Chapter 192
"I..."
I feel that after a long experience, when the youkai didn't recognize me as a human, it was best not to reveal that I was a weak and fragile human who had no strength and could not resist.
Isn't the word experience particularly spiritual?
Zhong Sansan, with his own luck, experimented hard.
Relying on fate to live tenaciously to the present.,And there are a large number of monsters in the house.,And there is a lot of fate with other monsters.。
This includes a benefactor who makes all youkai feel a little awe-inspiring, and the experience of interning in a company that is full of youkai.
It's sad but really sad.
However, when fate is in front of you, there is still some experience that can be used.
Zhong San's eyes lowered slightly, revealing a slightly confused and low posture.
At the same time, it can also just cover up the state of being stupid for two seconds just now, suppressing the breath of his whole person very low, and the taste of sadness is instantly entangled.
There are some skills to be able to live so big.
"I ...... I didn't have a good body since I was a child. ”
ran out first, and said a word, the voice was extremely soft, and quietly hit the other party's heart to make a foundation.
Zhong Sannian observed the young man's expression, and sure enough, he was instantly dyed with a little sympathy.
"I am..."
And what?
What makes a more reasonable one?
Zhong Sannian quickly went through all the images he had just scanned in his mind, and carefully checked all the types on the entire bus.
Including sitting at the back, an ethereal existence also flashed quickly in his mind.
You must not touch the aspects that the other party is familiar with, including those that can be verified immediately, and you must not say anything up, it is inevitable that your lies will not be rounded.
"Golden Crow."
I'm sorry Golden Kite, Jin Xirang, who knows you two best by my side.
The other people really don't understand, but after spending a lot of time with the two of you, I can still understand a little bit of your identity and background, so come out and help at this time.
Zhong Sannian pressed his chin down slightly and said, "I... It's the Kim family, but ...... If you have any ability since you were a child, you should feel it, and I don't look like a monster at all. ”
The boy's eyes widened, and his round beautiful pupils reflected the lost girl, and he hurriedly nodded seriously.
"I understand."
Zhong Sannian pretended to be lost and nodded to the other party and said, "Anyway, I'm doing well now, I have my own ideas, and I don't have too many troubles, I always feel that my current life is very good." ”
When she said this, she smiled and said, "Don't you see that I'm still able to get a lot of snacks?" It's a good situation, so don't worry about me. ”
"Hmm."
When the young man heard this, he nodded seriously, looked at the other party's face, quietly covered his face behind the chair, lowered his voice, and said carefully, "Have you attended any party or conference you want to do before?" ”
He spoke very carefully and cautiously grasped the volume of his speech, and the timidity in it had already been leaked out, as if he was afraid that what he said would hurt the other party's self-esteem a little, but there was a little bit of care.
Zhong Sansan instantly felt the thoughtfulness of the other party.
It's just a pity why such a thoughtful teenager is not human.
In the situation where she is hard to say, why is it that all the people she meets who are good to her are monsters, and there are no ones?
Why is it that there is no one around me who is really good to him, and a monster who meets for the first time can grasp his emotions so easily?
The taste of suffering in my heart slowly spread, and I couldn't help but feel a little painful, quietly tormenting.
Zhong Sannian faced the young man's timid and pitiful eyes, and couldn't help but feel a soften.
"No, I... I'm recovering well now, I'm even weaker when I was in elementary school, and now it's easy to be recognized as a human ......."
Zhong Sannian stretched out his hand and flipped it left and right, and the bitter smile couldn't hide it at all.
"I think maybe I don't know the roots, so they just treat me as a human being, if I go out, I will encounter danger, and my family doesn't want me to go out all the time."
The young man seemed to have thought of something, and his eyes turned red in an instant, and he looked at the sad girl in front of him, and gritted his teeth slightly.
"Actually..."
He said: "I know that you will feel uncomfortable saying such things, but if you don't sit in this car, I will also take you as real, and your breath is really weak, that's a fact." ”
Zhong Nian listened to the other party's tone of pity, but he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
Great, it seems that this boy has fully embodied his own excuses, and the rationality of his current existence has completely found the right reason, just wait quietly, go through this journey, and wait until the end of the road to find a way to go home.
"I..."
The young man stretched out his hand and grabbed the other party's sleeve, and with the reflection in his eyes, the girl's lost and lonely figure said, "But you can't be so self-defeating, even if you are weak, even if you don't even have a little demonic energy, so what!" Isn't it even an ordinary meeting that you are qualified to attend? ”
The young man's voice was as restrained as possible, and he couldn't help but pass it on outward, is it that some of his monsters are projected with curious eyes.
"Huh? It turns out that this girl doesn't have the breath of a monster on her body, is it because her body is weak? I thought it was some kind of cultivation power that covered up the original aura. ”
"I'm also like this, I didn't expect it to be too weak, I've heard of such examples before, but they don't seem to grow too big."
"Indeed, a distant relative in my family has also been weak since childhood, if he hadn't held me since he was a baby, he would have regarded him as someone who had seen him somewhere, but unfortunately he didn't live to be much older, eighteen or nineteen, I would have left."
The boy's words sparked discussions among the other youkai, and the words also told about various experiences.
Zhong Sannian had some bad premonitions in his heart, and at the same time, he quickly pricked up his ears to listen to any news that could be used for himself.
In the world of youkai, it is true that it is a small youkai who is born with a weak body and is regarded as a human being.
At the same time, such an ordinary existence does not live too long, according to what these monsters said, it seems that when the appearance grows to eighteen or nineteen, there will be no days to live.
And most of them can't get through the infant period, and they may go into the dirt when they are swaddling.
If such a monster is born, it will be difficult for the weak to even survive, and it will be resolutely abandoned in the early days, and the slightly better period will be left there, regardless of the reluctance to let the other party survive on their own.
It's just that with the development of the times, even if the environment of the monster has eased a lot now, with such a weak child, it will always support the other party to live, but there is no other room for reversal, and you can only watch the child, step by step, towards death before.
Most youkai parents, with such children, will be locked up in the house and not allowed to go out.
One is humiliation.
The child is too weak, and in the worldview of the monster, it is the lack of strength of the parents, and the inability to reproduce, that will cause the child to be too weak to survive.
Parents are easy to be pointed at when children go out, and even if they are born in the family, the strength of the whole family will be questioned.
In the end, the monster is respected by the strong, and if a weak one suddenly appears, it will naturally be embarrassing.
Second, this generally weak monster can be said to be very poorly physical.
Between the remarks discussed among the monsters, you can slightly probe one or two.
This kind of monster is much weaker than humans, and even some strong winds can blow the whole body to fractures, and they have no recovery power.
Even humans who are looked down upon by their youkai can use their own ability to repair them.
And if such a generally weak youkai is injured, it basically causes a lifelong existence, and the life will not be very long, and there is a fracture, so it will directly send the youkai away.
Afraid of wind and sun, but if there is a little fright, it is easy to scare vascular violence.
It's very weak, but if there is a small wound, it is easy to carry it for a lifetime.
It's more fragile than snowflakes.
Stay at home well, or watch carefully, don't bump anywhere, if there are too many unstable factors out of the door, maybe you can't come back after a trip.
No matter how you think about it, it's a pathetic, somewhat pitiful existence.
Zhong Sannian listened carefully to the discussion between the monsters, and he couldn't help but feel a little pity in his heart.
It turns out that among the monster race, there is still such an ordinary existence, weak and soft, without any competitiveness, and it is easy to be abandoned by the entire race, and even there are difficulties in survival, and even that short life is not able to be desired.
She herself was born with exclusion, and she also survived in good health and her life, and when she heard such an ordinary existence, she inevitably felt a little compassion in her heart.
I've seen the competition between youkai. The trivial things in Li Yu's family scared him so much that he couldn't help himself.
At the same time, I also saw the thinking between the monsters from the side.。
Zhong Sannian couldn't help but pinch a cold sweat for himself, and he was a little unstable no matter how he looked at the settings revealed in his words.
But.
In other monster discussions,It seems that for such a weak monster,Set maintains a little pity.,Although it's not completely revealed.,It's just that there's little disgust in it.,At the same time, he didn't do anything else.。
She just kept it, all the way to the terminal, she didn't have to mix with other people at all, and it might be possible to go home honestly.
"Alas!"
A monster with a slightly mature face, touched his tears and said, "My little nephew in the family is like this, I don't know what's wrong, the better the development of the current era, the more such children appear in our monsters, I haven't heard of so many things in the early years, but now, there are two in our group." ”
"Who isn't like that." The other monsters also seem to have some sympathy, "We fox clan, so we have a large population, but there are many children like this, like our generation, there are already ten, and now none of these children have survived." ”
"In fact, we complained in our words, and now there are many such children, even if they appeared before, they can't be raised at all, they are left to fend for themselves, and they have not survived at all, but there are some rumors."
There are also monsters with flexible brains, and they put forward different opinions on such remarks, and they also whispered a few words to the people around them.
"In fact, this is also the case, now everyone's living environment is better and more abundant, will not throw out such a weak child, once in that era you were too many, everyone is difficult to live alone, for such a child who is not competitive at all, early loss is also for the overall development."
Naturally, there are corresponding voices, and most of the youkai remain quite silent for such general speech.
Zhong Sannian listened carefully and kept silent.
It seems that among the youkai race, at least in the current generation, there is still a little pity for the weak youkai, and it is difficult to appear in a state of fire to the top, and it will not forcibly seize common resources.
A weak and soft little guy will naturally get a little other eyes at home, and it is inevitable that there will be some pity.
"Speaking of which, the girl we met is in good health, and now she can quietly say a word to everyone, and she can still take the bus, which is already hopeful."
Zhong Sansan heard someone mention himself.
The heart jumped suddenly, but the words he spoke did not cause much discomfort, and he also maintained a slight smile, looked at the other party and nodded.
didn't say anything.,Honestly close to the mouth.,Try not to reveal any strange settings.,Attract the attention of other monsters.。
"There are also such children in the distant ethnic groups of my family, but it's a pity that they are gone just after leaving, and sure enough, they are still from a big family, in fact, it took a lot of effort."
"Yes, after all, it is the Jin family, although it is said to be family affection, and the fate is a little weaker, but the surface work will also be perfected, for such a child, only a little care on the surface can already make the other party a lot more stable."
The words were all gathered on his body, and from time to time, some youkai maintained a pitying and valued attitude and looked over.
Zhong Sansan pulled out a smile and said, "My brothers in the family have to pay attention, and my parents are good to me, although ...... But I'm doing well, I'm not feeling well, and I feel much better now. ”
Try to reveal a little bit of information in a vague manner, while maintaining a little timidity, and try to show that you don't want to bring up this matter.
Zhong Sannian only felt that the hairs on his whole body were about to stand up, lying in front of so many monsters, and the pressure in his heart was not a little bit.
The young man in front of him said with a loving look, "I haven't attended any meetings since I'm so old, maybe I haven't seen any other youkai other than my family." ”
Zhong Sannian felt such a topic, barely maintained, smiled a little, and nodded quietly.
No, this cute and cute boy, I've seen more monsters, you calm down, don't lead this topic to this side anymore, don't you see my embarrassed smile instead of politeness?
Pay a little attention.,My current character is a weak person who may die at any time.,Don't talk about other people's pain.,Okay?
Zhong Sansan knows that it is not good to deceive people, but it is good to deceive monsters and save his life.
And at the same time, I want to try my best to maintain the current character setting, hurry up to the terminal, run back in a hurry, and never meet the people on the car again.
"Speaking of which, girl, doesn't it matter how you go out and walk now? Do you dare to run and jump? ”
"Hmm... OK. Zhong Sannian quietly clenched his fists, and said politely to the monster who was asking, "I feel very good now, and I can come out casually." ”
The vague language attitude attracted the attention of a large number of youkai, perhaps because the bitterness among them before was generally too good, and many youkai showed pity.
"Hey! In that case, girl, come with us to the party, you must not have seen it before! ”
"yes, actually, we don't have anything too jumpy at these gatherings, everyone is having fun and playing with each other! It's a shame that I haven't been there to see it in my life, girl, so let's hang out with us for a while! ”
"Actually, there are small gatherings between monsters, and this conference is also the most elegant, just look at the fireworks, not even set off lanterns, girl, you come with us, we look at you and don't let others scare you!"
"I... No need. Zhong Sansan hurried and waved his hand to refuse.
What are you kidding? It's almost my own death when I say a few words, and I hang out with them.
I'm not really a monster. What should I do if the stuffing is exposed?
Zhong Sansan said: "I... I promised my family to go back early. ”
"Yikes." The young man lay on the chair and blinked his eyes and said, "Don't worry, let's go see the fireworks ourselves, it's a pity if you don't go, it's just... Well, that's called ten minutes, yes, it's just a blink of an eye, and then go home, it's okay."