133, pitiful
Men! No matter how pitiful and miserable he is. Finally alive, but my mother is innocent. Isn't it his fault that she has to bear the consequences of his reckless love? Qiao Siwan's voice was unbeknownst to people, and there was a trace of pain that even she didn't notice, a teardrop that was still crystal clear. Along that snow-white cheek, lake-blue collar. If you fall, you won't see it.
"My mother said that life is so short. Spend time with the people you love. It's not a loss. It is really too difficult and difficult to marry someone who is porridge and porridge herself, and there will be a good result in the end, she mistakenly expected what did not belong to her, and took away her husband who should belong to others, but she still believed it in her heart. Joy does your best. It's just a pity. Her father didn't give her such a chance. His heart. As always, Aunt Qing is the only one. Jiang Chi's voice was quiet. It seemed to freeze a layer of mist, with a hint of solemnity, but it was a little free, "Actually, what you said is not wrong. In this matter. Aunt Qing and my mother were forced to be helpless. An innocent ignorance, none of them are wrong. But it's all wrong. But they also paid the price for their mistakes. It's my father who is very wrong," he looked up at Qiao Siwan. A hint of pain crossed his midnight-like eyes, "I went to see him quietly last night, and he told me that he hated him for not being able to fight in the past. If he could forget so much of the last resort, he would love his aunt with all his energy. Now it's about a bit of terrain. ”
Qiao Siwan's wrist burned faintly, and her heart was even more painful, and she only whispered: "The woman under the sky." What she asks for is the one she desires, and joy brings her happiness, but she regrets the difference between men. Their hearts are too big. It's too far, too deep, and there's never a way to give a woman the fulfillment she admires. This is not a rule, Princess Yu Yan is. To my mother, yes. All the women in the world are! ”
But ask for a united heart, and the gray hair is not separated. This poem has been spread for many years, and who can really do it? Jiang Tianye. Shengsheng could do everything for her, but how far could he go? Turning her back on the King of Thailand for her? Will he be able to get rid of everything that is at his fingertips? He once said that she was willing to stretch out her hand, she was willing to walk towards him, but why didn't he let go of everything. Walking towards her? Simply because he loves her. Did he ask her to turn her back on her relatives and forsake everything to love him? With such love, can he give her a lifetime? He was the biological son of King Qin. He also has kinship and strengths that he needs to protect. Qiao Siwan didn't know his situation. It's just that I always have some expectations in my heart. She also had these obsessions in her lifetime. And in the end, it was a mirror and delusion. Life. She had no way to go. There is no way, only scheming. There is only struggle. And so endlessly. Ability in exchange for a moment of security. What she values very much is the safety of her loved ones. not for their own sake, but for their sake.
Qiao Siwan said suddenly, softly: "Is the boat in the prince's courtyard also made for my mother?" “
Jiang Chi smiled slightly: "Yes." It was built for Aunt Qing, and I saw that my mother often wept behind her back, and I wanted to burn the boat on fire. ”
Qiao Siwan raised her eyes, her eyes seemed to have a hint of surprise, would King Mingjun be such a calm and wise person, would he do such an impulsive thing when he was a child?
Jiang Chi looked at her contemplatively, his eyes were slippery and greasy, and he was very sad: "For this matter, my father punished me to kneel in the ancestral hall for three days and three nights, and he refused to forgive my mother when she knelt and pleaded. For this reason, I also quietly hoped in my heart that there would never be a Lin Wanqing in the world again. He laughed at himself, "After Aunt Qing passed away." My mother tried to see you several times, but she didn't succeed. It's said that the identity is not convenient, but I know. She didn't dare to see you, because from the bottom of her heart, she thought she was very guilty, if it weren't for this guilt. She wouldn't have died so soon. Before she left, she told me that I would do my best to help her take care of you, but I hated Aunt Qing from the bottom of my heart. Loathing you. I don't even want to see you. He looked at Qiao Siwan, his esoteric eyes were cold, and his gaze was almost ruthless: "I'm sorry." “
Qiao Siwan was stunned for a moment, with a little surprise on her face. Jiang Chi didn't seem to see her expression. said lightly: "I gave you the white wolf tail because it is something I want to give to my mother." I'm apologizing for her. And it wasn't until I saw you in Princess Celestia's apartment that I saw you smiling at everyone. But there is infinite resentment in the sound of the piano, and I know that you are not doing well-" He paused, but said no more.
Qiao Siwan sighed softly: "Your Highness didn't have to tell me these words. “
Jiang Chi smiled. Looking through the north window, he looked at the snow in the yard: "Some words." I'm afraid if I don't say it now, you will never know. If you learn about it by chance in the future, you will only complain about my mother. I'm always selfish, and I don't want her to feel guilty all the time. ”
This is the case. There was already some self-harm, Qiao Siwan's heart sank slightly, Jiang Chi said this, does it mean that the current situation has reached a very bad point?
In this silence, Qiao Siyuan suddenly walked in quickly. After shaking off the snowflakes, the person was still in the yard and said happily: "Sister! I've got a new gadget for you! As he spoke, he strode into the house.
His dark hood was covered with snow, and he carried a delicate gold-appreciating birdcage in his hand, which was full of twisted silk markings of copper and gold, and a red-billed parrot full of turquoise flapped its wings in the birdcage.
Qiao Siwan was stunned for a moment, but suddenly walked up and turned over Qiao Siyuan's hand. Said: "What's going on with this hand?"
Qiao Siyuan pulled back. said: "It's okay, when I caught it, I was caught twice for not holding it steady." It doesn't matter,"
Qiao Siwan glared at him naturally, gently took the hood for him, untied the big hat, handed over the red jade and took it out to dust the snow, and listened to the smoker lit in the warm pavilion. Qiao Siyuan even had snowflakes on his eyelashes, so warm. The snowflakes have melted. His face was moist. I changed my clothes. Calamus brought a hot hand towel, and Qiao Siwan really rolled up her sleeves and wiped Qiao Siyuan's face. Zhong said angrily: "What a stupid child, for a parrot, to make yourself so embarrassed." ”
"When you go out, you don't hold it steady. Which family flew out? Qiao Siyuan didn't pay attention. Said happily, but he lowered his voice and said, "King Jun, I have already spied on it." Now is not the time to go out. It's very strict. ”
Jiang Chi nodded, his eyes fell on the birdcage, and a faint smile appeared on his face. Qiao Siyuan was slightly stunned, in his impression, Jiang Chi had always been cold, when did he really have such a supple demeanor. He couldn't help but look at Qiao Siwan. But I saw my sister handing the hot hand towel to Calamus, and before they were talking, she was gently clasping the cage with her fingers, and a pear vortex appeared on her left cheek. He was a little puzzled for a moment. After all, the king of Qingming County is looking at the birdcage. Or looking at Qiao Siwan.
Parrots are used to being raised by others. Very kind, Qiao Siwan stroked its dense feathers with her fingertips, and couldn't help but say, "It's really funny." ”
Jiang Chi looked at her. When Qiao Siyuan entered the past, her face was very remote, and even a little indifferent. It's just that when she sees her brother, she seems to be a different person. The pearl shines brightly. The smile is as straight as a plum blossom, beautiful and eye-catching, which is completely different from the smile that greeted him in the past.
"Ahh The snow is so heavy! Ruby, who had entered through the door, snorted softly.
Qiao Siyuan turned to the window and said with a smile: "Sister." The snow is getting heavier and heavier. ”
"Really?" Qiao Siwan also walked to the window. I saw that the courtyard was already white. Silver floc fluttering. Fluttering on the root of the window, the bluestone steps were also slightly damp, faintly reflecting the faint light. Qiao Siwan looked at the snow in the yard and said quietly, "Siyuan." Keep this parrot for you. “
Qiao Siyuan was stunned: "Sister." Don't you have porridge? “
Qiao Siwan shook her head. "It's not porridge, it's been raised by others, no matter how careful you care about it, it won't recognize you as its master, and one day it will leave you and fly back to its master."
Qiao Siyuan looked at Jiang Chi a little blankly, he didn't know at all. So what?
Jiang Chi's breath was slightly suffocated, but it was clear in an instant, not only did he know the meaning of Qiao Siwan's words, but he also knew why she did this, since it was definitely going to be divided, it was better not to invest a little emotion at the beginning, he felt a deep curiosity towards her, why an innocent girl would lead to this demeanor. Even a parrot's goodbye. She couldn't even afford it. It's too ruthless after all. Or is it too emotional?
Qiao Siyuan filled the parrot and walked away with the parrot in confusion. Qiao Siwan looked at his back and didn't say anything.
Jiang Chi said behind her, "I only knew today that you would laugh from the bottom of your heart." ”
Qiao Siwan turned around, looked directly into his gaze, endured the slight stinging pain in her eyes, and said gradually: "Heart? Do I have anything else like this? ”
Jiang Chi quietly: "You have." “
Qiao Siwan smiled: "Why is the county king so sure? ”
"You've probably taken on something. But now those poor people have left you, and the people around you, Qiao Siyuan, your grandmother and cousin, will cry to you, smile at you, and say heartfelt words to you. When you face them, don't you have your heart? ”
Qiao Siwan was stunned for a moment, and then fell into silence.
"When you are in the royal family, the people around you are either afraid of you, coaxing you, or conspiring with you. Even my brothers-in-law and brothers. You're better than we are. A magical smile appeared on the corner of Jiang Chi's mouth. Or you can already live in contentment. It's just that you've been blinded by resentment and can't see anything. “
Qiao Siwan's pupils compressed, and the flying snow outside the window surged in the wind. On her face, which was whiter than snow. Jiang Tianye's all-piercing gaze came out eye-catchingly, and Qiao Siwan shivered lightly in the wind and took a step forward. The sound does not change to the usual clarity and remoteness. "King Jun, you've said too much today."
Jiang Chi smiled slightly. The handsome face was covered with a layer of warmth: "I just want to say." “
Qiao Siwan's smile gradually became indifferent, and her voice gradually became depressed: "These words, the county king is not worried that there will be no time to say them in the future, I will always find a way to send you out of the city." ”
Jiang Chi moved his lips. As if he wanted to say something, he finally sighed. No matter what he does, she will have a reverie, and he can also hide these words in his heart for the rest of his life.
Early the next morning, Qiao's carriage drove out of the house, and Qiao Siyuan also rode a horse to follow behind.
Now the streets are very tightly controlled, and no matter whose carriage is stopped, they are subjected to interrogation. Qiao's carriage had just gone for a cup of tea. and was stopped. At the checkpoint set by the imperial court, two soldiers walked up and looked coldly into the car.
Qiao Siwan sensed the violent trembling of the red jade beside her, she was so frightened that she was about to gasp, Qiao Siwan sighed secretly, and patted the back of her hand with her warm hand. Qiao Siwan didn't think she was so lucky to avoid interrogation, but she really had the identity of another county lord. King Qin hasn't torn his face with the eldest princess yet, more