There is a snake kun to deal with for me, this funeral banquet, nine turns back to the intestines, is really ups and downs.

I thought I was the loser, but in the end, I was the winner.

I thought I was going to die, but in the end, I sent it away.

Life is like a gambling stone.

Until the end, I really don't know what the result will be?

The boss came in with a large bucket to clean the box, and I wanted to say something to him, but looking at the way he was working with his head down, I knew that no matter how much I said, it wouldn't help.

I am also helpless to choose here, this is fate.

If you want to blame, you can only blame fate for the impermanence.

I went out with Sister Ling, and the owner of the food stall immediately said, "We didn't see anything, don't kill us." ”

The boss's words were full of desolation and helplessness.

I laughed a little and I said, "Nothing happened, just came to have a meal, it's fine." ”

The boss immediately said: "I beg you, I'm just an ordinary person, my son is still ...... young"

I immediately shouted in a low voice: "If I say it's okay, it's okay, even if it's okay, I'll carry it." ”

I left as soon as I finished speaking, and the people outside were already empty.

Ah ghost death, his subordinates, it's easy to deal with, they used to be Uncle Long's people, the dragons have no leader, and they can only obey the order.

This is the rivers and lakes.

The fat dog drove the car over, and the three cats hurriedly opened the door for us, and I got into the car with Sister Ling.

The fat dog took us home.

I leaned back in the seat, physically and mentally exhausted, I touched my hands, it hurt, even though they weren't cut off, I still felt a lot of pain, and I felt like they didn't belong to me anymore.

He belongs to this Jianghu.

The car drove towards the Furong Clubhouse, and I immediately said, "Don't go back, drive, keep driving......"

The fat dog took a deep breath and said, "What are you doing?" Fear? How did Sister Ling teach you on the first day you came? If you're afraid, don't mess with the rivers and lakes. ”

Sister Ling said: "Open ......"

The fat dog slammed the steering wheel, but continued to drive.

I looked at the world outside the window, Ruicheng at night, so gorgeous and prosperous, the fireworks in the air exploded, purple and red, cars came and went, the traffic was busy, and it was a lively world.

But my heart is so cold, countless cold chills hit my heart, making me feel extremely cold.

I asked Sister Ling, "Will I die?" ”

Sister Ling said, "Who won't die? People die. ”

I take a deep breath, everyone dies, what a simple common sense, but now, it makes me so frightened, makes me so helpless.

I was holding my head, it was very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

Ah, the ghost's last words, make me very uncomfortable.

He wasn't convinced, but what could he do?

He had no choice but to die.

I'm really afraid that one day I will be like a ghost, and the death of a ghost is different from the shock that Shi Hu's death gave me.

Shi Hu's death was the hand of the snake kun, but the death of the ghost was our own hand.

Sister Ling's ruthlessness, I know it, but when I really saw him end his ghost life, that coldness, that numbness, and that sense of emptiness made me afraid.

In Sister Ling's eyes, a ghost is a damned person, but in the eyes of others, what are we?

That cold, unforgiving feeling of coldness makes me panic.

Because I know that if I change roles today, I will also be ruthlessly solved by others like Ah Ghost.

That sentence is not convinced, and how much helplessness and bitterness are exhausted.

Sister Ling said, "At least we survived today. ”

After Sister Ling finished speaking, she forcibly pulled me over and pressed me in her arms, I wanted to struggle away, I was a little afraid of Sister Ling, I was afraid that her hands would also wipe my neck off.

But Sister Ling grabbed me and pressed me in her arms.

She gritted her teeth and roared in a low voice: "I know that you are delicate, I know that you are very tormented now, I know, I know, but brother don't be afraid, don't be afraid of Uncle Long, don't be afraid of Long Jing, a loss does not mean permanent, at least we survived today, next time, we are stronger, smarter, we will not let them catch our sore feet again, brother, don't crush yourself to death, like a man, cheer up." ”

Sister Ling's words were like a dagger pierced into my heart.

I didn't resist anymore, but lay in Sister Ling's arms.

Sister Ling hugged me very hard.

Sister Ling said, "Go home." ”

The fat dog immediately turned the car around and drove the car back to the Furong Clubhouse.

I was in Sister Ling's arms, looking at the changing colorful lights, as if I had experienced the darkness and splendor of the world.

A numb smile appeared on my face.

Ghost...... I finally became a ghost.

The car drove back to the Furong Club, and Sister Ling dragged me out of the car and took me upstairs.

When I came to Qingqing's dormitory, Sister Ling didn't knock on the door in a hurry, but sorted out my suit.

She wanted to say something to me, but she had almost said what she had to say, so when it came to her mouth, she swallowed it back.

She knocked Qingqing's door.

Soon, Qingqing opened the door, and Sister Ling pushed me in and said to Qingqing, "Let him relax and relax." ”

Qingqing said, "I know Sister Ling." ”

Qingqing was about to close the door, and Sister Ling suddenly asked me, "Brother, tomorrow, can you come back to life?" ”

I looked back at Sister Ling, this sentence was very meaningful, I smiled bitterly, today, in fact, I was also killed once, Sister Ling understands me very well.

I nodded, and I said, "Yes." ”

Sister Ling kissed me on the cheek, patted my cheek, and then left Qingqing's room in style.

Qingqing closed the door, I didn't want to find warmth from Qingqing like before.

I walked towards the balcony, standing on the dark balcony, I looked at the brightly lit world outside, however, there was not a bit of temperature.

Cold, icy cold.

I reached into my pocket, I found a pack of cigarettes, I took the cigarette and threw it in my mouth, I felt the fire everywhere, but I couldn't find the lighter, I panicked.

Suddenly, I saw a flame appear in front of my eyes, Qingqing lit a fire for me, I looked at Qingqing, she was very beautiful, the wind blew her hair, that smiling face, at this time, there was a lot of charm.

I lit my cigarette and took a hard puff as I shook my head and looked at the sky outside.

I really want to tell Qingqing about the grievances in my heart, the fear in my heart, and even the humility in my heart, and I really want to burst out all my emotions.

But when the words came to my lips, I couldn't say a word.

Because I know that Qingqing is not a trash can, she is already very bitter, and my pain should not be given to her anymore.

Men, you have to carry it.

I took a big smog of my cigarette, and suddenly, Qingqing hugged me from behind, it was very hot, it was a living person, with the temperature of a person, and that feeling made me tremble up and down.

She skillfully massaged me and made me relax, I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment of peace.

But, that grimace of the ghost, lingering in my mind, I want to roar, go crazy, explode......

I took a deep breath, I was crushed to death.

Thinking about Sister Ling's words, I have to pass my own level, if I can't even pass my own level, I don't need others to kill me, I will kill myself.

I need to pull myself together.

I immediately turned to look at Qingqing and said, "I want to be happy." ”

Qingqing didn't say anything, just looked at me with a smile, and then slowly bent her knees.

I looked down at her.

She looked up at me.

And then.

Give me the simplest and most primitive happiness.