Chapter 473: Chu Qingsong's remorse
He didn't forget that when his uncle took him up that mountain, he went through all kinds of twists and turns, and almost put his uncle's life into it.
Uncle just reminded him at that time that he must take care of himself and never take any more risks, it seems that his uncle noticed it at the beginning, if his uncle took him to live under the mountain at that time, it is very likely that he will be found by Li Hongli's people.
At that time, of course, the cruel Li Hongli could not target her mother alone.
Especially after her mother gave birth to Feng Lan, Feng Lan became Li Hongli's thorn in the eye and a thorn in her flesh.
So much so that many years later, Feng Lan returned to the General's Mansion again, and when Li Hongli saw him, she had a look of panic, no wonder she was so targeted at herself.
even didn't hesitate to use some dirty means to frame him and force him out directly, just to keep him away and never return to the general's mansion.
Maybe she was afraid in her heart, afraid that she would lose everything she had before, or rather, afraid that the events of the year would be revealed.
Feng Lan smiled bitterly twice and shook his head, there is no impermeable wall in this world.
Li Hongli once violated her conscience and did all the hurtful things, in the end, they will become her retribution.
However, Chu Yunfei was undoubtedly the most injured person in this matter, and Feng Lan also knew that her sister should be very uncomfortable now, after all, Li Hongli was also Chu Yunfei's mother no matter what.
Thinking of Chu Yunfei's innocent smiling face, Feng Lan suddenly felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and he didn't know how to face his sister, he didn't blame Chu Yunfei for anything.
However, because of the grudges of the previous generation, he and Li Chuyunfei were originally supposed to be brothers and sisters who loved each other, but they became enemies who were on the same page.
Thinking of this, Feng Lan smiled bitterly helplessly, he glanced at the housekeeper in front of him, and then asked the housekeeper to leave first.
"Lao Zhao, don't worry, I'll go see my father later."
Chu Qingsong is his father in the end, even if he has done a lot of wrong things, but in Feng Lan's heart, his father is still important.
Seeing Lao Zhao sigh and turn around to leave, Feng Lan suddenly stopped Lao Zhao again, "Wait a minute, Steward Zhao, do you know where Yun Fei is now, has she eaten at noon today?" ”
When Lao Zhao heard this, he sighed helplessly, and then looked disappointed, and shook his head, "Young master, Miss is also in a bad mood, Miss locked herself in the room and never came out, Miss stood in the cold wind for a whole hour this morning, but Mrs. didn't want to see her, and then she was taken back to the room by the maid, and Miss probably didn't eat anything." ”
Feng Lan sighed, nodded, and then instructed Lao Zhao, "Whether she eats or not, you have to send some over, in case she is hungry, she can still eat a little, if you don't send it over, she probably won't be able to remember to eat." ”
When Lao Zhao heard this, he nodded and sighed, but he had a relieved look.
Their young master is a kind person after all, even if Li Hongli did such a heart-wrenching thing, it stands to reason that even if Feng Lan killed Li Hongli in her heart, it would be a normal thing, after all, the hatred of killing her mother is not shared.
However, the young master still forgave the little lady.
Lao Zhao sighed and sighed: "Young Master, you are really a kind-hearted person!" ”
Feng Lan just smiled and shook her head: "What kind of kind-hearted person am I, this matter has nothing to do with Yun Fei, she is the most innocent, of course I don't want to see her suffer so much." ”
Feng Lan said, shaking her head helplessly.
He still remembered that when he first came to the General's Mansion, he felt very strange, everything around him seemed to be out of place with him, and everyone rejected him very much.
At that time, only Chu Yunfei was always by his side, constantly saying that the eldest brother was long and the eldest brother was short, and she really regarded herself as a big brother.
However, now that he, who is the eldest brother, he has found out the truth of the year and revealed some bad scars, which made Chu Yunfei scarred.
After watching Lao Zhao leave, Feng Lan went to her father's study by herself, and her father finally needed to go over by herself.
It's just that I don't know why, Chu Yunfei has obviously given his father medicine, but his father doesn't seem to have reacted at all, and when he thinks of this, Feng Lan can't help but feel a little confused.
It stands to reason that there should be no problems with the medicine that Zhao Qiujin took out from the Tai Hospital, Chu Qingsong didn't have any problems with his body after using the medicine, what is going on?
After Feng Lan entered her father's study, she saw Chu Qingsong lying there alone, drinking, and the documents and papers on the ground were shattered, and it could be seen that his father had lost his temper here.
Feng Lan walked forward step by step, Chu Qingsong heard someone's footsteps, only then did he raise his eyes and take a look, and when he saw that it was his own son, he smiled helplessly, "You kid, what are you doing here at this time?" ”
Feng Lan just looked at his father in front of him, and he said: "Dad, don't drink anymore, my mother has been gone for many years, and now at this time, it is useless for any of us to miss her, she will never come back, this matter is destined to be an eternal regret." ”
When Chu Qingsong heard this, he smiled bitterly twice, and then couldn't help the old tears, with a collapsed look, he directly "snorted" and threw all the folds and books in front of him to the ground.
"Feng Lan, do you know, I have actually been indebted to your mother all these years, so how happy I was when I knew that you were still alive, but...... You shouldn't forgive your father, I'm so confused, I actually left the murderer by my side for so many years, and now for the reputation of the General's Mansion, I can't let her go, but I really hate it in my heart, I hate myself for being a waste, and I can't even protect the person I love the most. ”
After so many years, Mrs. Xuelan is still Bai Yueguang in Chu Qingsong's heart, because he was the one who loved Mrs. Xuelan the most, and he thought that he could guard Mrs. Xuelan for the rest of his life.
Mrs. Xuelan is the purest beauty in his heart, so he has always wanted to protect it, when he was about to give his life on the battlefield, it was Xuelan who gave him faith and the power to be reborn.
He thought that after he came back, he would be able to reunite as a family, but who knew that when he came back, he would face the death of his wife and the loss of his son.
He thought that all this was his retribution for killing too many people on the battlefield.
But he didn't expect that the last murderer had always been his pillow person, and even he thought that Li Hongli had brought him a new life.
Now it seems that Li Hongli is the one who caused his family to be ruined.
"Feng Lan, my heart is really painful now, as long as I think of your mother, and the expectations that your mother had for me back then, I feel that I am as stupid as a pig."
Chu Qingsong said, laughed twice, and then filled himself with a glass of wine, raised his head and drank it all.
When the alcohol entered his throat, he only felt that the whole person was muddy, and he shook his head, but he felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.
Seeing that his father was still planning to continue drinking, Feng Lan immediately stepped forward and grabbed the wine bottle in his father's hand.