Chapter 68: Feelings

Lin Ruoxue may not know here that she is equivalent to giving Lin Zhennan's world hope again, even if she still feels that she is only a little polite to him now, because she has actually thought about this matter carefully, even if she doesn't say that they were a family before, but she can't help but admit that they did come from the same place, and it is actually very rare to see each other again in this world, but now they can still stay together, and they eat and work together. It's a strange relationship, but I have to admit that it's much better than when I was in my own home.

Although they looked like they were in the same home before, they actually didn't have anything to talk about, so more often they seemed to just stay in one place, but that home was really too wide, so it was as if it wasn't a family, Lin Ruoxue preferred to stay in school, even if she wasn't interested in studying, but because she didn't have to worry about how to face Lin Zhennan when she was there.

It seems that seeing him will give Lin Ruoxue a special headache, but this should not be thought about anymore, because those things in the past have become like that no matter what the reason is, just think about it carefully, it seems to have something to do with herself, not just Lin Zhennan's problem, although he did not do things that should not have been done at the beginning, but those can only be said to be his decisions, and he really succeeded, so she also thought about why he was successful, and people like him can still succeed, then how can you be worthy of yourself and your mother, a person like this should be able to achieve nothing, but he is really successful, and it may have weight more than ordinary people's success, that is, it is more difficult and more influential than the success that ordinary people understand, so even if Lin Ruoxue doesn't want to know his deeds, but he still knows it, because he has really become a myth, more like a rising sun, at least now he is still shining in the sky for everyone, In front of him, especially when he is very close, it is really easy for people to not open their eyes, it seems that it is really dazzling to that extent, when he is in front of him, no one can continue to be proud, because if you really compare, he is really no worse than anyone else, those who have similar achievements with him None of them have the same experience as him, so he is the myth, and the experiences of others seem to be just experiences in front of him, and the road he has traveled is a legend.

So Lin Zhennan may have been going to take such a path, but now that he thinks about it, he seems to have affected him, maybe he could only choose to complete those first, so there will be such a choice, in the end, what he is most sorry for has never been Lin Ruoxue, but Lin Ruoxue's mother, so Lin Ruoxue herself is actually not so angry, more because of his mother and can't forgive him.

It's just that these days she dreamed of her mother, in the dream she told Lin Ruoxue that she wanted to live well with Lin Zhennan, and she had to be kind to Lin Zhennan in the future, after all, no one else in this world could take care of her, and she herself seemed to have seen it, but she wouldn't be uncomfortable because of these anymore, in fact, she had already said such things to Lin Ruoxue when she was leaving, but Lin Ruoxue at that time was not old enough, and she was so sad at that time, she didn't know anything else except crying there, She only knew that she was about to lose the most important person to her, the person who gave birth to herself, gave her life, and then worked hard to take care of herself for so many years was about to disappear in front of her.

She counted all this on Lin Zhennan at the time, but if she thinks about it now, it has nothing to do with Lin Zhennan, because of her kind of illness, even if Lin Zhennan can do anything.

Even if Lin Zhennan is in front of her, the final result is the same, that is, the process may not be like that, and she shouldn't be so sad, but how could she think so much at that time, although she is already very sensible, but all of this, in the person who loves her the most, she was obviously only thirty that year, but she had already left this world in advance, and she didn't even finish saying her last goodbye to Lin Ruoxue.

And at that time, she was only a few years old, as for how old she was, maybe even Lin Zhennan didn't dare to say that she knew very well, right?

Because after that, she hadn't spoken to anyone for a long time, as if she wouldn't be able to speak since that day, so Lin Zhennan took her to the hospital to see her at that time, but the final result was that she was all right, as for why she didn't speak, it was her own problem, psychological problems, of course, not something they could solve.

Even the psychiatrist seems to be able to do very little, which means that it is basically useless, that is because Lin Ruoxue really didn't talk to anyone at that time, even if Lin Zhennan was like this, it was even more difficult for others to let her speak.

Then I don't know when she suddenly wanted to speak, but since that day, Lao Ye has never heard the title that should have been, and his relationship with Lin Ruoxue has changed since that time, and then so many years have passed.

It doesn't seem to be a little different until recently, and then this doesn't seem to be Lin Zhennan's own reason, it should be because Lin Ruoxue suddenly figured out something, otherwise she wouldn't have this attitude towards Lin Zhennan.

When breakfast was over, Lin Zhennan came out of the kitchen, and the strange thing is that he should have been a little tired, but now he is very energetic, after all, he hasn't cooked for many years, and today he has made so many people eat at once, there is no reason why he still doesn't feel tired.

"Are you tired?" Feng Xiao asked.

Lin Ruoxue also came over, looking at him, she seemed to be a little worried, but before she could ask, Feng Xiao had already spoken first.

It seems that he is still a little hesitant, otherwise there is no reason for him to go ahead.

But Lin Zhennan just smiled and shook his head, anyway, he was really not very tired now, so of course they didn't need to worry so much.

"Really not tired?" Lin Ruoxue finally had a chance to ask.

"Of course I'm not tired." Lin Zhennan said with a smile, his attitude was different from just now.