310. Resolute

"It's been five days. Mademoiselle, you have become so sudden that you have frightened us. Hongyu's face was anxious, and she said seriously, "The eldest princess came to see you every day, and she was so anxious that even the prince came to see you, and was blocked back." ”

"Oh." Qiao Siwan listened, but she didn't have any special expression. She just thought that her body was as soft as mud, and she had slept in one position for a long time, and her bones hurt badly, and she wanted to turn over, but she just moved, and she couldn't do anything.

Hongyu's tears fell, she really wanted to report to Miss, Shizi continued to stay in front of your bed, sleepless tonight, thinking of Jiang Chi's advice, she could only bite her lip and force herself not to say a word.

If you can't force the young lady away, everything the prince has done will be in vain.

endured it, but Wang Yu next to him suddenly cried out, like a child. Hongyu hurriedly scolded her, but Wang Yu's tears continued, and she couldn't stop it later, so she leaned over to the side of the bed and cried bitterly.

Qiao Siwan raised her hand and patted her shoulder gently, as if coaxing a child, and conveyed wordless comfort: "Wang Yu, don't worry, I'm just sick, and I'll be fine soon." ”

Even a maid ring was guarding her, but her lover was so ruthless, Qiao Siwan's heart was covered with ice little by little, and it was difficult to rest assured.

When Mama Fang entered with the porridge, she caught a glimpse of Calamus walking on the edge of the bed and crying, thinking that Qiao Siwan had a part-time job again, so frightened that she almost hit the bowl, and rushed to the side of the bed in three steps and two steps, and saw that Qiao Siwan was sleeping well on the bed, so she breathed a sigh of relief, but she couldn't help glaring at Wang Yu, but she said, "Miss, it's good to wake up." ”

Qiao Siwan smiled slightly and said, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

At this moment, I suddenly heard someone laughing inside: "Wan'er, are you better?" ”

Qiao Siwan caught a glimpse of Mu Hongxue, who was wearing a bright embroidered peacock stripe dress, and walked in, only to see that she was tall, her eyes were like autumn water, her eyebrows were full of spring mountains, and her stunning face always seemed to have a smile, which made people look at it, and her heart was very comfortable, and that tear mole added a bit of beauty to her.

On the other hand, she was emaciated and exhausted, her chin was sharpened, and she looked very tired, but Qiao Siwan just smiled and said, "Thank you for your concern." ”

Mu Hongxue suddenly walked over, touched her forehead, and said, "It's true that I don't have a fever." ”

Qiao Siwan let go casually, and smiled softly: "Actually, it's nothing, probably because I'm pregnant and susceptible to the wind." ”

Mu Hongxue gently persuaded: "Illness comes like a mountain, illness goes like a thread, and the matter of recuperation may come slowly, and you can't be in a hurry." ”

"Thank you for your concern." Qiao Siwan's voice was also unhurried. "The prince needs you very much, you should go quickly."

Seeing her so pale and weak, Mu Hongxue felt pain in her heart, but said with a smile on her face: "Yes, you are sick very closely, and I have to worry about all part-time jobs, and I always feel that I have more than enough heart and not enough strength." ”

These days, all the part-time jobs in her hands, one by one, have been transferred to Mu Hongxue, and now everyone knows that the princess of Yanwangfu has fallen out of favor, and Mu Hongxue will soon enter the door.

"No, it won't." Qiao Siwan smiled and said, "You are smart, you can learn everything at once, and everything is easy." ”

As they spoke, they all had smiles on their faces, their voices were soft and soft, and they really looked like colleagues who got along well.

After Mu Hongxue left, Mama Fang snorted coldly: "Phew, shameless vixen!" ”

When Qiao Siwan heard it in her ears, it was like a breeze blowing, and she was lost in an instant, ignorant and unconscious. She smiled and said, "Mama, forget it." ”

"Miss, how can you forget it! You can have a way to be so good at Poppy in the past, you can definitely fix her, right? ”

Qiao Siwan said lightly: "What's the need?" "When I was not married, was it not enough to deceive me? After getting married, you have to continue to fight with others? If Jiang Chi was on his side, then no matter what he did, he wouldn't pay attention, but his heart was not with him anymore, what good was it to do all this?

Even if she has a way to make Mu Hongxue disappear, what about the future? By the side of the prince of Yan Wang, there will never be a shortage of poor and beautiful women.

After recovering from her illness, Qiao Siwan would occasionally sit in front of the window, holding a cup of tea in her hand, looking at her in a daze, her heart seemed to be hollowed out, almost numb from cold, and almost forgot the pain...... She continued to know that these days, they have always been in and out of pairs, so cordial that they are reluctant to open up. It's just that she doesn't pay attention anymore, and now, she is waiting for Jiang Chi to have a showdown with her.

It's not acting.

They have long since made the fake come true, and the tenderness, love, and care that were once hers have all changed hands.

At first, she was also excited, but he said such resentful words.

In this way, it was a Mu Hongxue, who tried out his heart.

At dusk, Qiao Siwan walked into the study, she thought that she could tolerate him marrying a concubine and tolerating him to share his love with others, but she didn't expect that she would be moved by him, and she would not have thought that after he promised that he would not be tempted by others, he betrayed her! And she herself found that when you pay attention to a person, you can't be indifferent at all! She should personally confirm that in his heart, Mu Hongxue is not more nervous than her! If it was confirmed, she was willing to say goodbye.

Therefore, Qiao Siwan went to Jiang Chi's study in person.

He heard footsteps, turned around, and stood at the window of the study, not approaching her, but quietly looking at her.

The center of the two seems to be separated by a moat that can never be stepped on.

"In your heart, has she crossed me? Even the weight of me and the child together is already better than hers, isn't it? At last she lowered her head and spoke, her voice trembling with an uncontrollable tremor, her words more almost indistinctly murmuring, her tone overflowing with bitterness, and the dullness of overburden.

Jiang had expected that she would be sad and hopeless, but now, just one sentence, but it weighed on his heart like a thousand boulders, heartbreaking and painful, and he didn't bear the burden.

The pain is even more unbearable than the torment of being forced to give up.

"Yes." He gritted his teeth and forced himself to speak brutally, his voice was hoarse and abnormal, but he could still say hurtful words word by word, so clearly, assimilated and laughed: "I thought I could love you for the rest of my life, but now I realize that I said it too early." ”

Qiao Siwan still hung her head, her eyes closed, and she suddenly gasped fiercely, and then, as if she struggled for a while, she forcibly unfolded her red eyes, raised her head, and her eyes were as quiet as water: "You're not acting, you're telling the truth." ”

"At first, it was a drama, but then I found something in her that you don't have, such as the enthusiasm from the bottom of my heart and the heart of a woman." Jiang Chi turned his back violently, not letting her catch a glimpse of the expression on his face, and said that he didn't dare to look at the hopelessness in her eyes that made the people tremble, but slowly said the words that had been planned for a long time: "Moreover, she can help me and persuade the Nine Emperors of Gaochang to stand on my side!" ”

Hearing him reply like this, she suddenly felt like she had been slapped in the face, and the whole person was vaguely dazed, as if she had lost her soul.

"So." After being silent for a long, long time, she spoke again, her face was dazed, and she endured it, but the end was still choked, and her breath was difficult to breathe: "I thought that everything you did was to play with her, but now I know that I was wrong...... "It seems that I used to be a superfluous ......person

, did she think he loved Mu Hongxue?

"You're right, I did a fake show." He smiled bitterly, turned around, and didn't know if it was true or meaningful, but he just followed her whimsical and continued smoothly: "Will you hate me?" ”

"I don't hate you, I'm just going to get rid of you." She shook her head and lowered her eyes, and there was a mist in her eyes that no one could see.

Once, he could see him every day when he opened his eyes, but now it is clear that he is only by her side temporarily, how can she be virtuous, how dare she boast that she is his beloved? She thought she was smart, but now she was empty and scarred. After knowing that the second heart belonged, she disdained to keep it. It's ridiculous that no matter in the past life or in this life, she Qiao Siwan will eventually end up being let go. Is this God's punishment for her?

"Wan'er-" As if there was something to say, he almost opened and closed uncontrollably, but he choked on his throat and turned into a depression that was difficult to swallow. A huge sense of disappearance enveloped him uncontrollably like a shadow, leaving him with nowhere to escape, so he could only lower his voice and ask: "If you want to leave here, then where are you going?" ”

"No matter where you go, I won't affect the overall situation, and I won't report all this to Qiao Siyuan, I know that you still need him for your so-called kingdom affairs." Qiao Siwan said indifferently, her heart seemed to have gone numb, and there was no trace of pain.

Jiang Chi forcibly suppressed the tearing pain and reluctance in his heart and lungs, a painful convulsion passed over his face, he took a deep breath, spoke hoarsely, and continued to tell the hurtful language in a painful and difficult manner, and wanted to remind her word by word: "I hope you keep your promise." ”

Qiao Siwan's face was dyed with a shallow smile, and the smile was on the tear-stained face, and every piece of getting along with each other gradually became clear in front of her, and gradually became blurred and hazy. Once, she was lying very close to his heartbeat, hugged tightly by him, she thought that she had won the love of this man, she thought that everything he said was serious, and he would warm her extremely cold heart with his life, but now, she knew that all this was just her hallucination. Her self-righteous love has not left even a trace. The so-called beloved, so far, has been proven to be an outright lie.

She is to blame, open the door and steal, who is she to blame?

It's better than the true gentleman Lao Zhuhuang and Shaohua only to find out the truth after he is gone.

She held back the tears in her eyes, and even smiled: "I will make it clear to everyone, this play will continue, and the protagonist has nothing to do with me anymore." ”

Seeing her shudder, he finally couldn't help it, stepped forward and hugged her tightly, feeling that she couldn't hold back the trembling, she buried her head in his arms, and the continuous tears wet his forehead. I thought that his heart was so painful that he didn't feel it, but he completely underestimated her influence on him, and his heart hurt so much that he couldn't help himself! Almost blurt out the truth of everything! Wan'er, stop crying! You broke my heart! His eyes were dark, and his heart trembled uncontrollably, and he could only watch her cry helplessly, as if he wanted to shed the tears of his life.

He hoarsely opened her up, forcing himself to restrain all his emotions spotlessly: "Tomorrow morning, I will have someone send you back to the princess's mansion." He gritted his teeth and said a very final parting word: "In the future, you and I will never be connected!" ”

"Don't worry, I'll go." Qiao Siwan said so, turned around and walked out.

She walked farther and farther, never looking back.