I just said that sentence at the door, and then he closed the door, and I knew that my mother was so cold-blooded and ruthless when he came up, and I didn't know how he got through this life, and he had to explain it to others after giving birth to a child, so he couldn't take care of it for a day? Even if it's noon, every time Grandpa always comes back, he can take care of me like a mother. In fact, I finally understood, when I was in that home before, my mother was very good to me when I was a child, but since I had a younger brother, I just seemed to have changed as if I was a different person, and I gave all the favor to my younger brother, and those two sisters, I am the youngest girl, they may think that it is because of me, otherwise there would not be so many children, it is because of my original family, so the third child is going to be a boy again, I didn't expect that I was still a girl when I was born, At first, I thought I was young, so it was good for me, and then gradually I had a third or fourth child, but it didn't matter at all. I'm just a victim of a boy to give birth to.

I'm at my mother's door, and I'm thinking about the previous things and I'm stunned, every time I think about things, other things can't be done well, I also know that this is the indication after my crossing, that is, the side effects, but this has a big impact on me, and I've been trying to restrain myself, but every time I come, I can't restrain myself, I can't help but think of those things, and then I'm stunned, many people think that I'm slow to react, but when I learn a musical instrument, That proves that it's not my slow response, it's my constant distraction, just because I went to learn an instrument at the beginning of this matter, and the instrument teacher didn't like me, he always thought that I knew how to react, but every time she finished teaching, I felt that it was quite fast, and every time it was time for everyone to show, I was the best teacher who slowly changed my opinion of me.

"Ah Xing, Aunt Jiang is busy here, let's go take a nap together, let your mother have a good rest, he is here to rest assured to take a nap, he never fell asleep when he was at home before, he always felt that there was a great sense of tension in that home, and his nerves could not be relaxed, this is what he said to me, so let's not disturb your mother, let's come here to let your mother rest and rest."

I also followed the plus, one go, because now I have no other choice, I heard that Jiayi's daughter is going to take his child, and she is coming back this afternoon, my sister is so hot today, it is estimated that it will be five or six o'clock in the afternoon, and the sun will come back after the sunset, I think so, so I will go to take a nap with peace of mind, because I am afraid that when I am still asleep, that daughter will come back with that little brother, and they will think that I sleep in their bed and will feel that they hate me because of this matter, I don't want to get into such unnecessary trouble.

I was just about to ask Aunt Jia, did my sister come back from that little brother? He didn't speak, and when he left, he didn't seem to hear my words, and I didn't continue to ask any more questions, how could I go out here and keep asking him about whether his daughter would come back, as if he thought I was going to do something with his daughter, and besides, I didn't have a good relationship with his daughter's son, and every time I scared people to cry, I let myself scare him into crying, I don't know the most scared, in fact, if I say that, I'm still a little afraid to see that son. I didn't ask more, but I went in first, and the child refused to come in the future, but I also knew that Jiayi was like this before, he said that he was ostensibly to coax me to sleep, but every time he didn't even accompany me, he always waited for me to fall asleep quietly alone before he went to sleep, and he was very busy at noon today, and the crops in the field had not been recovered, so he must have arranged me in this room and he himself was going to go to the field, my guess is this, And his daughter is coming back soon, probably to help him harvest the crops, it seems that my mother and I are really causing trouble for him when we come here.

It may also be that I am too tired, or it may be that I take a nap at noon every day, so I didn't fall asleep, and I had a dream after a while, in which I was still in this house, and the goose dog also came in, and he was also in this house, and there was a bloody child next to Lequan, and the little boy was Aunt Jiang's nephew, that is, his daughter's son, who had been scared, I didn't expect that I would see him being bitten to death by a vicious dog. Then slowly I stood in front of me, but I couldn't move, I wanted to go and help the river up, the river bridge seemed to be injured, but the little boy was the most injured, because he had no vital signs, it was bloody, there was blood everywhere, just in the house all day, I really don't know why a little boy's blood can fill the whole house, and slowly rolled in from the door a small leather ball, that small leather ball is the one I played with when I was a child, I have seen it in this yard before, But I only saw it once, and the second time I came, whether I asked Aunt Jiang or Aunt Jiang's daughter, they all said that they had never seen that little beer, and I always felt that this yard was quite weird, why did I sleep in this house and have such a terrible nightmare. As I walked over to pick up the little ball, I suddenly woke up, but it was okay because I knew I was dreaming the whole thing, because it couldn't happen. Fortunately, I am still awake, otherwise if this dream is really a teenager, it will definitely be scared enough.

The first one I woke up and cried loudly, I knew that Aunt Jiang might not be at home, and my mother might not be able to hear the story when she fell asleep on the other side, but my heart should be content, I made an ammunition depot for a child, and I want to do something that is in line with this age group, so I don't care if I give him such trouble, I still have to do what I should do, but when I heard my cry, my mother ran over, and his reaction was quite satisfactory to me, no matter how I said that I was also his daughter, He heard my cry and fell asleep indifferently, and the sound insulation of this old house is not good, he ran over and picked me up, in fact, I still admire my mother, she is not a particularly strong woman, but how can he hold me at every critical time.