Chapter 246: There Are Some Things That Can't Be Said
My eyes fell on my mother's palace.
From the location of my mother's sickness palace, I can see that my mother's health seems to be a little bad lately.
And at this time, looking at my mother's state, her face is a little pale.
The situation is not very good.
So I couldn't help but ask, "Mom, are you okay lately?" ”
My mother quickly showed a smile on her face and told me easily: "Xiaoyue, what can my mother do, my mother's biggest wish is to hope that you can live a good life, be healthy and healthy, and be able to marry a wife and have children smoothly in the future." ”
What my mother said was very real, and it made people feel melancholy.
Sometimes, there are some things that I really don't know how to do and how to deal with them.
When faced with a lot of things, a lot of the time, I'm passive.
I can only do it with soldiers.
I saw my mom busy in the kitchen, and I said, "Mom, I'm not doing well and didn't take time to see you." ”
My mother smiled and said, "Silly boy, you have to listen to your grandfather, and you will do whatever your grandfather says." ”
I almost couldn't survive when I was a child, and I only survived with my grandfather.
At first, my parents didn't believe in my grandfather, but later, my grandfather made me grow up healthy.
In fact, at that time, I didn't blame my parents for not believing my grandfather, after all, so many big hospitals did not cure my condition, how could my grandfather, a mountain person, have such ability.
Over the years, my parents and I have also been together less and more apart, and basically we haven't seen each other.
When I saw my parents here, I suddenly felt that I was doing something wrong.
I went to the kitchen and helped my parents.
My cousin was chattering on the sidelines.
Talking about his own skills, he said that I followed him, and now I have grown up healthily, so that my parents don't have to worry about me.
My cousin continued to talk about buying a villa, but in fact, with my cousin's current financial resources, buying a villa is not a problem.
But my parents politely refused.
A meal was ready, and the four of us sat down to eat.
It's just that when I'm eating, I always feel that my dad looks at me a little evasively.
My parents were intellectuals, and by my generation, they were almost illiterate.
I didn't go to school either, so I basically relied on my grandfather to teach me.
And my dad's personality itself is a character who is not good at lying, and when I saw him like this at this time, I wanted to ask him something, but when the words came to my lips, I fell down again.
Because my mom will be around, if I ask some more critical questions.
If my dad was alone, he would probably answer.
But if my mom was there, my dad might not be able to answer.
So I endured it, and planned to find a separate time to ask them later.
And they're going to do it, and there are some things that I didn't do.
After a meal, my mom got up and went to wash the dishes.
I said to my cousin, "Cousin, go outside and see what's going on in this village?" ”
When my cousin heard my words, he was stunned, and his eyes fell on me with some incomprehension: "Xiaoyue, what is there to see in this village, there are some old men and old ladies." ”
I coughed dryly.
Uncle Cousin is not a fool, he has been in business for a long time, and it is impossible for him to have no eyesight at all.
He quickly said, "Okay, I'll take a look." ”
When my cousin left, it was just me and my dad left in the house.
The two of us glanced at each other, but in fact, father and son rarely talked about each other.
It's not like a mother and daughter, or a father and daughter.
Before the two men, they will not confide their hearts.
"Dad, I want to talk to you alone."
My dad touched his eye socket with his hand and said, "Okay." ”
"Let's go outside."
It was almost seven o'clock in the evening.
The village is not like in the city, at this point, the lights are immediately lit up, and at this point, there is basically no light in the village.
At this time, there is a bright moon hanging high in the sky.
The bright moon is accompanied by a fresh breeze.
My dad and I walked forward.
I didn't spend much time alone with my dad.
And my parents didn't have much contact with the people in the village at all.
My dad was admitted to university, so he went to other places, and he rarely came back, and after marrying my mother, he came back even less, and even during the New Year's holidays, he took my grandfather directly to the city.
But my grandfather didn't like to go to the city.
So I wondered how the people in the village might call my parents when I came to the village.
Even if you think about it with your toes, you don't think it's possible.
I took a deep breath and walked for a while, and my dad probably saw that I didn't speak first, so he took the initiative to say to me, "Xiaoyue, do you have anything to say to Dad?" ”
I hummed, didn't shy away, and said directly, "Yes." ”
"Ask, and if I could say it, I'd tell you."
My dad's voice was serious, serious.
When I saw my dad like this, I couldn't help but ask, "Dad, when can't you say it?" ”
When my dad heard this, he froze in place, looking a little embarrassed, maybe my dad didn't expect me to say this.
We looked at each other, and my dad said, "What do you want to know?" ”
"Dad, who told you to come to the village to wait for me?"
I said in a calm tone, and after I finished, I waited for my dad's answer.
My dad didn't speak in a hurry, he raised his hand to hold the frame of the glasses, and his expression seemed a little lonely.
I saw that my dad was silent, so I couldn't help urging and said, "Dad, I'm not young, and there are some things that I should have the right to know." ”
I stared at my dad, waiting for him to answer.
My dad didn't answer in a hurry, but instead pulled his legs and continued to walk forward.
I followed my dad and after a few steps I saw my dad take out a cigarette and light it at some point, and soon let out a coughing sound.
The sound of "cough cough ......" sounded, and I could tell from this that my dad's physical condition also seemed to be a little bad.
And my dad doesn't smoke, how can he start smoking now.
When I saw this, I said to my father, "If you don't know how to smoke, you should stop smoking." ”
I persuaded my dad.
My dad laughed and said, "It's okay." ”
"Xiaoyue, Dad knows you want to know, but Dad can't tell you."
Me: "......"
My dad was straightforward and knew what I wanted to know, but he couldn't tell me, which made me feel a little embarrassed.
I paused, and for a moment I didn't know what to say.
My dad's gaze would fall on me again, and then he said, "Xiaoyue, but there is one thing I can tell you. ”
My dad's words immediately attracted my attention and fell on him.