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The days of sorrow are long, and the days of joy are always so short, and the five days pass quickly.

On the morning of the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, Qingfeng still finished picking strawberries with his parents, and packed the picked strawberries into a box together. It is a blessing to work with them, and when I see the sweat of that winter running down their cheeks, a stream of heat swirls in my heart.

On the eve of separating from them again, Dad's kind face, broad shoulders, and tall figure are like a mountain standing in front of him, these days of getting along day and night, so that he has a deeper understanding of Dad, he is not good at words, just like many middle-aged people in the countryside, he has inexhaustible strength, inexhaustible kindness, perseverance and uprightness, his body is all his brand, more than ten years of blank memories, at this moment, are coherent, he has more love than others, His love is so abundant, so pure, and when his loving gaze falls on himself, it is like a little sun, replenishing himself with inexhaustible strength. He really wanted to say, Dad, I love you, it is you who have given me integrity and kindness, strength and bravery, so that I can do my best to stir up my life in this troubled world. He wanted to say to his father, Dad, you have to pay attention to your body, you are the backbone of our family, carrying the past, carrying the present, you give us beautiful hope, yes, with you we have the motivation to pursue hope, with you we have the strength to overcome difficulties, with you we have the ideal of climbing the peak, you are a light in my heart, for us, for grandparents, for this family, you have exhausted all your efforts, and the only thing you don't have is yourself. Qingfeng secretly made up his mind in his heart to rely on his wisdom and strength to get this family out of poverty as soon as possible, so that this middle-aged father would have less burden and more hope, so that the family would be more harmonious and happier.

Qingfeng looked at her mother again, her beautiful face is always love, the power of maternal love is so warm, it is so gentle like water, wrapping her body, warming her heart, although she has not enjoyed this mother's love for more than ten years, the only remaining memory fragment, today has been extended, hard-working mother, crow's feet have climbed to the corners of her eyes, leaving the rings of history on her beautiful face, from now you can vaguely think that her once so beautiful face, now hanging with wind and frost, is still kind, Her big affectionate eyes, when she looks at herself, it is like her hands caressing her body and mind, considerate of her own desolation, more full of caressing of herself, but also adding a kind of attachment, can realize how important her position in her heart is, can also understand her helplessness, she wants to keep the best things in the world to herself, she wants to check all the hardships by herself, dear mother, I have been thinking about it in my dreams for more than ten years, and today I have perfected my impression of you in my mind, You are the best mother in the world, what you give your son is not only life, but also the yearning for beauty, you once used your sweet milk to raise me to grow, you now use your thin arms to help my father carry the backbone of our family, you put your deep love for us, are concentrated in your hard-working hands, less a lot of gentle touch, more invisible love, you have all the virtues that all Chinese women have, you also have the beauty that others do not have, more generous feelings, deeper care and consideration. Qingfeng's eyes are moist, and the mother's love of more than ten years is so strong at this moment, so gentle as water, so refreshing. Qingfeng silently muttered in his heart, Mom, your kind smiling face will always be engraved in my heart, your gentle tenderness like water, always hug me, I will work hard, I will struggle, I will give you a brighter future, make you happier and full of joy.

Thinking of this, Qingfeng couldn't hold back any longer, quickly turned around, wiped away his tears with one foot, lowered his head, and quickly wrapped the strawberries. He didn't dare to raise his head now, and then see the two most benevolent faces, because that kind of hot love made him feel warm forever, although in just five days, he ate with them, lived together, worked together, experienced their heartaches, experienced their hearts, and enjoyed incomparably full of love, which was richer than anything else, and all of them were generous, and they touched his own heart.

Suddenly, a pair of powerful big hands on his shoulders, he raised his head, and his father's deep gaze touched, Qingfeng couldn't hold back anymore, pounced on his father to give a deep hug, he felt his father's strong arms, broad chest, this is the place he yearns for the most in more than ten years, full of love, full of kindness, but also full of affection, tears burst out of his eyes, more than ten years of longing at this moment, suddenly exploded. The father was still so calm, with his warm big hand, first on his back, patted gently, then hugged himself tightly, and finally used his hard fist to gently beat his back, this is the language of men, he understands, this is to tell him to be strong, but also give him endless strength.

Mom saw this scene, walked over to the two of them, with his calloused hands, gently stroked my hair, helped me wipe the tears, his own affectionate eyes were also full of crystalline, loving gaze, let me feel spring-like warmth, soft and beautiful, as a man, the tears of the breeze stopped, the heart was warm, as if I had fallen into a warm ocean, absorbing infinite strength.

Dad deliberately didn't go to deliver today, and after sending off the delivery vehicle, Qingfeng's family sat around the dinner table and had a reunion breakfast, and the little sister obviously didn't eat a few bites.

Li Xiaojuan is about to separate before he is familiar with his brother, he, like other girls, is in adolescence and has a strong rebellious mentality. He and his parents together, with them to work, together, parents are his piece of heaven, although he knows in his heart that there is a brother in his hometown, but the life of a family of three is too accustomed, there is no place for this brother at all, he only knows that his parents have given all their love to themselves in these years, and now his brother is suddenly coming, and the idea of patriarchy in the countryside is still very serious, will this brother take away his parents' love for himself? Even if it was a little bit of it, it was not allowed in his heart, so he resisted this brother at first, no matter what, he couldn't let him take away his parents' love for him, even if it was a penny of hello. With such a resistant mentality, he didn't want to walk into this brother at all, he didn't want to understand him, and he didn't want him to understand himself, let him come plainly, and then go quietly, resolutely not letting him affect his life, let alone let him take away his parents' love for him, not letting him affect this family, and not letting him affect his future.

With the contact day by day, this tall and mighty, handsome brother, seems to be less annoying, and slowly he likes him, he is always so polite, eating with them, working together, laughing together, and living together not only does not take away his parents' love for him, but his deep brother-sister affection makes Liu Xiaojuan feel that there is more love, one more application, although he does not hang on his lips, whenever he sees himself, his smile is so bright, His words are so soft, his movements are so chic, compared to the boys around him, his brother's figure is simply handsome. In the past two days, there was no such resistance anymore, he completely opened his heart, and hid the tall and mighty brother in his heart, and he couldn't drive it away, he hid it so deeply, and hid it so firmly.

Soon my brother is leaving, Li Xiaojuan's girl's heart is more gentle and delicate than others, the softest thing in my heart has been touched, my attachment to my brother, and my psychological dependence on him slowly prevailed, how he hopes that this enviable brother can accompany him to the school for a walk, he will announce loudly to everyone, this is my eldest brother, the champion of our provincial high school entrance examination, and now he is studying in the best high school in his hometown, more handsome than all of you, and more intelligent and talented than all of you. She is willing to manage his strong arms, so that all girls are envious, and all boys are discouraged, his brother is his pride, his backer, and the family affection he has longed for for a long time. But now that he is leaving, the figure that is not so familiar is about to disappear in front of him now, she wants to look at him with 100 affectionate eyes, and she wants to melt him with 100 tenderness, and she wants to keep him with 100 innocence. Brother, Li Xiaojuan called this affectionate term over and over again in her heart, wanting to express her most affectionate affection to him. First of all, I regret it, I regret my resistance to him in the first few days, if I get along with him at that time and know him better, it would be great, and his tall figure will be clearer in my heart. Then I am glad that I have been alone with my parents for more than ten years, and today I have more brother and sister love, and I am glad that I have such an excellent brother who has become the backer in my heart. The most is still attachment, if my brother can not go how good, our family will be reunited here to live a happy life, then the world will be full of sunshine, life will become more colorful, life will be more beautiful. Li Xiaojuan prayed in her heart, let his parents give him a little bit of love, he hasn't enjoyed these for more than ten years, whether it's a boy or a girl, if he lacks the love of his parents, how painful it is, how helpless, and his brother is enduring this pain, he has been a left-behind child in the mountains of his hometown for more than ten years, all the memories are lacking the love of his parents, what a pity for him, let his parents love her a little more now, Coupled with my little sister's love for her, his life is full of love, and it is also a kind of compensation for his more than ten years. Li Xiaojuan deeply made up her mind that she would let her parents worry less in the future, let her parents care more about her brother, and add her care for her brother, so that his future life will be full of sunshine, full of family happiness and warmth, and return to our family's blessings and wishes to him.

All these psychological activities, Li Xiaojuan put on her own pair of chopsticks, added a chopstick dish to her brother, put it in his bowl, and then watched him eat it affectionately, and her heart was also full of a kind of warmth, a kind of satisfaction, and a kind of happiness.

Qingfeng's face feels the love from his sister, his pure gaze, has been staring at his face, so that Qingfeng feels another warmth in his heart, brother and sister love has not been fully displayed in the past few days, he can feel his little sister's resistance to himself at the beginning, and he can also feel that his little sister slowly opened her heart, he can feel that now he has been deeply rooted in her heart, the same, this adolescent little sister, also slowly into his heart, lovely, Her innocence is deeply engraved in Qingfeng's heart, and it is so beautiful.

This breakfast of family reunion, farewell breakfast, eating is so warm, is so warm, although no one said anything, but the heart of the family is full of happiness, are full of attachment.

When she heard that the delivery bus was driving into the yard, the mother couldn't help it all of a sudden, hugged her son with his gentle arms, stroked his back over and over again, sobbed over and over again, and deeply attached to her. The son who has been separated for more than ten years has only been with him for 5 days, and he is about to go away, which mother is not worried? What mom doesn't have attachment? What woman can let go? In order to avoid affecting her son's emotions, she has been suppressing this psychology, but at this moment when she must be separated now, she really can't help it, tears are like rushing out of the spring, one by one from the corners of her eyes, this is her heart and liver baby, this is the meat she fell from her body, the guilt of not being by her side for more than ten years, and suddenly flowed out with tears. Qingfeng just gently stroked his mother's back, felt his warmth, tried not to show his attachment and reluctance, and comforted his mother softly.

Li Xiaojuan also walked to his side, with his slender little arms, wrapped his arms around his brother's neck, his little head with black and shiny hair, and gently pillowed his brother's arms, she was not as fierce as her mother, but tears also flowed down to his handsome and beautiful face one by one. A pair of affectionate father and son, two burly men, faced with this warm lingering, looked at each other and smiled, let this moment stop.

The sound of the bus whistle broke the warmth, interrupted the moment of warmth, with the breeze's soothing words, Dad silently lifted his luggage, the family slowly walked towards the bus, Qingfeng let go of the arms of his mother and sister, and then slowly got on the bus, Dad silently handed over the luggage, and followed the car. At this time, Li Xiaojuan also wanted to get in the car, but was dragged by her mother, Li Xiaojuan turned her head and threw herself into her mother's arms. He swept the small courtyard again with his eyes, and then looked at his mother and sister affectionately, until the door of the minibus closed, through the glass, he saw his mother and sister hugging each other, his eyes did not leave for a moment, and he saw his mother's figure in the distance, getting smaller and smaller.