After Fu Xiaoxin got out of the elevator, she asked a very serious question, and it was this question that has been bothering me since I left Liu Yong's house.

That is, the third time the two of us stay together, will it be difficult to extricate ourselves from the firewood?

This time, it was completely different from the previous two times, the first time, it was a first acquaintance, and the kind-hearted Fu Xiaoxin was unwilling to let me sleep on the street as a big man, so he took me to stay; And the second time, on the night when Liang Ping beat me, I went to the hotel, and the relationship between the two of us at that time was not as ambiguous as it is now.

This time, it's different!

I was really motivated after experiencing Fu Xiaoxin's sincerity to me, this time I was a lonely man and a widow, Fu Xiaoxin deliberately prepared a better environment, isn't that just a matter of course to cook raw rice and mature rice?

At least, that's what I think. So when Fu Xiaoxin asked this question, I didn't know how to answer.

"You really think that?" Fu Xiaoxin saw that I didn't answer, so she just turned her head to the side and took the initiative to stretch her face to me.

"I didn't mean to think about such dirty things, I'm for your good, I'm afraid of accidents, do you understand?" I was chased by Fu Xiaoxin and had nowhere to escape, so I had to look at the woman in the elevator and say, "I can't just care about my own feelings and let you suffer injustice, Xiaoxin, do you understand?" ”

"I understand, I understand, I can tell you now, Fu Xiaoxin's body can be handed over to you Chu Siqi at any time, but not today!" Fu Xiaoxin mustered up the courage to say what was in her heart, and the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time in her heart became much easier.

"Ahem, it's not just today." I smiled and pulled Fu Xiaoxin out of the elevator room, but I felt a little lost in my heart. Everything is as I thought, Fu Xiaoxin really had a plan to make a promise, but not tonight!

Why not tonight? It's precisely because I don't quite understand that I, a man, are a little entangled.

Doors open and close.

The light in the room was bright, and after Fu Xiaoxin entered the room, she turned on all the lamps that could be illuminated, making the place where men and women were alone to produce a beautiful atmosphere become a boring place like daytime.

"Chu Siqi, I can tell you now, why can't I give myself to you tonight, I know you want to know this question!" Fu Xiaoxin sat on the sofa next to the queen bed, drinking the free drinks provided by the hotel on the coffee table.

"Needless to say, you know what I think!" I waved my hands and shook my head, I really wanted to know why Fu Xiaoxin couldn't make a promise tonight, but reason told me that the reason why Fu Xiaoxin turned on all the lights after entering the house was to resist a certain atmosphere caused by lonely men and widows.

"If I don't say it, I feel uncomfortable! Chu Siqi, if you sit next to me, my heart will be steady! Fu Xiaoxin pointed to a sofa next door and motioned for me to sit down.

I sat down and looked at Fu Xiaoxin with a straight face.

"We women, who are truly in love with a man, can do anything for him. It's a bit like the feeling of you men sticking a knife in your ribs for brotherhood. I, an ordinary weak woman, came to Xihai City from my hometown in Hunan to work, and I didn't expect to encounter vigorous love. However, everything changed after meeting you! ”

Fu Xiaoxin said as she spoke, her eyes became gentle, and her expression when she looked at me also had a tender demeanor.

"I know!" At this time, I can only say three words to express my gratitude.

Fate is very wonderful, it seems that Fu Xiaoxin and I separated after meeting at the train station, and after a few hours, we can still meet together, this is a great fate!

"Because I met you, I know what love is, I want to see you every day, I will laugh silly alone when I think of you, and then toss and turn in the middle of the night. Seeing you covered in blood, my heart hurts like it cracks; When I saw you single-handedly defeat a team, I was thrilled from the bottom of my heart; When I saw you bravely save the child and be praised by others, I felt sweeter than eating honey; Of course, when I saw Miss Qian crying for you, I felt a strong sense of jealousy in my heart, all of which was a manifestation of my love for you! ”

The more Fu Xiaoxin spoke, the more confused she became, as if she was caught in the endless memories of these things.

"Xiao Xin, don't think about those things, be happy!" Seeing Fu Xiaoxin gradually enter a fugue state, I suddenly felt a pain in my heart, like someone cut it with a knife.

Especially when Fu Xiaoxin talked about Qian Lili, I actually remembered the bits and pieces with Qian Lili in my mind.

That pain, is it guilt? Is it when Fu Xiaoxin only has me in her heart, but she thinks of another woman's guilt?

"I'm not unhappy, but I think about the past, and I feel very happy. Chu Siqi, to tell you the truth, in fact, when you hugged me that night, I was willing to give myself to you, but I know that you have a tangle in your heart that you can't solve, and I don't force it! Including tonight in the park, I also wondered, am I shameless? Fu Xiaoxin asked with big eyes.

"No, that's because you love me too much!" I said.

"I'm still a virgin, do you believe it?" When Fu Xiaoxin asked this question, she clasped her hands tightly together, and the drink in her hand made a creaking and squeezing sound, you can imagine how complicated this woman's mood was at this time.

"I believe, the first time I was with you, I knew, virgin/female fragrance, I still know a little!" I stretched out my hand, gently grabbed Fu Xiaoxin's hand, and patted the woman's hand softly, so that Fu Xiaoxin could relieve the pressure in her heart.

"When I came here tonight, I really wanted to give you the first one. But I've seen you enter the hotel and you've been thinking about us being alone. Originally, that kind of thing should be very warm and romantic, but I didn't find you happy, I only saw your pain and struggle. Chu Siqi ......"

Fu Xiaoxin suddenly grabbed my hand hard, and her expression became excited: "Do you know? I don't want you to be so uneasy, I give myself to you, I want you to feel very happy and comfortable, not to feel your pain, I don't want to give you the first time in such a situation! ”

"Xiaoxin...... "My heart was sour, and I finally understood the reason why Fu Xiaoxin was reluctant to make a promise tonight, this is a woman's true love for me.

"So, tonight when the lights are on, let's talk all night, okay? When we are all tired, I want you to put your arms around me and sleep like this until we wake up naturally. Hehe, don't be bitter, I said I wanted you to be with me, happy, if you're not happy, I'm not happy! ”

A drop of moisture rolled out of the corner of Fu Xiaoxin's eye, broke through the eye socket, and slid down the corner of the eye to her cheek. To truly love someone, you have to take care of all the feelings of the other person, and the self in your heart is uncomfortable, and you also need to adjust, which is not as easy as you imagined.

"Xiao Xin, don't cry!" I gritted my teeth fiercely, got up from the sofa, bent down in front of the woman, stretched out my left hand, and where the palm of my hand went, it was Fu Xiaoxin's delicate cheeks where tears rolled down.

At this moment, I really found that Fu Xiaoxin was so empathetic, and it was a reason why I needed to give her a smile.

"Well, if you don't cry, why are you crying?" Fu Xiaoxin put down the drink bottle, stretched out her hands and pounced on me, put her hands on my shoulders, and kept rubbing her face against my chin.

At this moment, there was a shouting outside the door.