Chapter 182: Heart or Kidney?
The arrow was ready to fly, Leng Qinghuan was not so scared, she moved into the bed, and looked at Murong Qi with a serious face.
"If I say that I haven't figured out how to accept you, and I'm worried about you, you might say that I'm pretentious, pretending to be a chaste martyr. However, Murong Qi, since you and I have become husband and wife, then, we must be honest and speak first. ”
Murong Qi's hand tightened unconsciously: "Okay." ”
Leng Qinghuan looked at Murong Qi seriously: "Do you have fun with me, covet a moment of freshness, or do you treat me as your wife?" ”
Murong Qi raised his eyebrows: "What do you say?" ”
Leng Qinghuan suddenly felt that she had no courage again, especially looking at Murong Qi's eyes, she was very scared, and when the next words came out, Murong Qi's eyes would become gray, or there would be anger, or there might be a look of disgust. Either way, it's something you don't want to see.
She lowered her eyes, a little bitterness in her voice.
"I know what the biggest obstacle is between you and me, and you've been grappling with it. This is the thorn in my heart that I don't want to touch the most, so I have never been willing to uncover this scar in front of you, and I have escaped for so long.
You've asked me more than once who that man is. It's not that I don't want to say it, but even I don't know who he is, or even what he looks like. I fell for someone else's calculations, and I couldn't see his face clearly from beginning to end, so I didn't know who he was. By the time I woke up from his coma, he was gone.
As for the wedding day, I committed suicide in the sedan chair, not for his martyrdom, nor for Leng Qinglang to be jealous, in fact, I only found out that I was pregnant the day before the wedding, and I didn't know how to face all this next, and there was no way out, so in desperation, I looked for a short view. ”
With his eyes closed, he mustered up the courage to speak his words, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. It's just that my heart is getting more and more uneasy and nervous.
She arched her body, clasped her hands against her heart, and didn't dare to look up at Murong Qi's reaction.
Murong Qi looked at her quietly, and could feel her helplessness and uneasiness.
This woman is like a hedgehog, covered in thorns, always facing herself with her teeth and claws, showing her strong and fearless appearance in front of herself, it turns out that there is such a deep grievance hidden in her heart, and she is even desperate to give up her life.
When she was the most sad, he hurt her again and again, insulted her with ugly words, made matters worse, and almost put her to death with his own hands.
She herself, gritting her teeth, survived step by step, and bloomed in the grinding, attracting everyone's attention.
When one day, I learned to feel distressed, at this moment, my heart was like a pinprick and a stinging pain, as well as remorse and self-blame. Why should I listen to other people's gossip and then impose it on her?
He gently reached out and took her hand, wrapping it in the palm of his hand as if hugging her.
Leng Qinghuan twitched gently, didn't break free, and let him go, holding his hand and putting it to his lips. And the voice trembled a little because of nervousness.
"Before, it was all about me. Not in the future. ”
The warm breath hit the back of Leng Qinghuan's hand, a little itchy, a little hot.
"I'm not a woman as big as the sky, a life and death has made me look down on these, and I have long been ready to live a lonely life, and I have never thought of starting and planning a new life.
I am your princess, you and I share the same bed, and it is only natural to do the most intimate thing between husband and wife, and I can't refuse. However, I want to know, Lord Wang, are you going to go to the heart or the kidneys?
If you are on a whim, then I have nothing to say about the good gathering and dispersal in the future; If you are serious, I will be willing to give all my sincerity, no matter rich or poor, calamity and hardship, all of them will never give up, for the rest of my life. ”
Murong Qi was silent, put her hand on her face and rubbed it gently, like a coquettish little milk dog, and then slowly spit out her lips: "What do you mean to gather and disperse, are you a cat and a dog when you are the king?" If you want to lose it, you can lose it? Women, one is enough. ”
"What about Leng Qinglang?"
Murong Qi struggled for a moment: "I'm sorry for her, I once made up my mind that I must take care of her for the rest of my life." I can promise you that there will never be another woman but her. ”
"I don't know what the prince has done to Leng Qinglang to make you owe her so much." Leng Qinghuan blinked: "But you clearly know that the two of us are incompatible." Even if I could tolerate her in the palace, she would not be able to make me feel better. ”
"Probably, I did like her before, and hurt you because of her. However, now that I have no feelings for her at all, I can also promise you that I will never touch her, just leave her the name of a side concubine, and I will no longer listen to her nonsense and wronged you. ”
"Don't like it? It's just over three months. I can't imagine that after three months, the prince will not like me again? ”
Murong Qi was speechless when he retorted.
Leng Qinghuan sighed softly: "In the final analysis, Lord Wang, you should understand, right?" You are just a temporary freshness to me, just like the original vow to Leng Qinglang. Maybe, it won't even take three months, and there will be other women who will make your heart pound.
For you, it's just a momentary joy, but for Qinghuan, it's my life, and I don't want to be the second Leng Qinglang. The compensation you think you give us may not be what we want. If you haven't fully figured it out, please leave me alone for the time being. How about we all give each other some time, get along, get to know each other, run in, and then face up to our hearts? ”
Murong Qi knew clearly in his heart that the truth was not as Leng Qinghuan said.
Leng Qinglang is Leng Qinglang, she is her, it's different.
He looked at Leng Qinghuan seriously, putting aside his full charm: "What does this king have to say and do to prove that my words are true?" ”
Leng Qinghuan shook his head gently: "I'll give you two days to think about it, okay?" Suppose, you think, you can accept my infidelity, my pregnancy, and be willing to take the relationship between you and me seriously. Then, I am willing to believe you, even if there is a cold gap between you and me, I am willing to work hard to cross. ”
It was the first time for the two to be so open and honest, and it was the first time that they had talked about each other's feelings so seriously.
Murong Qi didn't continue to force her, but asked softly, "Then can I sleep with you in my arms today?" ”
Leng Qinghuan was stunned for a moment and didn't speak for a long time. Just when Murong Qi thought that she was going to refuse, Leng Qinghuan lay down beside him again, snuggled into his arms, and hummed softly in a thick nasal voice.
Murong Qi's hand wrapped around her waist, hugged her into his arms, slowly rubbed the hair on the top of her head, and then gently patted her back.
The night is extremely quiet.
A night breeze blew in, and the candle flame on the table struggled twice, turned into a wisp of green smoke, and went out. The whole house was plunged into darkness.
The hearts of both of them gradually stabilized, their breathing changed from turbid to clear and even, and they slowly fell asleep.
A good night's sleep.