In August, the admission lists of colleges and universities began to be announced. Han Jie was admitted to the best university in the provincial capital: Quang Nam University. In fact, with her high score, Shang Guangnan is already aggrieved. I was ashamed of that, thinking I was dragging her down. Han Jie didn't think so, but instead encouraged me, saying that if you can also go to a junior college in the provincial capital, we can be together again.

But the miracle did not happen. Subsequently, the admission list of the junior college also came out, and I finally failed the list and did not get in. I felt very frustrated, and after months of hard work, it was all in vain.

It could be seen that Han Jie was also a little disappointed, but she still comforted me and said, "It's okay! As long as you don't give up your efforts and repeat your studies for another year next year, I believe you will definitely be able to pass the exam. I'm still waiting for you in the provincial capital! ”

I hugged her tightly and kissed her, but my heart was full of mixed feelings, gratitude, guilt, attachment and reluctance. I know my own family affairs, without Han Jie by my side to supervise and counsel, let alone next year, I won't be able to take the exam for another ten years!

One night, I went to Master's house to practice as usual. In the last two months, Master has only taught me some new techniques and talismans, but he has never been willing to teach me the second Yin Gong mantra. So, tonight I brought it up again, telling him that my dream of going to college was shattered, and that I hoped he would continue to teach me to practice Yin Gong.

The master was noncommittal, but asked me, "What about Han Jie?" Did she get in? ”

I replied, "She has been admitted to Quang Nam University and will go to the provincial capital next month to study." ”

"And what are you going to do?" Master asked again.

"I don't know, I haven't made a decision yet, maybe I plan to repeat it for another year." I spread my hands and said, "However, you also know that I am not a piece of reading material, and without Han Jie by my side to supervise, it is estimated that even if I take the exam again next year, there is not much hope!" ”

"So what are you two going to do in the future? Would she still want to be with a poor boy like you? "Master didn't care about my feelings at all, and kept poking at my weak underbelly and asking me questions that I had been avoiding in my heart all these days.

I complained, "Master, why don't you think you were optimistic about us from the beginning?" If I can find such a girlfriend for your apprentice, you should support me! ”

Master smiled and said, "I've always been very supportive of you!" You see Han Jie called me the first two times, didn't I give in? ”

I can't say anything about such an old fox. I simply asked him, "Then Master, you came to give me ideas, what should I do next?" ”

"Well," Master seemed to think about it seriously, and then said to me, "In your current situation, Master can give you two suggestions, and you can consider choosing one for yourself." ”

"Which two suggestions?"

"The first one, you follow her to the provincial capital!" Master's first suggestion surprised me, and he said, "She goes to college, and you can go to the provincial city to work." If you want to keep her heart, you must follow her closely and don't give her a chance to be distracted! ”

I smiled wryly, "Part-time job? "I've had a failed part-time job before, and when I talk about it, I have lingering palpitations. This is the main reason why I would rather follow Master to learn how to hunt ghosts, do things, and set up a stall in a ghost market. With my natural and special physique, I really don't want to find a decent job, and I doubt that I can still adapt to that kind of life.

"What can I do when I go out to work?" I shook my head hesitantly and said, "Besides, she is a promising female college student, and I am a dick silk worker, can this combination last long?" ”

"Then you should consider my second suggestion." Seeing that I seemed to have rejected the first suggestion, Master said, "You break up with her and continue to stay in Nanting to develop." In the future, if you have completed your Yin Gong studies and officially become a teacher, at least you will not have any big problems in making money to earn a living. ”

"But why should I break up with her? Isn't it okay for me to make money while waiting for her to graduate? I was dissatisfied.

Master sighed and said, "I knew you wouldn't agree to this second suggestion. But if you do be separated for four years, think about it, can you still guarantee that the two of you will continue to be together in the future? I'm afraid that if you have a deep relationship, it will be even more uncomfortable when you divide again! ”

I knew in my heart that what Master said did make sense. Most of the time, there is a gap between the ideal and the reality. To make Han Jie refuse all kinds of temptations in college and wait for me for four years, I think it is impossible to think about it, and such an idea is too selfish.

"But our relationship is already very deep now, okay!" I still shook my head and said, "Master, do you have any better advice?" ”

The master was also shaking his head: "No! You just said that you want to learn the second yin gong from me, and I gave you the same two choices. If you want to learn, you have to stay, and I can teach you by hand. If you leave Nanting, I don't worry about you practicing alone, if you practice wrong, no one will save you if you go crazy! ”

It doesn't work, it doesn't work, I was completely out of the question, and I lamented, "So what the hell should I do?" ”

Seeing that I looked distressed, Master also sighed and said, "Forget it, since you can't make a choice, I won't embarrass you." As a compromise, you might as well go back and cram for another year. During this year, I promised to teach you to practice the second level of yin gong. However, as for whether you can be admitted to college next year, and whether Han Jie will wait for you, it depends on your own creation! ”

I thought about it, and there really was no better choice, I could only take it one step at a time. However, I really don't have much hope for another year of tutoring and trying to get admitted to university next year.

Like me, there is also Ou Dong, who is facing the dilemma of choice. He took the college entrance examination purely to cope with his family, and it didn't matter how bad the exam was. In fact, he never dropped out of school early, just to pursue Huang Lijun. Huang Lijun's test was also average, not as expected. But she was still admitted to a third-rate junior college, but she was going to study in another province.

I asked Ou Dong what he was going to do. Ou Dong was very firm and said to me very frankly: "I don't have a master like you, I know a craft, and I can pursue something." I chased Huang Lijun into my hands, relying on being cheeky. I don't care what others say about him, why can't dicks be matched with beautiful women? She was going to go to college in another province, so I went there to find a job. Just look for her near her school, guard her every day, who dares to come and grab my girlfriend with me, see if I don't kill him! ”

I looked at Ou Dong's angry eyes and felt ashamed. This is the determination that should be there in order to protect love!

I secretly scolded myself for being too hypocritical, and I wanted to beat myself up and wake myself up. But it didn't seem to be of much use, when I finally got the courage to tell Han Jie that I was going not to repeat it, I wanted to follow her to the provincial capital and find a job to do it. Han Jie frowned, and didn't seem to agree with my idea.

She said: "Now the outside society is very particular about academic qualifications, you have a high Chinese certificate, you can't find any decent job." On the contrary, I don't mind if you continue to learn from your master, it's better than going out and running around. ”

"Listen to me, obediently stay here and repeat, I can wait for you for another year. Let's talk about whether you can pass the exam next year, ah! Han Jie patted my face like a child, and lost my self-esteem a little.

In late August, Han Jie received an admission letter. She told me that the dormitory and beds at the school had been arranged, and she wanted to go and see them first and come back to make some preparations. I accompanied her to the provincial capital in advance.

Quang Nam University's campus is so big! There are lawn flower beds everywhere, shaded by trees, and fountains and lotus ponds, just like the park. Although the school has not yet started at this time, there are still a lot of people on campus. Couples who talk about love also abound, some women lie in the arms of men, some men rest on women's laps, and some openly hug and kiss. In comparison, Han Jie and I just holding hands is really nothing.

I was so upset that I turned my face to Han Jie, and said, "Look at people, I want to kiss one too!" ”

Han Jie was looking down at the map in the brochure, and she didn't have time to pay attention to me at all. She pushed my face away and said, "Don't make trouble! ”

We started by turning around the teaching area in front of us. I couldn't tell which one was and what it was used in which building. But Han Jie was very serious, and kept making marks on the map, telling me which building she would stay in the longest in the future, and in which building she would take her favorite class, with a sense of excitement in her tone. I coped with it perfunctorily, but my heart was completely uncomfortable.

After that, we went to the school library. The front of the library is a monolithic glass curtain wall, which is stylishly designed. In front of the library is a small square, with a statue of Lu Xun on the left and a tall monument on the lawn on the right, carved with some reliefs, as if it was a monument to the martyrs of the Anti-Japanese War. Such a design, combining tradition and fashion, but it seems to be very harmonious, ** and atmospheric. Studying in a library like this must be a great atmosphere!

Han Jie was very happy, so she had to pull me in to have a look. But the library is not open to the public, and you can't enter without an official student ID. Han Jie was helpless, so she had to say, "Let's go directly to the dormitory area." ”

I was so annoyed that I asked her how far the dormitory was from here.

She looked at the map and said, "The dormitory is about a kilometer away, let's ride there!" ”

There were many bicycles of the same style parked in front of the library building, and Han Jie took her mobile phone to scan it for a while, and actually unlocked the locks of the two cars. It turns out that this is called a shared bicycle, you can unlock it by scanning the code with your mobile phone, and this kind of fresh gadget is also available in the provincial capital, where have we seen it in our small county?

Han Jie and I rode to the dormitory area and found Building 5 according to the map. Building 5 is a small three-story building with an old exterior and wall tiles overgrown with creepers.

I said in disgust: "Hey, this doesn't bully newcomers!" Why did you live in such an old building? But Han Jie liked this style very much, and said: "What do you know, living in such a small building is the most stylish!" I shook my head, indicating that I didn't understand the appreciative tastes of their culture.

Han Jie took me and was about to walk into the building, when a janitor came out of the doorman next to us and stopped us and asked what were you doing here? Han Jie took out her admission letter and showed it to the aunt, saying that the freshmen had come to the dormitory in advance.

The aunt said, "Oh, then check the list for me first." ”

She went into the room and flipped through the booklet, saying that Han Jie's name was on the list, and the dormitory number was 5232, on the second floor. Han Jie thanked her and pulled me to prepare to go upstairs. As a result, the aunt stopped us again, saying that the boys could not enter. I was annoyed, and I was about to reason with her, but Han Jie rushed to say: "He is my younger brother, just accompany me to take a look." Isn't there no one living in this area yet? We went up to the dormitory to have a look and left. ”

The janitor hesitated for a moment, then waved her hand and said, "Okay, you guys go in, don't stay too long!" ”

Han Jie thanked me and pulled me upstairs. I was not happy anymore and asked her, "Brother? Why can't you say I'm your boyfriend? ”

"Pig's head, you?" Han Jie gave me a blank look, "This is a girls' dormitory, and they all said that boys are not allowed to enter." If I want to make it clear that you are my boyfriend, wouldn't that be even more ineffective? ”

I was still not convinced, and muttered, "Then it can't be said that I am your brother!" Doesn't this take advantage of me? ”

Han Jie couldn't cry or laugh, and said, "What's wrong with saying that you are my younger brother, you are already a month younger than me." Besides, look at your naïve appearance, saying that you are an older brother, who will believe it? ”

I was annoyed and angry, grabbed her and just wanted to "take revenge", two girls came down from the upper floor, and we blocked the staircase, so I had to stop in embarrassment.

One of the girls asked, "Are you also here to see the dormitory in advance?" ”

Han Jie replied yes. The other party asked what the dormitory number was, and it turned out that one of the girls named Fan Jing happened to live in the same dormitory with Han Jie, so she enthusiastically wanted to take us back to see.

The dormitory upstairs was a quadruple room, and although it was bunk beds, each person had a wardrobe and a small desk. There was air conditioning in the room, WiFi and a washing machine on the balcony outside. I couldn't help but sigh: The current college students are so happy, why don't I have such a good life?

Han Jie chatted very speculatively with her newly acquainted roommate Fan Jing, and the three girls chatted non-stop, and I couldn't interject at all. Fan Jing pointed at me and asked Han Jie, "Is he your brother?" ”

Han Jie covered her mouth and laughed, and replied, "Yes, it's my cousin!" ”

I was upset, but I didn't want to turn my face on the spot because of such a trivial matter, so I ignored them and ran out on the balcony myself. Fan Jing whispered to Han Jie in the back: "Hey, your cousin is quite handsome!" It's just that the skin is a little tender, hehe! ”

Well, that's a human saying!

I wasn't annoyed anymore and just watched the view from the balcony. Han Jie chatted with the other party for a while before saying goodbye and leaving. After leaving the dormitory building, I accompanied her to see the cafeteria and gymnasium, all of which were newly built and looked very tall.

On the way back, Han Jie asked me how I thought of this school?

I flattened my mouth and said, "That's it......"

Han Jie smiled, reached over and pulled my hair twice, and said, "Yo, your standards are quite high!" ”

I don't bother to bother with her anymore. In fact, I was so envious in my heart that I just refused to admit it.