared on the paper.
"This ......"
Zhang Xiaoman's eyes froze, and the corners of his mouth twitched.
"It's okay, the circle at the beginning is the most difficult to draw, and this one needs more practice."
Lin Sisi comforted beside him.
Then, according to the method she taught, Zhang Xiaoman first drew a cross auxiliary line, and then drew a circle through the four points on the side.
However......
"Wait, how does this look like a square...... No, it seems to be a rectangle! ”
Lin Sisi chuckled when he heard this.
"Then it must be your auxiliary line drawn crookedly."
Zhang Xiaoman couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, painting this thing is really not something that he can play with as a layman.
……
An hour later.
Looking at the drawing paper in his hand that was full of crooked circles, Zhang Xiaoman felt a little crazy, this Spirit Enlightenment Array had not yet appeared, and the round edge outside alone stuck him.
"It's too hard......"
Zhang Xiaoman put down his paintbrush and rubbed his sore wrist a little depressed, and somehow suddenly remembered a story he had read in his mind.
"I don't know that the big guy who is suspected of being a traverser has been painting eggs for several years......"
He muttered quietly, but saw Lin Sisi on the side groping for a while, picked up the paintbrush on the table, and gently turned his wrist on a piece of paper, and didn't even see her arm move, and a circle that looked incomparably standard appeared in the middle of the pile of crooked four dissimilarities.
"I'll go! You're going to draw it? Zhang Xiaoman looked at this scene in amazement, his mouth was long enough to stuff a whole goose egg.
"This ...... It's nothing, I'm just drawing a lot and getting familiar with it...... You can do it with more practice. Lin Sisi blushed and whispered.
Zhang Xiaoman looked at the circle in front of him, and couldn't help but sigh: "If I had one-tenth of your level, I wouldn't have to worry about this thing, you are so powerful, or this magic circle will simply let you help me draw it......"