This is a world without color, when Xi Xi first came here, she thought it was because it was dark, but when she raised her eyes and was pierced by the scorching light, she knew that it was daytime, and the one hanging in the sky was not the moon, but the sun.

"Little orange, little orange ......" Even though she was used to all kinds of bizarre dreams, she was still a little afraid, because she had never dreamed so lucid as now, she subconsciously called out to the orange cat, and needed this ancient beast to give herself courage.

"I'm here!" The orange cat approached her and jumped on her shoulder.

"Why is this happening?"

"I think it's because the owner of this dream is so sad that his world is gray. Can you feel the sadness flowing in the air? ”

"Hmm!"

"You walk along this breath, and in the place where the sorrow is strongest, you should be able to find the owner of this dream."

Xi Xi closed his eyes, carefully felt the aura around him, gradually locked the direction, and slowly walked forward, while paying attention to the changes in the surrounding scenery. Even if it is gray and white, Xi Xi can feel that the scenery in front of him is very beautiful, but under the backdrop of this sadness, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it is all sad breath, and the beauty makes people want to cry.

Finally, on the willow bank by the river, she saw a man, who was sitting on the bank, surrounded by intense sadness. Xi Xi gently walked to his side and sat down, just sat like this, and accompanied him silently.

After a long time, the man looked up at her, "What are you doing here?" ”

"I feel that you are very lonely and sad, and I want to sit with you."

"Thank you!"

"Do you have anything on your mind, if you want, you can tell me, maybe I can help you."

"You can't help me." The man lowered his head again, and it was a long time before he slowly spoke, "I should be happy that I drove her away...... She sent me an invitation to get married, but I didn't dare to look at her again......" The man fell into the memory.

He didn't know how long she had loved him before, three years, four years, five years, or more. He only remembered that year, they were in high school, the second semester of high school to be exact, and she confessed to him. At that moment, his heart was like water, and he suddenly became chaotic.

Since junior high school, they have been at the same table, and both of them have studied very well, they are both rivals and objects of learning from each other, and the friendship has arisen unconsciously. Although there was no gender table since the second year of junior high school, they still sat in front of each other and behind them, and they were good friends and brothers.

Then, they were admitted to the same provincial key high school, although they were not in the same class, although the pressure of studying was particularly high, there was almost no free time, they would occasionally contact, they would pay attention to each other's news, and still regard each other as their strongest competitors and best friends.

He didn't know when this relationship began to deteriorate, he only knew that when she confessed, he clearly felt that his heart was beating faster and he was having trouble breathing, this sudden surprise seemed like something he had been waiting for for a long time.

He looked at the girl in front of him, it turned out that unconsciously, she had been slim, it turned out that she was so beautiful, he never seemed to have carefully observed her before.

Xu was blushed by his burning eyes, Xu was shy because of her boldness, she blushed and lowered her head, no longer daring to look up at him, only muttered: "I didn't want to disturb you, I thought I would wait until I was admitted to the university, but I was really uncomfortable when I hid it in my heart, I'm sorry." ”

At this time, she is a shy little girl, how can she still have the momentum of a big sister. Suddenly, he didn't dare to tell her that he loved her too, at least he liked her. But once addicted, the future of both of them is over, and it is irrational to abandon everything for love, he doesn't want to do this.

But he didn't dare to refuse her, he was afraid of hurting her, so he had to say: "We are still young now, and our studies are important." The current relationship is irrational, and I will wait until I go to college to decide. ”

She plucked up her courage and raised her head to meet his eyes: "I'm not irrational, I'm serious." But I respect your decision, I can wait. It's just that I want to go to the same university as you, and I want an answer, so I'll be at ease. ”

"I don't know, I can't give you an answer, I haven't even thought about it right now." He was empty-hearted.

"Okay, then I won't bother you! When you're ready, you'll tell me. She left disappointed.

He didn't know that she was serious, and he was serious, but he was more sensible. It's just that he didn't expect her to be more insistent than he imagined, and she expressed her heart to him again and again, asking him for an answer. She said she only wanted to know an answer and didn't ask for a start now.

Seeing her expectant eyes, he became lost again and again, he knew that she was in pain, and several times he couldn't help but want to tell her what he wanted, but he held back. There are too many high school students whose grades have plummeted because they are in love, especially girls. He knew that although she didn't ask to start now, if she knew what he wanted, her request would change.

He didn't want her to sink, he told himself to be strong, for everyone's future, wait until college to continue, then he would treat her well and make up for the damage he did to her now.

So, when she expressed her heart again, he said: "I said, I didn't think about this problem at all, I just want to get into a good university." I'm busy, I'm willing to come to see you because you're my friend, but please don't bother me with such boring reasons in the future and waste my time! ”

In his mind, she is very strong, and he hopes that those words that make her sad will make her shift her mind to studying, and will make her surpass him in her studies to prove that his original choice was wrong, so that his goal will be achieved.

During that time, he had been looking forward to the college entrance examination, and he was thinking that after the exam, he would go to her, tell her his intentions, and then discuss with her which school to enter together. He believes that with their results, 985 is optional.

It may be that the pressure of the college entrance examination is too great, his eyes are getting more and more blurry, and his vision is declining rapidly, at first he thought it was overuse of his eyes, and he didn't care, and when his parents found out that his glasses had doubled and took him for examination, he knew that he had made a big mistake. Doctors told him that his eyesight would continue to deteriorate until he became blind and there was currently no cure.

He is looking forward to the college entrance examination even more, and he wants to leave this school early and leave her. He went to several hospitals for follow-up, but the result was the same, that is, he would become blind and disabled in the future. He didn't want to hurt her, let alone affect her, he could only run away, hoping that time would dilute everything.

However, God played an even bigger joke on him, and without any prior discussion, they were admitted to the same school.

He only found out the news on the day the list was released, and it was too late to change it. Her name is just below him, they are only 1 point apart in the college entrance examination, and they are in the same school. This situation he had hoped for, this kind of heart, but at that moment it became a burden for him.

There is no way to escape, you can only choose harm, and long-term pain is better than short-term pain. He told her that he didn't feel anything for her at all, told her not to bother herself, and then he changed her phone number again.

What is the providence of God, although they are in two different departments, their dormitory buildings are adjacent, their dormitory is opposite, and the distance between the two corridors is only three or four meters.

On his first day of school, he saw her and hurriedly closed the door. The roommate was dissatisfied: "What door is closed on a hot day?" ”

During military training, the formation of their class was next door to her class, and he was glad that he could see her a few more times, and at the same time prayed that she would not see him. It's just that she couldn't see him, and later he learned that when the military training stood in line, she had already found him in the crowd, but because of his refusal, she carved herself and didn't go to him.

When the two met in the cafeteria, she said, "Can't you even be friends?" ”

He looked at her embarrassedly and stammered, "Together...... Let's eat......"

So, speechless all the way, it was like two people who didn't know each other, who happened to be in front of each other to eat, and they happened to sit opposite.

After the meal, he took the initiative to take out his mobile phone: "I changed my number and forgot to tell you." ”

Everyone knew that this was an excuse, but she pretended not to know, and took out her mobile phone with a smile: "I'll save it." ”

"My QQ account has been stolen, and I use WeChat now."

"Okay, I'll add you."

"I want to go to graduate school, take the PhD again, and I want to stay in school as a professor." He was reminding her that he was busy, he just wanted to study hard, and he didn't have time to fall in love.

"When I first arrived, I didn't know this place well, but when I was free, we could get acquainted with the city together." She pretended not to understand, and looked at him expectantly with sincere eyes.

"Okay." As soon as the words came out, he regretted it.

"Really? Then let's go to the Confucian Temple on the weekend, I don't usually bother you! ”

"Okay." When it came to this, he couldn't refuse anymore, he nodded and agreed, and it was considered to be a dream of his own, he had never gone out alone with her. It's a date, and there will be no regrets in the future.

Every weekend after that, she would come up with some ideas, she was not greedy, and only took him an afternoon. She says don't always bury your head in your books and relax once in a while.

Every time he went out with her, he could see her smile brighter than the sun, and he could see that she cherished this time together, why shouldn't he?

This is love, right? He began to indulge in this feeling, and he even began to have a bit of a fluke mentality, maybe things were still going to turn around, and the doctor just said that there was a high probability that his eyes would be blind.