Chapter 6: Gained, Lost

It used to be a really cruel word.

Because it means that you have gained, but you have lost.

Yan Wugui's eyes became darker and darker, and the words he said were a little difficult: "What you said was ......"

"Hmm."

They've only gotten out of control once from beginning to end, but they're just that tricky.

Yun Mi touched the round and bulging belly he ate in his pocket: "Although I have been persuading myself that these worlds are not important. ”

"But it's a really hard feeling."

Yan Wugui's heart first throbbed, and then his expression stiffened, and his limbs began to go numb.

There were too many things in his mind, and he looked at Yun Mi numbly and emptyly, unable to say a word.

"Adjutant Shu, the commander is here."

The little brother knocked on the door, Yan Wugui swallowed his saliva and stood up in a panic, feeling helpless like a child: "I'll talk about it later, I'll go to the meeting first." ”

"Hmm."

"Don't run around."

Yan Wugui, who was so cautious, tripped over the foot of the chair when he walked, stumbled in embarrassment, and held on to the table to stabilize his figure.

He really doesn't know what to say, his brain is messed up.

When Jian Ruicheng was in the meeting, he was absent-minded, and the ink he recorded with a pen fell on the page and smeared, and he wiped it with his hands, and his fingertips were stained with ink.

"Rong Kai."

Jian Ruicheng saw that he had not answered, and called him.

Yan Wugui raised his head, his eyes confused: "Huh? ”

"I'll leave the matter of attacking the mountain to you, can you?"

Yan Wugui nodded heavily: "Okay." ”

"Luo Hongguang, you are responsible for outflanking the past from the right flank......"

Yan Wugui couldn't listen to a word, and finished the meeting in a daze, all in his mind: We once had a child, do you know?

He didn't know it would be like this, really.

God knows how much Yan Wugui wants to stay with Yun Mi, grow old together, and have a home with her. When the time comes, raise another child like her, and live a life that may not be envied but is enough for him to feel that the rest of his life is worth it.

He began to wonder if what he was doing was right, if he was too aggressive.

Yan Wugui walked behind Jian Ruicheng and heard him say, "Have you been too tired lately?" ”

"Well, sort of."

Jian Ruicheng smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "Don't ruin our plans for the sake of children's affection." ”

"I understand."

Yan Wugui was even more painful.

He originally came to do the task for the sake of the children's love binding system, but because of the task, he seemed to have lost a lot of things.

Jian Ruicheng parted ways with him at the fork in the road at the headquarters, and Sui Cheng chased after him: "What's the matter, it's the first time I saw that you weren't serious when you were in a meeting." ”

"Is there any smoke?"

Sui Cheng took out an iron box from his pocket, and inside it were all white paper cigarettes rolled out of tobacco shreds.

He was still chattering, and he was very puzzled: "Didn't you not smoke before?" ”

Yan Wugui didn't explain, he took one from it, felt that it was not enough, and picked up another one and asked for a box of matches.

He smoked outside the office door, and the shredded tobacco tasted strong and choked.

Yan Wugui remembered the joy of that time, remembered that he didn't give any explanation to Yun Mi at that time, he acted recklessly, insisted on going his own way, and the cigarette ash fell, he didn't look at it for a while, burned his hands, and snorted coldly.

If, if he made reasonable arrangements and discussed with Yunmi, would this result still occur?

Yan Wugui's eyes were red, he stepped on his cigarette, and was about to take a match to light another one when the door behind him opened.

A small head popped out from behind the door, tilting his head and looking at him: "What are you doing?" ”

Yan Wugui subconsciously broke the cigarette and hid it in his pocket, and the match in his hand was particularly conspicuous.

"Didn't do anything."

Yan Wugui reached out to stuff her back, but he reached out and chose to open the door, he frowned: "Didn't you say that you won't be allowed to run around?" ”

"I didn't run around, I wanted to come out and breathe."

Yan Wugui pursed his lips, and a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth: "It's boring, I know you can't be idle." Taking you for a walk? ”

"Yan has no return."

Yun Mi frowned: "Don't laugh, it's very ugly." ”

She turned around and went back to the office, Yan Wugui put away her forced smile, followed her without saying a word, and closed the door tightly.

Yun Mi finally sat on the chair with two legs, and from Yan Wugui's angle, he could only see Yun Mi's soft little yellow hair and those small eyes that were rolling around.

He sniffed, and the Adam's apple rolled.

Yun Mi was stunned, startled when she heard a small sob.

"What are you doing?"

It's okay that Yun Mi didn't speak, but as soon as he spoke, Yan Wugui couldn't control it, and tears slid down the corners of his eyes: "I'm sorry." ”

"I'm sorry, I don't know...... I didn't know it would be like this. ”

Yan Wugui choked up: "Me." ”

Yun Mi sighed and jumped out of her chair.

"It's not a big deal." Yun Mi was originally very aggrieved, and now she has to appease even more aggrieved people, she can't hold Yan Wugui, thinks about it, and hugs his leg.

Shu Rongkai's face shed tears, like a beauty crying, which is strange and distressing.

His eyes were red, and he asked her, "If I hadn't given Shen Wangshu's father a Gu, would it have ended a little better." ”

"No, it won't."

Yun Mi said firmly: "I must die, it must not be able to live in the world." It was also my momentary negligence that made such a mistake. ”

"I'm sorry."

Yan Wugui could only say this, he knelt down on one knee and hugged Yun Mi, his chin resting heavily on her small shoulder: "In the future, I won't let you get hurt a little more." ”

"Hmm."

"Does it hurt?"

Yan Wugui's brain circuit has always been very jumpy, Yun Mi got used to it, and shook his head: "It doesn't hurt." ”

She exchanged half of her blood into the king's body, and no matter how much she replenished it, she couldn't make it up. The moment of death was really difficult, she lay on the bed and tossed and turned and waited for death, the pain was shielded and she was like a corpse of the walking dead, but the thoughts in her mind could still work.

She has seen this kind of thing a long time ago.

The system won't let her get anything, everything doesn't belong to her, not even a child.

I've known it for a long time, so the pain is only a temporary thing, and since I feel that I can't get over it, it's good not to do it again next time.

"Then will I have children in the future?"

Yan Wugui asked her.

Yun Mi hesitated for a moment, everyone will go to live a normal life, and getting married and having children naturally can't run away, she stretched out her hand and patted him on the shoulder: "There will be." ”

"Hmm."

Yan Wugui inhaled and smelled the milky fragrance on Yun Mi's body.

Yun Mi turned his head to look at his white neck, and the bruised blood vessels on it seemed to be extremely beautiful.

"Yan has no return."

"Hmm."

His voice replied with some grievances and muffled.

But Yun Mi didn't think about this, she said, "Did you rub your snot on me?" ”