"Don't say it, if you propose the distribution again, the relationship between the two of us can't be solved, and you should know best why I'm starting to become proficient with you, no, I'm alienated from you, but you leave me first, especially when you have a conflict for the first time, isn't it that you have nothing to do? Now I still want to talk to me, but I just want to inquire if I know Shu Peipei's itinerary! ”

"I really didn't mean that, if you misunderstand me like this, I don't know how to explain it to you, but Shu Peipei is no longer coming to school, can you not mention Shu Peipei's matter anymore, I am really heartbroken about him, you obviously know that we have the best relationship, I ask you what's wrong with you It's not one, aren't you classmates with him, I saw that the relationship between the two of us was very good before, I believe it so much that's why I asked you, why don't you understand me, you don't, You don't understand me at all, maybe I shouldn't have said a few words to you, you shouldn't have mentioned this matter to you at all, you're not the same you used to be, you really perform a lot, you're too selfish, just because I used to have a good relationship with you, and now I have a good relationship with Shu Peipei, you say you're jealous of them, what's there to be jealous of, aren't we all friends? ”

I almost cried when I heard that, didn't he care about my feelings at all? Anyway, we also grew up together, does he really like Shu Peipe? It seems that the excuses he made before were really to lie to me, he was close to Shu Peipei because he liked Shu Peipei, and he was with Shu Beibei, why didn't I think of this? I always think he's kind, after all, he's not very old, I don't think he's at the age of scheming, and the most important thing is that he's a boy. I didn't think about it at all, but now I find that I am wrong and everything is wrong, he is not as kind as I imagined, if I want to be with him in the future, I can't control this kind of man, or forget it, he loves to lie so much, so why should I follow him in the future? Even if you can't realize those dreams, it's very good to find a stable person to live with, don't look for this kind of man, even if he is rich, he can let me live that kind of life as a broad wife, but will he still have a little mistress outside, just like Shu Peipei, Shu Peipei is the same age as me, in case he gives me a home, but I am still with Shu Peipei behind my back, this possibility is completely there, because he is like this at such a young age.

"You get out of the way, don't appear in front of me in the future, they are a class, but it's about to end, I don't want to see you again after this year, and we can't meet again, I never thought you would become like this, is it all because of Su Peipei? I shouldn't blame him, maybe you are like this, I can't change what a person looks like, and you can't change because of me, aren't you here in Shu Peipe now? When the school exam is over, you go to find Su Peipei, the fate of the two of us is here, although it is said that we grew up together, but you have changed a lot now, not the other half of the one I know at all, and we are now less and less people of the same world, you can go wherever you want, do whatever you want, and I have nothing to do with it, don't say hello when we meet in the future, I know I never knew you, even if I was in a class, I shouldn't see you. ”

My heart is about to break, it's really the same as the kind of loss of a loved one, because I know that there is no way to recover this relationship, he doesn't say a word, as long as there is something between us, he really can't give me an explanation, just let me wait and wait and wait, he will tell me why he is standing with Su Peipei, but how long has it been, Shu Peipei has already left, and he is still here to ask me about Shu Peipei's whereabouts, and he didn't tell me why he is so worried about Shu Peipei, isn't it because he likes it? I don't need to say what I can guess, he can't say it, I'll speak for him.

At this moment, I didn't feel particularly relaxed in my heart, but my heart was already hanging in the air, I hope he can redeem it, I think it's his mistake, how I hope he can hold my hand and say I'm wrong, the previous things are all my fault, I shouldn't care so much about Shu Peipei leaving you out in the cold, obviously the two of us are sisters who grew up together, I'm still your big brother, aren't you the one I recommended you to come to this school? Don't be sad anymore, I just don't have any contact with him in the future, and maybe I really only think of him as a friend, I really wish I could say these things from another mouth. But I waited so long, he was able to say nothing in front of me, if you really want to admit your mistake, this is a good opportunity, and I will forgive him, but he didn't, this is his own choice, I regret it a little, is it because what I just said is too heavy, so after saying this, if he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore, or if he thinks I'm a psychopath, will he never pay attention to me in the future, I'm still a little worried, but I know that my words alone can't save this relationship, As long as you are satisfied with standing on Shu Huiping's side, Shu Feifei hates me, then how can I be with another friend, he listens to Shu Peipei's words, and everything comes according to Shu Peipei's meaning, so no matter how hard I try, there is no way to compare with Shu Peipei.

"Well, you said this yourself, I don't know how to explain it to you, it's not yet time, I don't know how to tell you, then I'll shut up first, I'm afraid that you will misunderstand me more if you say too much, or I'll talk to you again after a while, wait for you to calm down, see that you are also very excited today, I will go back first."

I couldn't help it when he said this and didn't turn around, and the tears kept flowing. It's over, I'm really trying my best to be satisfied, just because of what I just said, now I regret it a lot, but I know I can't save him, maybe that's what he means to leave, maybe he has long wanted to leave, but he thinks I still have the value of use, so he's like this, and now he finds that I don't have the value of use, and the evaluation is so bad, he's useless by my side, it's not that I'm useless by his side, so he doesn't want me anymore.