Falling out of love is just a heart disease for ordinary people, and it's not the first experience, so it's not a big deal.

But now she still has a baby in her belly, and such sleep quality is not conducive to fetal development at all.

Enron thought that he was busy enough, so he didn't have time to be sad and miss.

But she was wrong.

Just like she mistakenly thinks that as long as her body is tired enough, she will not have time for insomnia, and as long as she boils up, the pain of falling out of love will pass.

Heartbreak is an indescribable pain, and those invisible wounds have no platelets to stop bleeding and repair, and they have been drenched in blood for a long time.

Like once, it took her three full years to get those wounds to really heal.

Now it was a new wound and an old one, and the long, intense pain continued to gnaw at her nerves, spreading continuously......

She felt as if her spirit was becoming more and more abnormal.

For example, the phone screen is obviously black, but she always hallucinates the familiar exclusive ringtone, although she knows in her heart that the name she expects may never appear again.

For example, she will be uncontrollable to flip through the photo album anytime and anywhere, and then stare at the man in the photo in a daze for hours.

Another example is that she often tears unconsciously regardless of the occasion, and the people around her look at her with the kind of eyes that look like "neurotics"......

None of these are the most serious.

What tormented her the most was that the man would appear in her dreams every night, not approaching or speaking, just standing there so far away, looking at her deeply and quietly.

And the more she tried to see his appearance clearly, the more she couldn't see clearly, just like on the day of the airport, there was a blinding white light everywhere.

After waking up from a dream, she always had to repeat the feeling of angina, and then the whole person lay on the bed stiffly, waiting for the next sleep, waiting for the next dream.

Such days lasted for half a month.

This morning, she received a call from Shen Zhuo, "Enron, Professor Lu said that he didn't want to transfer to the hospital, so you still have to come back by yourself." ”

Now that she has broken up, she has also decided to stay in City A in the future, so she naturally wants to transfer her father to the hospital.

So she asked Shen Zhuo to do this, saying that she didn't want to go back.

In fact, it's not that she doesn't want to go back, but she doesn't dare to go back.

She was afraid that she would touch the scene when she went back, that she would develop directly from angina to a heart attack, and that she would not be able to help but want to run to see him.

But now that he heard Shen Zhuo's words, the string that had been tense in his heart seemed to have finally found a suitable reason and loosened in vain.

She said to herself in her heart: That's fine, she just went to the research institute to go through the suspension procedures by the way, and then said goodbye to Wen Jing Wenzhao and the professors by the way, and then looked at him from a distance by the way, as long as she looked at him from a distance and knew whether he was doing well, she was relieved.

The day she went back, it was also a sunny day.

Before going out, she deliberately checked the yellow calendar, it is suitable for travel, marriage, and everything.

Maybe it was because she could see the person she was thinking about right away, and the pain in her heart seemed to be relieved, and she actually slept deeply on the plane for two hours.

It wasn't until the flight attendant's beautiful female voice alerted her to the imminent arrival that she opened her eyes.

Stepping on this familiar land again, breathing in the familiar air, looking at the familiar scenery, my chest began to burn and swell again, and the pain was dense.