Two hundred and seventy-five
Coming out of the study on the ground, I feel more and more that this thing may have really been done wrong, I am beginning to regret it now, but I don't know that there is no regret medicine in this world, but the moment I made my choice, I should have thought about what kind of result it would be, but this is the most serious mistake I made, that is, I didn't expect the result, and I didn't think that it didn't take to this extent, and now there is no little benefit to myself is that it is my peers who explain it and can't blame the separation, after all, he just gave me a suggestion, Whether to do this or not is my final decision, now I regret it more and more, I am sorry for my mother, if I think about it like this, I may have to cherish my father tomorrow, and I will go to the destination to see my mother, Mom, since she is gone, I know best in my own heart, this matter is because of me, so everyone can put this matter on my father, but I can't open my mouth if I can't do it myself.
I saw the pineapple again that night, and I knew that he would definitely come out tonight, after all, I had no choice about the small loan to me, and there had to be a result in this matter, so I had to explain to him that this matter was really not up to me, and I didn't mean to do it, I was going to complete the task in the place where I came from, and I already knew the existence of one of my main themes, and I was reluctant to leave, but I couldn't stand the atmosphere there, so I wanted to come back as soon as possible, I know that this opportunity is not easy to come by, so I will never come back to school to see the baby angry with me after my parents are gone, so I failed my father, of course, I can't say that I failed him, anyway, he entrusted me to do it.
But tonight, when the wind comes, bring it with you. Would you rather not know anything, he was standing next to him very confused, he didn't know what was going on, he just stood there and didn't say a word, no matter what I asked him, he wouldn't tell me, he was watching from the side, were you talking to me, he asked me why I chose to go, I told him I couldn't stand that environment, but he didn't seem to be able to understand me.
"Don't quibble, you haven't finished this matter, you will always go back to that room, it's all fate to go back, why don't you finish things and leave, why didn't you contact when you left, let me ask my opinion? You're always so assertive, but every time you tell him something, I don't know what to say now, but you didn't listen to my own words at any cost, and you took on the outside to help you again, and this stomach must be found back in this matter, and your homeroom teacher has taken root in that place, and his family is there, do you think he will move around? There's no way he's going anywhere else, so let's put this matter aside for now, and I'll give you a new assignment when you go to a new school. ”
Later, after saying this, I didn't talk about pineapple, I knew that he was gone, and he came to tell me this, and I also knew that he was definitely going to see me tonight, because today I came back from school, and he knew that I had left that place, and this wind chime was also a smart person, and when he said the first sentence to me when he saw me for the first time, he had already told me that he was not only in control of such a person, it seemed to be. There are four or five people under his control here, so he can't waste time with me all the time, I finally understand, why he gets up every night and orders from there, as long as I have no problems, he will leave, it is because of this, in fact, I am not very important to him, I am now more and more suspicious that the welfare may be fake, he is just to lie to me to help him do things, in fact, the things that help me are hypocritical, I just want to say that I want to stay away from Shu Peipei and he will directly cause my family to be ruined, this matter he really has 50% responsibility, but I can't blame him for him, and I regret not being a real person, so in the future, it's just that he gives me advice, and I have to think twice, now I have a way, this method is different from the previous father, he will start to care about me, so he should think about a lot of things, I don't know, if I tell him this, will he hate me, directly help me tell them, so I don't dare to do anything now, and after the separation is gone, you will still stay in place. It's been a long time since I've said a word, and I don't know how he's been doing lately.
Suddenly, I woke up, and when I opened my eyes, it was all black sesame paste, and I knew that I must have gotten up because I asked Lin Maiyi. But you didn't say a word in your dreams in the middle of the night, and I didn't know what he wanted to say, and I didn't know what to say to him, I hadn't seen him for a long time, and we didn't have a good relationship when I left, and he was always on the other side of the book, and I don't know what he thinks of me now, and I don't know if he misses me after I left suddenly, and if it has any effect on him after I leave, or if he wants me to go a long time ago.
I didn't sleep well all night, because I knew that separation would not disturb my sleep time, and the most important thing was that I dreamed of Lin Maiyi again. Every time I dream that you are satisfied, he always refuses to let me go, and this has been several times, but when I changed schools and went to that school, I also said that they made you satisfied, but every time he smiled at me, but this time he didn't come down, I guess I think why I came back again, but I have already said that this time I can't go to school with him again, why does he still reflect it in my dreams.
My dad called me early in the morning, and I was still sleeping when he came to call me. Because I didn't sleep well last night and dreamed of Lin Maiyi, because of Lin Maiyi's affairs, I didn't have a good time in the second half of the night, and I kept thinking about these things, because I really didn't do anything to be sorry for him, why did he always dream with me? The person I should dream of the most is my mother's business, and I haven't dreamed of her once since my mother is gone.
It's idle now, even if I get up early, my dad called me up, it's just to take me to the park for a run, saying that I want to exercise, I like this kind of family atmosphere, but there is no hostess in this family, except for my dad is me, I don't know if my dad has the heart to be together, I'm afraid what if he marries me a stepmother? I can't talk about it.