Chapter 37: The Past Is Like Smoke
"I don't know if Mr. Jin Yu can accept such a treatment plan."
Bai Qingqing suddenly lost interest in the elegant design and plant decoration of the courtyard, she felt that it was just a vassal elegance, she used to read, and the book wrote "What a person has is what it is", but now it seems that this kind of chicken soup is quite poisonous if you drink too much.
Jin Yu seemed to see that Bai Qingqing's attitude had changed sharply, so he immediately changed to a humble attitude and said, "Okay Bai girl, everything is up to you." ”
The treatment plan was approved by Jin Yu, Bai Qingqing strode back to the study, let the child go back to bed and be quiet, waited for a while, and after the child was at ease, Bai Qingqing took a deep breath and began to carefully diagnose his pulse.
After the diagnosis and treatment was completed, Bai Qingqing felt for the Nth time that mental health is really too important - it stands to reason that such an older child should be relaxed and carefree and happy every day, but because Jin Yu instilled too many utilitarian ideas in the child, he only read crazy every day and lacked exercise. In addition, Jin Yu only knew how to look at grades but did not know how to encourage and care, so that the child suffered from this disease at a young age.
This is caused by psychological pressure, as a parent, your dreams and consciousness should rely on your own pursuit and realization, why should you be harsh on your next generation.
Bai Qingqing's mind was very chaotic, she was thinking about these things randomly, and when she came back to her senses, the needle had already been applied.
After thinking about it, Bai Qingqing couldn't help but say a lot to Jin Yu: "I know that parents should have expectations for their children, but more important than expectations should be care and love, do you know why he is sick?" It's because he's so stressed, do you know what stress is? It's just that there are too many things on my mind. Bai Qingqing's eyes were full of sincerity.
"He is still a child, and he should be carefree and happy at the age, so why use the value system of adults to go and criticize him."
"Yes, thank you Miss Bai, Jin has been taught today." Jin Yu actually bowed deeply to Bai Qingqing.
Bai Qingqing raised her eyebrows - I didn't expect it, this guy is quite good. I hope he will treat his son well in the future......
After the first needle, Bai Qingqing wanted to go out directly from the main gate of the Jin Mansion, but she had a whim, she wanted to go to the Jinyu Gambling House to have a look, or she could gamble a few games.
Jin Yu knew Bai Qingqing's thoughts, and casually took the gambling money to her, Bai Qingqing was not polite, and went into the messy and crowded casino after receiving the things.
Pai Gow sesame sauce dice is readily available.
"Bai Gongzi, can you hurry up! Bet big and bet small? ”
"Wow, it's so magnificent, it's worthy of being a white boy, spending a lot of money!"
"Bet on, quick! Follow Bai Gongzi to buy. ”
"Hahahaha, Bai Gongzi won, but you have to invite us to dinner."
"That's it, I heard that Qingtian Restaurant has a new product."
In the midst of the noise, the man known as "Bai Gongzi" was surrounded by several gamblers, gladly accepting the rainbow farts of those people. threw dozens of taels of silver into the gambling game at once, and won a burst of praise and praise from everyone.
There are many people around Bai Gongzi who look like rich children laughing with him, and at first glance they are his like-minded friends.
Although the noisy environment of this gambling house is very poor, Bai Qingqing saw through the white veil under the hat that the person's facial features were deep and delicate, and the face was full of scholar Sven, but he was slightly fat, and the whole person seemed to be a little bulky and greasy.
Despite losing a lot of money, Bai Gongzi still seems to be indifferent,
Bai Qingqing walked over, thinking of betting with "Bai Gongzi" - when he walked to the man's side, some memory suddenly came to his mind-
"Brother, brother, are you playing with me?"
"Qingqing, my brother has just gotten out of school, and I will come to accompany you when my brother goes to greet my mother."
"Mother only likes my brother, and my mother never lets Qingqing go to say hello."
"No, it's just that my mother likes to be quiet, Qingqing doesn't want to think about my mother like this."
Brother......
Mother......
In an instant, a lot of past events swept over like a tsunami, Bai Qingqing looked at the man beside him who shouted "bet on the big and bet on the small", and nostalgia came to her heart.
This should be the memory of the original owner "Bai Qingqing":
Bai Qingqing is a concubine, so she can't wear delicate and bright clothes and eat strange candy like her concubine Bai Qingwan, because she has an ugly birthmark on her face, so no one in the mansion respects her very much.
My mother had been in poor health since she was born, but the relationship between my mother and her father was even worse, and my father often visited her mother and was turned away by her nine times out of ten—something she had known since she was sensible.
But he has an elder brother Bai Zhongjun, who is two years older than himself, and most of the candy and butterfly cards in his childhood are from his brother, and in a year, Bai Qingqing can only see his father at the family banquet, but he can see his brother almost every day.
In Bai Qingqing's childhood, his brother was omnipotent: catching crickets, making kites, making windmills, writing, painting, and telling stories to himself.
Mother likes her brother and often asks him to ask for peace, Bai Zhongjun often hugs Bai Qingqing with her, although she can still detect her mother's coldness towards herself, but she often says something considerate to herself, and it was also at that time that Bai Qingqing clearly realized that her mother loved herself, but she had her own hardships and unspeakable.
Those days were Bai Qingqing's happiest days.
It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, my mother died of illness, and there was no grand funeral in the whole house, it seems that there was just one less person in the huge White Mansion.
Only Bai Qingqing and her brother, wearing white clothes every day, saw sadness and pity in each other's eyes.
Bai Zhongjun is the most stable person he relies on, and he is the existence of a father-like person.
As for the later events, "Bai Qingqing" did not have many memories, only that after the death of his mother, his brother studied harder, but the housemother suddenly asked to pass on his brother to her, and Bai Jingdao agreed without thinking about it.
On the day my brother packed up his things and moved out of the wing, he made a windmill for Bai Qingqing for the last time.
Later, I never saw Bai Zhongjun again, I only heard the maid who swept the courtyard say that the eldest young master was good at dancing and made friends with the children of a poor rich family, and often lingered in the restaurant singing pipe, and he didn't even go to school.
Bai Qingqing doesn't know what "long-sleeved good dancing" is, what is "Qinlou Chu Pavilion", in Bai Qingqing's heart, his brother is a peerless brother in the world.
It is difficult for the refreshing boy in his memory to connect with the person who is shouting loudly and throwing a lot of money in front of him at this moment.
Bai Qingqing Dai Ze wanted to turn around, but was dragged by Bai Zhongjun: "Little sister, do you want to accompany my brother, my brother will teach you how to win money." ”