215 Out of Control!
After Han Jie left, I sat alone on the edge of the bed, pulling at my hair, distraught.
Am I doing something wrong?
I admit that I've been in a bit of a hurry lately, but I'm also working hard for the future of both of us! Is that also wrong?
Practicing that nameless exercise may bring some physical side effects, but she can also tell me that I can't notice it myself. I really had no choice but to slow down the progress of my cultivation first.
But she shook her hands away like this, without leaving me any chance to explain, what kind of attitude is this?
Thinking of this, I lowered my head and looked at my body. Oh, why are you still so hard?
Not only in the lower body, but also under the triple influence of alcohol, hormones and irritability, I felt that there was also a hot breath surging in my chest, which was difficult to calm down for a long time!
I didn't even have any clothes on, so I ran to the bathroom and grabbed a plate of cold water and poured it directly over my head!
Useless!
I poured another pot.
Still nothing works!
I yelled in anger and became more and more irritable. All I need now is a bathtub and soak myself in a tub filled with cool water, maybe that will cool me down quickly!
But the room I rented was too small to be equipped with a high-end luxury like a bathtub. I can't find an effective way to cool myself, so I'll just vent it!
I roared, venting my frustration and resentment in my heart. I smashed all the pots and pots in the bathroom and cracked the mirror on the wall with one punch!
As the mirror broke, my fist was punctured by the glass, and two streaks of bright red blood flowed between my fingers. It cleared me up a bit.
But this can't be done, it's too dangerous to use self-harm to get calm! What if I can't control myself?
Is there any other way to calm down my extremely anxious self right now?
I've got it!
"! That's already the case anyway! I cursed in my heart.
I returned to the room, lay on the ground and put on that weird practice posture, and began to practice the nameless exercises. Isn't the biggest side effect of it being that it lowers my body temperature? That's exactly what I need right now!
I'm going to fight poison with poison!
This rented room was already very shady and full of shade, which was one of the main reasons why I decided to rent it in the first place. I silently recited the mantra, slowly introducing the yin qi that permeated from the center of the earth into my body, and then leading it to the veins of the whole body in a specific order.
It worked!
As soon as the yin qi entered my body, I felt a chill spread rapidly from the palms of my hands, soles of my feet, and the Heavenly Spirit Cover on the top of my head, and then spread to my whole body. The irritability in my chest gradually subsided, and the stubborn disobedient creature in my lower body surrendered.
However, after a short period of miraculous results, I realized that there was still a problem. My anxiety and fever have been solved, but my head is still thinking nonsense! This is not something that can be solved by cultivating Yin Gong!
Han Jie, the failed tasks, the deducted salary, and the invisible pressure that has been pressing on me to make money and get married, are all rolling in my mind, setting off turbulent and violent waves!
My breath began to be disordered, and the yin qi that relied on mantras began to deviate from its intended course and gradually lost control in my body. I quickly sensed this and hurriedly cut off the passage, no longer absorbing yin qi into my body.
But that's another serious mistake I made!
I panicked, and it backfired. I should have followed the usual process of dispersing gong first, slowly reducing the yin qi absorbed into the body, allowing it to flow into the dantian in an orderly manner on its own, and then closing the channel.
But at this time, I suddenly closed the channel halfway through the operation, and the mantra and mental method were messed up, and the yin qi entering the body was out of control, and it was rampaging in my body!
When I realized this, I hurriedly resumed my cultivation mantra, desperately trying to control the yin qi that was running around everywhere. But how easy is it at this time?
I felt very uncomfortable, and I couldn't help but roll around on the ground, and the inside of my body was like a river and a sea, as if it was about to explode!
Fortunately, I discovered it early, and the Yin Qi introduced into the body is not too much, if it is a thing that happens to the end of a big week, I guess there is no chance to save it!
I hurriedly reopened the passage and dispersed part of the yin qi that entered the body, and the remaining part was forcibly incorporated into the dantian. After struggling for half an hour, I finally got out of the dangerous situation and completely distracted.
"I almost went mad!" I sat up and wiped a cold sweat, and I couldn't help but rejoice.
But the troubles don't end there. Although I avoided going mad, my body had just suffered a very severe Yin Gong backlash. I feel so cold, my mind and limbs are numb!
I quickly found my own clothes to put on, and got into the bed again. But that wasn't enough, and I shivered with cold.
I ran to open the closet again, turned out all the clothes and quilts in it, and threw them all on the bed. I lay back on the bed and draped my clothes over myself one by one, covering the only two quilts I had.
But it still doesn't work!
I shuddered and shivered. The chill I felt felt as if it had penetrated deep into the bone marrow, constantly stimulating the nerves in my brain, and any physical means of keeping warm were useless!
From extreme heat to extreme cold, such a strong contrast made my mind already chaotic, and only subconscious conditioning remained. At this time, I was more hysterical than when I felt the heat just now, and the only thing I could think about was to find a way to find something to keep warm, whatever it was.
So, I focused my eyes on the small piece of candle that was about to burn out. The small flame that was supposed to set off the romantic atmosphere seemed to become a life-saving light in my eyes!
I jumped to my feet, tore the curtain down, piled it up, and lit it with the flame of a candle. I sat in front of the curtain with my quilt covered, watching the fire grow in a daze. The fiery red light finally made me feel a little warm, and the tremors on my body finally calmed down.
After the chill, a strong sense of sleepiness followed. Later, in a daze, I only remembered that the landlady seemed to run in, and when she opened the door, she kept yelling. But I didn't have time to explain anything to her anymore, and I didn't even realize that the flames had scurried up on the corner of the quilt.
Then, I don't know how long later, a powerful jet of water sprayed at me! The cold water water extinguished the last bit of consciousness I had barely maintained, and I completely fainted!