Chapter 49: The World of the Mentally Ill
"Humph! Men don't have a good thing! Sister Xiao Yao said angrily after listening to the female doctor's explanation.
I was shocked at the time, and Lao Zhang on the side was also full of embarrassment, but neither of us dared to refute.
The female doctor's eyes lit up after hearing Sister Xiaoyao's concluding remarks, and the two started talking.
Sister Xiao Yao taught the female doctor about the nine most common lies that men tell, how to see through the purpose of a man approaching you, and the female doctor gave back where a knife stab in the body would not cause serious injury (a man), and how to chemically castrate a man.
Lao Zhang and I listened to it with a creepy feeling, especially me, because I found that Sister Xiao Yao looked at me more and more wrongly, and this kind of look I used on the sandbag in the gym.
In extreme fear, I went up and interrupted the evil academic exchange between the two.
"Two beauties, what the hell, it's late, and you still have to visit the sick......" I tried to make my tone as humble as possible.
The female doctor naturally stopped communicating, and Sister Xiao Yao twisted my thigh very unhappily.
Although our help did not make a practical difference, the female doctor still offered to take us to visit Xiao Zhang.
With the guidance of the female doctor, we saved a lot of trouble, and no one passing by examined and interrogated us.
On the way to the ward, what I saw and heard once again refreshed my understanding of the world.
The world in the eyes of the mentally ill is different from the world in the eyes of ordinary people, but it is different from us "special" people.
To explain it in my own thinking, it is that they have created a unique way of thinking, and have reached the realm of seeing that mountains are not mountains and water is not water, but they are compatible with this real world.
The female doctor also told us not to bring ourselves into the world of mental patients, because they have no flaws in their thinking or worldview, and over time, we will doubt whether everything in our eyes is real or everything in their eyes is real.
In order to prevent us from trying not to believe, she also gave us negative examples, many of her seniors and colleagues, either out of curiosity or wanting to heal their patients in this way, entered the spiritual world of the patients, and never returned, from psychiatrists to physician psychosis gloriously.
These doctors-turned-patients are extremely difficult to cure because of their rich theoretical knowledge, and most of them have no hope of recovery.
I listened to the female doctor's words later, but I did believe that the world in the eyes of the mentally ill is different from ours.
For example, we met a girl who was very cute and quiet, and I found her standing at the corner of the stairs with an umbrella with only iron bars left, with a sad face.
The blue and white hospital gown, the delicate figure, the kawaii face, and the melancholy temperament are simply pitiful to me.
When the girl saw us, she kindly asked us why we didn't have umbrellas when it was raining, and the female doctor told her that we were all wearing raincoats.
The strange thing is that the girl really believed it, did not speak to us again, and continued to stand in silence.
I asked the female doctor curiously, "What's wrong with her?" ”
The female doctor's eyes were a little red, "She has a boyfriend, they agreed to meet in the park that day, and then it rained, she waited in the park with an umbrella, but her boyfriend had a car accident on the way here and died on the spot. ”
I felt as if I had been punched in the heart, and the female doctor's description was pale, but listening to it made me feel the girl's grief completely, and this grief seemed to be endless, because the person she was waiting for would never come, and this was the most desperate.
"She's always tired of holding an umbrella like this." Sister Xiao Yao's voice was a little choked.
"This is the one she was holding, and we tried to hide it, but as soon as she couldn't find it, she would go crazy, and the tranquilizers would only work for a while, and even if we replaced it with another umbrella." The female doctor's tone was full of emotion.
No one has a stubble, this is definitely a depressing story, and the story related to the umbrella is the White Lady and Xu Xian, but people at least have a hope, but people can't be resurrected after death, is it possible that this girl has to wait until the end of her life?
"According to our statistics, nine out of ten patients have feelings as the cause, and eight of them are related to love." The female doctor added.
I glanced back at the girl, still holding her umbrella and her eyes fixed on the front, waiting for someone who was no longer possible.
I would love to help her, and it doesn't matter if I can pay a little price, but I don't know how I can help her.
In a flash of thought, another question came to my mind, I am now sure that people have souls, so won't his boyfriend's soul be sad to see her like this? Even if it is a dream to tell a few people, it is estimated that this girl has a chance to recover without medicine.
"I've asked my family's breeze to check, and as long as her boyfriend hasn't been reincarnated, I'll find a way to let them meet." Sister Xiao Yao said to me secretly.
"Sister Xiaoyao, you are too great!" I really compliment.
"It's nothing compared to this sister's infatuation, although doing so will bear some cause and effect, but my sister doesn't care." Sister Xiao Yao said seriously.
My depressed mood has been relieved, as long as Sister Xiao Yao helps, then this girl's waiting will definitely come to an end soon.
"Have you eaten?"
"I just dreamed of spiders."
"To make mashed potatoes, you need to put mustard, chili oil and vinegar will be more delicious, do you know, the dishes stewed in the iron pot are more fragrant than the electric wok."
"Spiders have hair, by the way, have you ever seen a mother spider give birth to a baby spider? The baby spider will eat the corpse of the mother spider, and the mother spider's belly will become like honeycomb coal. ”
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There was a sound of inverted conversation, and I turned a corner before I saw the person talking.
It was a middle-aged man in his forties and a young man in his twenties, sitting on a bench in the hallway, happily communicating.
However, although the two people seem to be chatting happily, they are actually not talking about the same topic, if you don't listen to the content of their exchanges, just looking at their demeanor, I am afraid that they will think that they have been friends for many years.
"Both of them are congenitally mentally ill, because they can't get along with normal people, they were sent here, but fortunately, they are relatively rich at home, and they have paid for their medical expenses for a hundred years, and they will spend the rest of their lives here." The female doctor said.
"Can the two of them understand what each other is saying?" Sister Xiao Yao asked curiously, as if she had discovered a new continent.
"I'm afraid only they know this, since they met each other, the two of them are like old friends for many years, always sitting here chatting, before that, they were talking to themselves." The female doctor said.
I thought about a lot of possibilities in my heart, but in the end, I denied them one by one, and I could only say that these two people were too powerful.
I once read a popular book called Genius on the Left and Madness on the Right, which is a work by Gao Ming, and the protagonists of this book are all mentally ill people.
When I first read it, I thought it was just a different kind of novel, but I didn't expect that the records in it were all true, and it was happening in mental hospitals all over the world.
Finally, we arrived at Xiao Zhang's hospital room, which had a small window in the door, just like the school door.
Although this is an invasion of the privacy of the mentally ill, I think it is necessary, take the example of the previous dance teacher, if she goes crazy in the ward and no one finds out, by the time the medical staff enters the room again, all the things that can be removed in the house may have been demolished.
This is the first time I've seen the so-called Xiao Zhang, a very handsome big boy, but I am very narcissistic that he is not as handsome as me.
Xiao Zhang sat quietly on the hospital bed, his eyes were unfocused, and there was no expression on his face, and saliva was flowing down the corners of his mouth little by little, as if the faucet was broken.
The female doctor took out a card from her pocket and swiped it on the door, "Drop!" The door opened.
"Go in, remember to lock the door when you come out, close the door and lock it itself, remember not to irritate the patient." The female doctor already knew that Lao Zhang was a family member of the patient, so she told her and left.
Lao Zhang took me and Sister Xiao Yao into the house, and Xiao Zhang did not react to our arrival, as if he was cut off from everything in this room.
"Girl, look ......" Lao Zhang put away his sadness and looked at Sister Xiao Yao with expectation.
Sister Xiao Yao looked at Xiao Zhang, her brows gradually wrinkled, as soon as I looked at Sister Xiao Yao's posture, I estimated that it was troublesome.
"I'll take a look first." Sister Xiao Yao said, went straight to Xiao Zhang's side, squatted down and put her hand on Xiao Zhang's wrist to check his pulse.
"Girl, I'm just such a son, please ......," Lao Zhang pleaded on the side.
I hurriedly grabbed him, "Don't make a sound. ”
Lao Zhang suddenly realized and nodded at me, looking embarrassed.
I sighed, is this a typical example of care?
Although Lao Zhang stopped talking, the eagerness on his face could not be concealed, so I had to sit aside and wait and see.
What I didn't expect was that Sister Xiaoyao's pulse couldn't stop, and her eyes didn't know when she was closed.
Of course, none of this mattered, because an old Chinese medicine doctor once fell asleep when I was taking my pulse, and at that time I thought I was going to die, so he had only been watching for so long.
What really made me a little uneasy was that Xiao Zhang's eyes had changed, and he was no longer lifeless.