099 - After the big dream, there is nothing

Sunday, September 9 Sunny

I regretted what I promised him yesterday, but it doesn't seem good to be untrustworthy. After a night of thinking, let's go, sooner or later, the favor will be returned. And his kind of little gangster, I can't afford to mess with him, it's better to clear it up sooner.

Looking at his appearance yesterday, he stopped being sincere, maybe he really wants to learn well, and he can't discourage people's enthusiasm, and I can't lead him to the right path. So I can't miss the appointment, that's my matter of principle.

If he had missed the appointment, would he have run around like a mad bull on Monday and be the one who drove him crazy with the red cloth in his hand, oh my God, it was terrifying!

No, no, I have to go, I guess he is three minutes hot, after all, reading is still relatively boring, and he just asked me to teach him on impulse.

I rushed to the school lake, and my jaw almost didn't drop, but I didn't expect him to be wearing a school uniform, and I laughed to death, like the turtle in its shell, but it looked quite energetic.

When teaching him, he seemed to be a little absent-minded, always looking at me, I was a little panicked, and finally installed it there for more than three hours, and it was finally over, no wonder the current tutoring fee is so high, it's really too troublesome!

He insisted on inviting me to dinner, I just wanted to go to self-study and make up my homework, so I suggested going to the cafeteria, which was really ...... I don't even want to comment on it, and I'll never go again!

On the way home, he followed me again and hugged me, stinky rascal!

He said he wanted me to be his girlfriend, of course I refused, but why was there still a trace of excitement in my heart? Did I unconsciously like him a little bit too?

He's going to come to me tomorrow, what should I do? How should I reply to him? Alas, I can't sleep, 555......

The girl's mind is really hard to guess, seeing this, Fang Hao's heart finally let go, just like the Shenzhou spacecraft finally reached the ground smoothly according to the established orbit, but it seemed to deviate a little and reached the desert area, otherwise why didn't she say she liked him personally?

Maybe girls are very introverted, and they all use this subtle way to express themselves. Fang Hao rushed to the classroom, happy in his heart, others thought he had won the lottery......

Finally stayed up until the end of school in the afternoon, the day was simply tormenting, the teacher couldn't listen to what he taught in class at all, and even turned a blind eye to the small note passed by his friend Cao Qing in class.

On the other side, although Qu Lanfei tried his best to restrain himself from thinking about it, the more you want to selectively forget or forget anything, the more you will think about it.

Lan Fei couldn't help but think of a TV series she had watched before, people from two worlds can be friends, enemies, and mistakes, but if they fall in love, the end will only be extinct. It's like a bird falling in love with a fish, desperately trying to stay together, but it hurts each other and destroys itself. However, the more different the world, the more attracted the two are to each other.

After thinking about it a lot, Qu Lanfei still made a decision, after school in the afternoon, Fang Hao still habitually waited in the corridor where the two classes passed together, but what he was waiting for was Qu Lanfei's back in a hurry, leaving only himself in a daze like last time......

Fang Hao was completely confused, what was going on, the diary she showed him, it clearly recorded that she should like herself, but why was her attitude towards him like this now......

A sense of loss struck, and he didn't dare to ask, for fear that she would hate him even more. Suddenly, the mobile phone in his pocket rang, and Fang Hao hurriedly took it out, it was WeChat sent by Lan Fei.

"After a night of thinking, I'm sure I like you too, but we're not suitable, at least not now. The love I want is not a momentary pleasure, but a lifetime of companionship. If you insist, in two years, I will be admitted to a university in Beijing, and you will work hard to get admitted to Beijing, no matter what school. We can help each other when we go to school, and after graduation, we can work together to create our own world in an unfamiliar city. ”

"Although this is very old-fashioned and it may be cruel to bring it up now, I can't just look at the present, love without hesitation is not only intriguing, but also heartbreaking, but all this can only be understood after the youth of life has burned out. So I want to choose something different, I hope you can understand. Lan Fei. ”

Fang Hao first smirked, then looked into the distance, looking at the direction of her home, he seemed to see the evening when the lights were on, and the two of them were holding hands and leaning on each other, singing and laughing.

Since that day, Fang Hao has never bothered her except for secretly following her to send her home after school every day.

He became diligent and studious, from the original scumbag to the top ten in his class. He wants to be admitted to college, and he wants to be admitted to the same university as her, and no matter how bad he is, he wants to be in a university very close to her. If you don't have a score, you don't have the right to decide, and only if you do a good job in the exam, can you confidently ask her what she wants to fill in after the college entrance examination scores come out.

He was very happy to see the results of his mock exam, but he heard bad news from Cao Qing. She was unusually admitted early to a university in N City, and she didn't have to take the college entrance examination.

He still hasn't given up, then he will also be admitted to the university in N City, and according to his current grades, there is no problem at all. The college entrance examination scores finally came out, and he asked her which school she was in, and he could go with her, but the message he sent was a waste of time.

He chose to apply for N City Normal University because Chen Keke said that her dream was to be a teacher. But he has been in N City for 3 years, and there has been no news of her. WeChat was deleted, and her mobile phone number was changed. He knew in his heart that she had broken her promise this time, but she still couldn't let it go. So, when he thought of her, he wrote a letter.

Qu Lanfei sighed and said, "Please help me tell him, forget what you should forget." ”

"I think, you should go to him, senior sister, whether you have loved it or not, it's time to draw an end."

"Okay, I should have made it clear to him, I'll write him a reply."

"Senior Sister Lan Fei, you are in a dream now, but everything is real, so please write a letter when you wake up, you can send it to this address." Xi Xi gave her a card.

Everything was as usual the next day, and on the morning of the third day, Xi Xi received a courier, opened it and there was a letter lying inside, and she immediately called Fang Hao.

Fang Hao arrived soon and couldn't wait to open the envelope:

Fang Hao:

I have written to you after so many years, and I must first say sorry to you, wasting your youth. And then I want to say thank you to you, thank you for waiting for me for so many years.

At the beginning, I may have really liked you, or maybe it was just a spur of the moment, just because you were different from others.

I'm ruthless and sensible, so I don't have any friends. I found that I had some affection for you, and instead of starting a relationship happily like other girls, I thought about all the bad consequences, so I wanted to give myself time, so I promised you a two-year contract.

Later, I was admitted to N City University, and at that moment I thought of you, but I found that my heart was turbulent, and my heart was only learning. I'm even more sure that my previous excitement was just a momentary impulse to see a different person.

I thought about explaining it to you, but I heard that you studied very seriously, so I didn't bother you. I think, maybe it's also impulsive for you, since everyone has already let go, why bother making extraneous branches. If I had known that you were still waiting stupidly, I would have told you clearly in the summer vacation after the college entrance examination. That's my fault.

I now pluck up the courage to explain to you, I hope you will forget me, it was just a bubble of adolescence, a dream, and soon shattered.

Maybe you're wondering if there would have been a different outcome if you had persevered, and I can tell you, no. Yes, I'm so sensible, so ruthless.

We are people from two worlds, from family to personality, we are completely different, and there will be no happiness in love that is not in the right household. Even if I had chosen to try to fall in love with you, we would have ended up with a breakup like in "Seventeen Don't Cry", because I didn't want to do that.

Don't come to me, I'm going to study abroad in a few days. I've also heard about your situation from Xixi, and look, we're on completely different paths.

Forget what you should forget, erase me completely from your memory, people from both worlds, it's difficult to be friends.

Lan Fei

Fang Hao read the letter silently, he was not very excited, he had expected such an ending a long time ago, but he didn't want to admit it, or what he couldn't get was always in turmoil, it was the white moonlight in his heart, and he couldn't let it go.

He decided to respect her opinion, not to go to her, not to bother, it was the last love he gave her. He didn't hate her, he even thanked her in his heart, if it weren't for her, he would still be that little gangster. Because he fell in love with Xueba, he began to get better, he began to study hard, away from the original group of fox friends and dogs, he began to work his own. All this is because she once gave him hope.

"Thank you for giving me an answer." He said sincerely.

"You're welcome."

In the evening, Liu Zhifeng sent a WeChat message to ask Xi Xi to have dinner together, and Xi Xi happily agreed.

Liu Zhifeng told Xi Xi that after Fang Hao got the answer, he finally decided to let go and accept the red rose that had been with him for two years. That girl was lively and cheerful, very suitable for Fang Hao, and for him not to be afraid of hardship, she started a business with him.

Xi Xi saw that he was happy, and proposed to go to the Confucius Temple to see the lanterns the next night, and Liu Zhifeng readily agreed.

The next day is the Lantern Festival, Xi Xi dresses up carefully, and the date must have a good atmosphere. But soon she was depressed to the extreme, because after Liu Zhifeng parked the car, there was another girl waiting for them in the Confucius Temple.