321. Drawbacks
Qiao Siwan paused and said, "Who am I truth?" ”
"You are my queen." Jiang Tianye stared at her.
"If it's the queen, won't you even remember that you're your wife?" Jiang Tianye sank like water at the bottom, the waves were not prosperous, but the storm was at the bottom.
"Qiao Siwan!"
Qiao Siwan?
Qiao Siwan looked directly at him, "How did Your Majesty finally admit that I don't have the surname Mu?" Why do you call me Qiao Siwan again? Why? ”
Jiang Tianye looked at her, his eyes were cold, bottomless, his slender fingers clenched the medicine bowl, and his bones were white.
Qiao Siwan raised the corners of her mouth, but she was tired and couldn't laugh, so she said softly: "Your Majesty still refuses to report me the truth?" ”
Jiang Tianye suddenly waved his hand and knocked over the medicine bowl in his hand. A few bright colors overflowed between the white fingers. When he raised his hand again, he saw blood dripping from his palm.
Catching a glimpse of the gaudy blood, Qiao Siwan felt dizzy in front of her. Breathing and leisure, he was taken into his arms, and the movement of his chest seemed to be about to hold her tightly and penetrate the flesh and bones, and as if he had to hate to kill her for a moment, and after a while, he suddenly spoke.
"Wan'er, whether I lie or not, you can never leave me." Qiao Siwan's heart trembled, and the next moment, he spread her out and walked out quickly.
Hearing the sound of the answer, Qiao Siwan knew that she had forced the other party to be anxious.
Qiao Siwan knew that the other party's heart was broken this time, because he ignored her completely, although Jiang Tianye was a very irritable character, at this time, she just remembered that no matter how thick the skin was, she couldn't stop her heart from hurting, she thought that she was in danger of the other party, and all the exclusion of Jiang Tianye for a while led to a sense of guilt, the other party treated her gently and gave her all-round care, but she couldn't repay her kindness, and even a kiss had to be avoided resolutely, she was really sorry for Jiang Tianye. When Jiang Tianye was angry, he was different from others, neither embarrassed, nor scolding, and didn't even say anything serious, so cold and indifferent, not angry, so that Qiao Siwan couldn't speak if he wanted to apologize, he was always a noble and elegant spirit, Qiao Siwan faced him, so he couldn't even say what he thought of.
Every day, I take medicine, soak in medicinal springs, eat, and sleep, so it is easy to live a rigid life.
Jiang Tianye's intentions were sluggish, but Qiao Siwan didn't pay attention to what to do or how to do it.
When Jiang Tianye saw this, his expression became more and more gloomy, and all the people who were harmed for a while were panicked.
In this increasingly confrontation, Qiao Siwan's physical condition did not improve, but became more and more nervous.
Jiang Tianye was surrounded by the faint halo of light emitted by the candlelight in the hall, and his body became taller and taller, and there was another incomprehensible deterrent force on his body. He lowered his voice, "What about her?" ”
Jiang Tianye's face didn't seem to show any emotion, and the witch doctor cleared his throat quietly, "Your Majesty, her body is too weak." ”
Jiang Tianye's expression became extremely dim, and his eyes no longer stared at him seriously, but fell on Qiao Siwan, who was sleeping.
"Are you asleep now?" Jiang Tianye asked.
Jiang Tianye was silent for a while, but all his thoughts were on Qiao Siwan on the bed: "You all go out." ”
The palace maids looked at each other, and the witch doctor was really not surprised at all about Jiang Tianye's personal care for the patient.
Qiao Siwan gradually woke up in her sleep. It was as if someone was keeping an eye on her.
"Water." She didn't wake up to speak.
The other party did not hesitate, and soon, a cup felt that it had met her lips, and the rim of the cup was gently next to her lips, bringing a slight cold feeling, which was comfortable to match. Her body was torn apart by ice and fire in a row, as if she was going to tear her soul in half. Qiao Siwan drank most of the cup urgently before she fully woke up and saw the appearance of the man in front of her.
Under the candlelight, Jiang Tianye's face was full of innate obedience, but now his expression when he looked at her was a warmth that others could not enjoy.
"You ......" Qiao Siwan was surprised, not knowing how this person could suddenly forget that he was angry with himself and ran here.
When the cup was taken away, Jiang Tianye asked.
"Geometry, don't worry." Qiao Siwan didn't want him to be depressed for her.
Qiao Siwan smiled at him, although her face was pale and tired, her tone was very persistent.
Jiang Tianye looked at her, his eyes were brewing deep and agitated emotions, and he was extremely pretty in the candlelight. , brought her pity, and the pain brought to him by such a fact made Er's heart like a knife.
Qiao Siwan, who was lying down, felt that Jiang Tianye, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, was silent for a moment.
"Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault that I'm not in good health." Qiao Siwan said softly, wanting to comfort him.
Jiang Tianye covered the quilt that had slipped down for her, and calmly closed his eyes, "No, I was too negligent." ”
Jiang Tianye stayed by Qiao Siwan's bedside, and spent the night with different eyes. The night was painful for him, both physically and energetically. He made her unhappy, unhappy...... As soon as such a thought arises in his mind, it is like a vine taking root and spreading little by little, but he must retain a last trace of wisdom and stubborn thought. Her presence was not a happy one for her, and it was really unbearable. He gently imprinted a kiss on her sleeping face, and reluctantly watched all his love. …… He was finally reluctant to spread her, and it was she who taught him what love is and how to love someone.
Jiang Tianye shook his head and said that he would not leave.
The witch doctor looked at Qiao Siwan, whose eyelashes moved slightly, and coughed heavily: "She seems to be waking up?" ”
"Well, it's me, you're awake. Are you feeling better? ”
Qiao Siwan's melancholy eyes quickly woke up, she seemed to want to move the corners of her mouth, but she didn't even have the strength to smile, but after her eyes opened, she began to explore something, and that gaze only stopped on Jiang Tianye's body for a while, and then moved away.
"You are very secretive and depressed, and you think too much." The witch doctor said, his eyes sad. Looking at her current state, it's really not very good.
If she really has one long and two short, then Jiang Tianye is there, oh my God......
Jiang Tianye looked at Qiao Siwan, but he was talking to the witch doctor: "How is the environment?" ”
"I want to draw some blood to take it out and see, and the details of how to use the medicine will wait for the next step." The witch doctor replied. The blood of the golden eagle is finally highly poisonous, although it is poisoned by Jiang Chi, it will not have no effect at all.
"Alright, you all go out." Jiang Tianye nodded and said softly.
"Okay, I'll leave it to you here, and I'll be notified of the environment." The witch doctor knew that he wanted to be alone with Qiao Siwan, so he nodded and left first.
"Wan'er." Jiang Tianye pronounced out the cute name and half-knelt down beside the bed. When he saw her smile in the past, he only thought it was like a spring breeze, but now he sees it again, but for some reason, it makes him feel a heartbreak-like pain. Her crystal clear eyes fluttered slightly, and finally turned into a faint smile: "Don't worry. ”
"Don't leave, don't leave me." Jiang Tianye said softly, there seemed to be a greasy mist in the depths of his black eyes.
"Well, I'm not going to die, won't I be able to survive the next few days?" Qiao Siwan saw his eyes, the sadness and pain in it had already shocked her, she could only say this, she didn't want to make this man panic all day long because of herself, and she couldn't sleep at night. "Don't worry so much, you are the emperor of Nanzhao, how can you be so vulnerable."
"Even if I have the strength to grow stronger, but I can't use it to protect you, what's the use of me asking for this." Jiang Tianye's dark eyes shone with a fragile light, and Qiao Siwan immediately sensed the pain in her heart.
Qiao Siwan raised her arms with great difficulty and reached out to soothe him, but he grabbed him and pressed it against his cheek.
Seeing the sadness in his eyes, she was not moved, she wanted to caress his face and gently wipe away the sadness on her head. But he held her hand tightly, as if he feared that if he let go of it, it would be in vain. Her palm seemed to be attached to his heart, making him feel that it was not so cold, and making his heart beat violently.
"I love you." Jiang Tianye muttered over and over again.
Qiao Siwan moved, her hand gently slipped out of his hand, and finally she didn't say anything more, turned around and walked out.
Qiao Siwan looked at his back and fell into a deep silence. She didn't know what the guilt that came out of her heart was.
Jiang Tianye returned to the imperial study and put himself in the midst of heavy government affairs, so that he was able to suppress the depression and pain that was surging up for a while, and he was willing to let that pain gradually freeze, although he knew very well that it could never go away.
Qiao Siwan doesn't care about anything, including herself, a person who can't remember the past, and has no future at all. I don't know why, she was always in a lot of pain, and she felt very uncomfortable when she shook the ground, but Qiao Siwan thought that all this would be over soon, at least she was such a person who didn't even have a past and a name, and she had no need to live, and there was always a competition between ice and fire in her body, and it was so hot all of a sudden, and it was extremely cold to the bone, and somewhere in her body seemed to have broken a blood cave, and it hurt terribly, but she was swept away by the overwhelming darkness. For many days in the next day, when she was asleep, Qiao Siwan was immersed in pain continuously, her heart was empty, she wanted to speak, but she couldn't make any sound in her throat, and she seemed to find an emptiness in her mind, gradually devouring all the pictures.
Qiao Siwan's slender eyelashes moved, she opened her eyes, and the whole person seemed to wake up from a nightmare, relaxed only for a while, and then vaguely, she moved her fingers, her body was cold, and her body was very heavy, as if she was lying on a pile of cotton, unable to lift her strength at all.
Qiao Siwan was indeed recovering day by day, and even the complexion on her face began to be rosy, and when she could sit up, the witch doctor reported this information to Jiang Tianye. And he didn't say a word......
In the middle of the night, Jiang Tianye suddenly broke into her dormitory.
"Who?" The palace maid was shocked by the voice, but was stopped by Jiang Tianye's cold eyes.
Looking at her sleeping face, Jiang Tianye was stunned, in order not to sdanger her body, he didn't dare to get too close, but now he could only close his eyes and be silent for a long time, "Wan'er, I've been waiting for you for too long." ”
She wouldn't reply, Jiang Tianye had already failed to kiss her back wisely. When the sorrow for her life subsided, it was replaced by a rambling heat, burning continuously on him.
Jiang Tianye knew that he was drunk, he tried to suppress this burst of alcohol, the temperature on Qiao Siwan's body was cold and cold, it was indeed a life-saving medicine that he couldn't refuse now, although he wanted to suppress the throbbing, it became more and more unbearable, and even his breathing became hasty, which was particularly clear in the silence around him.