Chapter 63: Any darkness, I'll go with you
Birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature!
From the beginning of life, people are destined to die one day, during which they have spent decades in a hurry, or doing nothing, or ordinary life, or vigorous, helpless what kind of life, to the end of looking back, just a flick of a finger.
Therefore, those who are alive should cherish life and cherish the people in front of them!
At the moment when Xiang Linlin fainted, I instantly realized the fragility of life, as well as the promise of the future, and suddenly understood that now I must be strong, Xiang Linlin has lost her mother, I have to take care of her, this is my promise to my aunt.
The clarity of consciousness made me step forward first and picked up the fainting Xiang Linlin, her tears were still flowing again, I was busy under the guidance of the female nurse, and carried Xiang Linlin to the infirmary.
The male doctor helped Xiang Linlin to recover from her recovery, and I ran back to the ward to guard my aunt, and it didn't take long for two related cleaners to come to the hospital.
One of them asked me if I had prepared new clothes, and they wanted to put on new clothes for my aunt, saying that my aunt came to this world without anything, and she must leave this world cleanly and decently when she leaves.
I didn't have any mental preparation when I came to the hospital, and naturally I didn't have any new clothes, so I hurriedly said I'd go buy it, and the two nurses said okay, they would come back in half an hour.
When one of the nurses left, he also covered the aunt with a white cloth.
Since Xiang Linlin hadn't regained her senses yet, I could only tell the doctor to buy new clothes and ask the doctor to help me look at Xiang Linlin.
Immediately, while rushing downstairs, I took out my mobile phone and called Liu Xiaoting.
After all, I am buying women's clothes, it must be a full set of underwear, without Xiang Linlin, I can only find Liu Xiaoting for help, in my heart, Liu Xiaoting is my girlfriend.
On the phone, when she heard the bad news of her aunt, Liu Xiaoting was stunned at first, she asked her aunt about her approximate height and weight, and said that she would directly buy a set of clothes and pants and send them to the hospital to find me.
"Don't worry, Xiang Linlin is in a coma, everything still has to rely on you."
Before hanging up the phone, Liu Xiaoting comforted me for a while.
I said that I could hold on, cry and cry, and kneel, but my aunt still died, I am a man, and I have to hold on if I can't find my sister-in-law.
Liu Xiaoting listened and cried on the phone, I knew that she felt sorry for me, so she said It's okay Xiaoting, don't cry, otherwise I want to cry again.
Liu Xiaoting didn't cry at this time, and hung up the phone after a few more words.
Since I didn't need to buy clothes and pants, I went back to the infirmary, and at this time Xiang Linlin's face was pale and she had woken up, but her eyes were dull, her expression was empty, and the whole person seemed to have no intuition, only looking at the ceiling with her eyes open.
I know that the pain of losing her mother makes Xiang Linlin unacceptable, she is completely like a thoughtless vegetative person at this time, so many years of deep mother-daughter relationship with my aunt, my aunt is still an AIDS carrier, no one can understand Xiang Linlin's severe pain.
"She's fine, she's just overstimulated." The male doctor said to me, "Don't persuade her, let her stay like this, and she will get better in a while." ”
I thanked the doctor, so I stayed by Xiang Linlin's side, and according to the doctor's instructions, I didn't say a word to Xiang Linlin.
Looking at Xiang Linlin's stunned expression, I was so uncomfortable, thinking that when Xiang Linlin woke up, she should let her inform her sister-in-law, no matter whether the sister-in-law and the sister-in-law are divorced or not, but they are always husband and wife, and after listening to Xiang Linlin's story, I know that the sister-in-law loves my aunt very much.
Ten minutes later, Liu Xiaoting called me, saying that the clothes and pants had been purchased, and it was not convenient for her to visit Xiang Linlin, for fear of attracting Xiang Linlin to say that she was here to see the excitement, so I asked me to go downstairs to get the clothes.
I had to go downstairs and saw Liu Xiaoting under the inpatient building.
She saw that I looked haggard, and she was busy shushing and asking for warmth, she said that it was still troublesome to deal with my aunt's future life, and if she encountered any difficulties, she would go directly to her.
I said Xiaoting, you are so good, I took the shopping bag and asked Liu Xiaoting how much it was, and I transferred it to her.
Liu Xiaoting doesn't want money, I said that this must be given, after all, it is my aunt's 'white thing' expenses, and Liu Xiaoting must also take this money, otherwise it will be unlucky.
Liu Xiaoting had no choice but to accept the money, she said that she would help me ask for leave for the head teacher, and then cared for me a few words before leaving.
Carrying the shopping bag, I returned to the infectious disease department, Xiang Linlin still looked at the ceiling with a blank face, I sighed in vain and went to the ward.
Not long after, I received a call from Xiong Zhuangzhuang, who called me through a nurse's phone, saying that Liu Xiaoting had gone to him just now and learned the news of my aunt's death, and Xiong Zhuangzhuang comforted me to mourn.
I thanked Brother Zhuang Zhuang and said that because of the aftermath of my aunt's death, I would not visit him in the surgical inpatient department.
Xiong Zhuangzhuang expressed his understanding, let me deal with the aftermath with peace of mind, remember to find him if there is any difficulty, and he also said that he knew that I sent money to his grandfather, but he never said it, but he remembered it in his heart.
I said it was all supposed to be, and then two nurses came, and I hung up the phone for Xiong Zhuangzhuang.
The two nurses told me to go out first, and then closed the door of the ward.
A few minutes later, the nurses came out, and I walked in again to find my aunt already wearing a brand new outfit, and she looked serene, with a faint smile on her face.
That smile was sent out by my aunt when I promised my aunt to take care of Xiang Linlin, and this smile will always be engraved in my heart.
"Big brother, what should I do now?"
I asked one of the male nurses, and the man replied that he would wait a little longer, and when the hospital issued a death certificate for the patient, they would help me get my aunt downstairs, and then the funeral home would drive me to pick her up.
According to the provisions of my country's funeral law, my aunt will be cremated in a funeral home.
I said thank you and sent the male nurse away, I personally walked up to my aunt, stared at her face, and I whispered: "Auntie, you can rest assured, everything has me!" ”
There are no more tears, I only have the strength that my heart must have, and gently pull the white cloth to cover my aunt's body.
Half an hour later, someone brought me my aunt's death certificate, and the nurse also came, and the two of them carried my aunt's body onto the transport car, and I forcibly dragged Xiang Linlin to follow.
Xiang Linlin was already able to walk around at this time, her eyes were also a little focused, and seeing her mother being sent to the funeral home, Xiang Linlin suddenly cried.
She tried to pounce again, but I hugged her behind her, I said Linlin's mourning, my aunt has left peacefully, put on new clothes and pants, don't bother my aunt again.
Xiang Linlin cried, she suddenly turned around, hugged me and cried very fiercely, she said that her mother is gone, why did her mother say that she didn't have it?
As I spoke, the crying Xiang Linlin smashed me with her fist, but I didn't push her away, nor did I dodge, and let Xiang Linlin punch me.
I know that Xiang Linlin needs to vent!
After a long time, Xiang Linlin was tired and tired of crying, she wrapped her arms around my neck, hugged me tightly and cried: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hit you, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm so scared......"
I patted her on the back distressedly and comforted: "Don't be afraid, you still have me, Linlin, we have to be strong, we have to go to the funeral home to send my aunt, promise me, be brave, I will accompany you to break through any darkness in the future!" ”
Well!
Xiang Linlin hummed hard, she trembled her delicate body, slowly let go of me, and then bowed to my feelings, and when she raised her head again, she squeezed out a smile: "Let's go, let's go to the funeral home and send my mother on her last journey." ”