The morning after sending Lin Yuxiang away, I went to Deputy Director Zhai's office again and reported to him that the problem had been completely solved. My uncle was very happy, praised me a lot, and said that he wanted Captain Xu to rate me as the outstanding employee of the month. There is a bonus for this award, and I think I have a clear conscience when I take it!

Deputy Director Zhai was also very curious, and kept asking me how to get rid of that "female ghost"? Of course, I can't tell him about helping Lin Yuxiang take revenge, so I just said that I did a magic deed, but I sent her away because I fulfilled the wish of the "female ghost". I also suggested to Deputy Director Zhai that the requirement to check personal belongings in the dormitory of the security team be abolished, because that would not only have no effect, but would also cause people to panic. He nodded readily in agreement, saying that he would give it to Captain Xu.

In the end, I begged Zhang Tiaozi again and returned the two files of Zhang Xingguo and Lin Yuxiang. This time, the eldest sister became a little suspicious and asked two more questions about what I was looking for. But as long as I mention the name of Deputy Director Zhai, she will no longer ask very familiarly, and the attraction of melon seeds to her is obviously greater.

On Captain Xu's side, when I returned the motorcycle key to him, his attitude towards me became much more polite. Although I didn't tell him the specific story, as experienced as he was, I should still be able to see a lot of things from the files I checked and Deputy Director Zhai's "trust" in me. Subsequently, he also announced the lifting of the weird ban in the dormitory in accordance with the instructions of the leader.

At this point, in my opinion, this matter should be a happy ending. Now, I can finally concentrate on starting my second spring, right?

But what happened next was completely beyond my expectations!

First in the dormitory of the security team, I don't know when everyone looked at me a little strangely, and it seemed that they were deliberately avoiding me, unwilling to talk to me more. Xiao Ding also has an estrangement from me, and he doesn't have nothing to say like he used to. I tried to communicate with him and explain it, but he avoided me like a plague.

In fact, I knew in my heart that Xiao Ding must have seen me sitting on the railing on the roof of the building that night, and then reported to Deputy Director Zhai. But I don't blame him, this kind of thing is normal for anyone who meets him will be afraid, and his behavior can be regarded as caring for me. Therefore, I still think that I will not rush for now, and in a few days, I will have a good talk with him when the time is right. I don't know anyone well in this factory, so it's always good to have a close friend.

However, the development of the situation became more and more out of my grasp. I don't know what they said about me behind my back, and I don't know how it was spread, but in the end, this matter actually reached Cai Xiaoying's ears. She suddenly sent me a WeChat message one day and said: "I've thought about it, I don't think we're suitable, you might as well find another girl!" ”

I was taken aback and quickly asked her what was wrong? Why don't you even go on a single date and say we're not suitable? But Cai Xiaoying just refused to say. Later, I called her directly, but she wouldn't answer. I continued to send WeChat to her, but I never thought that she would delete all my WeChat friends!

I was so depressed that I couldn't figure out what I was doing wrong. Why do they treat me like this? Until one day a week later, Captain Xu called me to Deputy Director Zhai's office again.

"Ahem, self-victory...... Deputy Director Zhai coughed a little embarrassed, then took out an envelope from the drawer and pushed it in front of me, and said to me: "What about you, you did a good job last time, I am very satisfied!" It's a little bit of heart, you hold. ”

I hurriedly shook my hand and said, "Uncle, you don't have to be so polite, and I don't have to make much effort......

"Take it! Take it! Deputy Director Zhai frowned and insisted.

"Alright then, thank you, uncle!" I saw that his face was serious, and I couldn't refrain any more, so I took the envelope in my hand.

"Ahem...... Deputy Director Zhai still looked very embarrassed, and hesitated to take out another envelope from the drawer and push it to me. And these ......"

"What is this?" I don't understand.

"It's your salary."

I was even more confused and asked, "I haven't been in the factory for more than a month." Didn't Captain Xu say that he would send it with everyone at the end of this month? ”

And he was right. However, these wages are settled to you in advance. ”

"Settlement? What do you mean? "No matter how dull I am, I should have heard it, and the word would certainly not be a good word to come out of his mouth at this time.

"Ahem, this ......" Deputy Director Zhai became more and more embarrassed, and stumbled: "Alas, self-victory, you can be regarded as a person with special skills!" Ahem, we're here, I'm afraid we won't be able to keep you, ahem......"

I was taken aback, stood up and said, "Uncle, you ...... Is this to fire me? ”

When Deputy Director Zhai saw that I had spoken out, he didn't stumble anymore, and he said to me with a bitter face: "Alas, self-victory!" I can't help it! If you don't go, the opinions of other workers are too big! They all say that you have been ghosted, get up in the middle of the night to talk to yourself, and often run to the place where the female worker used to jump off the building to sit ......"

"What the hell am I doing? Apparently I got the ghost away, okay? I was also anxious, and argued loudly, "Uncle, why didn't you tell them that I solved the problem in the security team's dormitory?" ”

"Oh, how do I tell them?" Deputy Director Zhai spread his hands and said, "Shall I go and tell them that you have yin and yang eyes?" Can you see the hell? Can you still talk to ghosts? Are you going up to the roof to sit on the ghost for psychological counseling? How good can I do if I say that? Who would believe it? ”

I choked on one of his sophistry. I think that at the beginning, I also relied on my father's personal confirmation to gain the trust of Deputy Director Zhai. It's not easy to get people I don't know or know right away from this fact. Besides, I don't want to make the fact that I was born yin and yang eyes known to everyone.

When Deputy Director Zhai saw that I was speechless, he thought that he had caught the reason, and continued: "Self-victory! It's not uncle, I don't want to keep you! Since you have such a special ability, you are not afraid of not being able to find something to do outside! Wouldn't it be a waste to work as a security guard with me......"

"Humph!" I indignantly said, "Waste? If it weren't for my special ability, there would still be people in this factory who would be unlucky in the future! I have to continue to recruit security guards every day! If you recruit it, you have to run! They still dislike me? It's really kind and not rewarded! Uncle, you should support me about this! Why did you fire me instead? ”

Deputy Director Zhai lowered his head, let me complain, and stopped talking.

I instantly understood, and shouted at him angrily: "It turns out that it is not only the workers who dislike me, but you also dislike me!" You call it unloading the mill and killing the donkey! I grabbed the second envelope on the table, shook it open and walked away.

I went straight back to my dorm, stripped off my security suit and threw it in the bathroom, then quickly stuffed all my personal belongings into my suitcase, and left the security team and the textile factory where I had placed infinite new hopes in the eyes of the others.

On the same day, I bought a long-distance bus ticket and returned to Nanting County. My parents had already learned over the phone that I was coming back, and they wanted to persuade me. I was in a very bad mood at this time, and I didn't want to listen to their ramblings at all, so I simply locked myself in my room and didn't go out. Mom and Dad can't do it. They knew that I had been wronged, but they couldn't scold my uncle, so I had to sulk.

The experience of failing part-time work for more than half a month was another heavy blow to me. With no hope in my studies, my first love broke up, and my part-time job was fired, I suddenly lost all my goals in life. What is the most feared thing about a 17-year-old teenager? The most fearful thing is to lose direction, lose self-confidence, lose hope, and have a fear of life that will last for decades to come!

What should I do in the future? What else can I do? Even...... What's the point of my life?

I don't dare to think about it anymore! For a person who is in the midst of sadness, depression, and distress, being alone is not a good thing. Man is an emotional animal, and in an environment where no one is companyed, the psychology will only become more and more pessimistic, and everything that can be imagined and planned will end in negative results. But like most people, it's hard to get out of this situation on my own, unless the outside world gives me a new motivation.

I was stuffy in my room for almost a week, sleeping, playing on my phone, and playing games every day. On this day, I slept until noon and didn't wake up until now. I habitually and boredly picked up my phone from the bedside table, pressed the screen, and the date prompt on it was: Qixi Festival.

In previous years, such a festival did not mean much to me. But at this moment, I feel as if those three words are deliberately mocking me. The weaver girl I once owned was separated from me by a galaxy, and it seemed that I could always see her, but I could never return to her. Will there be a magpie to help me build a bridge today? And even if there were, would we be able to get back together?

"How do you know if you haven't tried?" My mind suddenly came up with what the female ghost Lin Yuxiang said to me on the rooftop, "Love didn't let this go!" Maybe she's just deliberately angry with you? ”

Will that be the case? Will Huang Lijun be like the last time in the Cold War, or is she angry with me? Alas, there are so many question marks that suddenly pop up in my mind, like a mess, and the more I reason, the more chaotic it becomes. I rolled over and sat up, scratching at my hair in frustration. Falling in love is indeed painful, and this is especially true of early love.

My eyes involuntarily fell on the commemorative movie ticket again, it was pressed by many debris, but it always stubbornly poked out a corner to remind me of its existence.

"If you don't go back and make a final effort, you will have a lifelong regret in your heart in the future!"

Lin Yuxiang's words continued to echo in my ears. Lifelong regrets? I'm only 17 years old, so I don't have any regrets! Cowardice and cowardice have never been my character! I still need some magpies, and if I don't have a bridge, I'll build it myself! As long as I can redeem the person I love, I can do anything, face is a joke in front of love!

I made up my mind to get out of the way, I want to go to Huang Lijun and find her to clarify the whole thing! Even if I tell her all the secrets in my heart! If she can still accept me like this, we will continue to be together. If she doesn't accept it, there's no need for me to suffer any longer. Turning the page of her, I still have a new life to pursue!

Just do it! I quickly rushed to the bathroom to wash myself, comb my hair, and find the outfit I thought was the most handsome to put on. I looked in the mirror. Well, it's okay, although the bags under the eyes are a little more obvious, but it's still a handsome guy!

I opened the drawer again and found the sports watch and bracelet that I had given to Huang Lijun and were returned by her. These are things of love for the two of us, and as long as she is willing to accept them, it shows that the old love can be rekindled!

My mom was surprised that I suddenly felt like a different person, but she was happy to lend me the keys to the electric car. I rode to the florist first. A bouquet of flowers always leads the conversation in a romantic direction, and I don't want to open that mouth dryly.

When I arrived downstairs at Huang Lijun's house, I took out my mobile phone, stabilized my mood, and prepared to make this crucial call. My mind was thinking about what I was going to say in a moment, to be calm! Be resolute! I can't refuse to see me!

But at this moment, I saw a person I don't want to see now: Ou Dong!

He was also holding a phone in his hand, and he walked towards me from the gate of the community as he spoke. I hesitated, but I subconsciously wanted to hide, because I felt that it would be very embarrassing to "bump into" him here. I flashed into the hallway of another unit and looked at him with a probing peek.

Ou Dong finished the call, put his hands in his pockets, and stood where I was just now. Who he's waiting for, I don't have to guess to know. But he didn't seem to have brought any gifts, not even a bouquet of flowers. I remembered what the fried ghost told me that Ou Dong and Huang Lijun went out on a date just to walk, chat, and watch the stars, and even went to the billiard hall to drink the fried ghost's soda. From my point of view, I can't imagine how he could win Huang Lijun's favor like this?

But reality slapped me in the face!

Huang Lijun quickly went downstairs, and she was still the image of a young and beautiful goddess in my mind. She and Ou Dong naturally looked at each other and smiled, and walked side by side towards the gate of the community. There was no deliberate greeting, no witticism, no excited expressions between them, everything seemed so natural and casual.

I followed from a distance, looking at their backs in despair. After leaving the community, Ou Dong and Huang Lijun reached out at the same time with a tacit understanding and held each other, like an old couple for many years. This scene completely broke me!

Although I was mentally prepared for it, I always had hope that they weren't really together.

Because I was reluctant to accept such a fact until I witnessed it with my own eyes.

I felt like I was in despair, and my hands and feet were cold. The large bouquet of flowers I was holding in my hand reflected my stupidity even more at this time. In frustration, I threw the bouquet against the pole, and when it fell to the ground, I stomped it a few times, the petals shattered, and the streamers were messy. I took out the watch and bracelet I had brought with me from my pocket, threw them in the trash, and rode away without looking back.

When I got home, I ignored my mother's kind inquiry, ran upstairs and locked the door again, and closed myself in the room again. I tore that hapless movie ticket to shreds and threw it out the window. Shredded paper fluttered and churned in the air like celebratory flowers, as if still laughing at me.

I hugged the pillow and cried uncontrollably. The last time I cried was ten years ago. That time, my dad used a feather duster to whip me, but the duster was broken. When I found out that this "murder weapon" that once scared me so much turned out to be no match for my ass, I didn't feel anything terrible. Since then, even though my dad later changed the hanger, broom handle, and clothes pole, I haven't shed a single tear.

But this time, I was hit in the heart, and it hurt but I had no strength to resist. I couldn't do anything but cry.