Chapter 326: Heartache (1)
Liu San's funeral was held very beautifully, and almost everyone in the circle he knew attended it.
This was told to me by the second and third brothers, and after they sent me back to the yang world, the second and third brothers only left these words, and then returned to the underworld.
It was on the third day before the end of the night at Gokoji Temple!
The funeral was held in the afternoon, it was raining heavily, and everyone was dressed in black and carrying black umbrellas, as if they were all in a deep silence and suppressed mood.
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I was the last to arrive, I saw Zhou Chen and Zhao Yuxin's sad expressions, and there were some familiar faces of Luxi and others, but I didn't see Huang Zhongtian.
No one noticed me, I just stood in the crowd, I let the pouring rain wet me, and my eyes stared at the black and white photo on the tombstone for a moment!
"Lao Liu..."
I left, I went back to the Ruiming community, where Juanzi and I used to live.
The newsstand in the community has not been taken over since Uncle Zhang left, and now it has been converted into a small self-selling library.
It seems to me that everything seems so lonely and lonely!
The moment Xiao Hei returned to the Yang World, it also returned to the underworld, and Gao Mujuan was nowhere to be found.
I don't know what happened after that night, since Lao Liu's funeral, my mood is extremely complicated and heavy, and I don't dare to think about anything else!
I sat in the room all day, my chin covered with green stubble, and my clothes and hair were messy.
On the cupboard in front of me, it was the wedding dress that Juanzi wore on her body in the past, and my mind kept recalling the past pictures of the two, her moving, sweet, one-kneeled, proposing...
I didn't touch anything in the house, and I left the neighborhood the next night.
With my departure, a lock also firmly sealed these memories of me and Juanzi!
I arrived at the base, and the heavily armed guards recognized me and let me go.
Under the guidance of another base officer, I met Zhao Yuxin and several of his brothers!
Zhou Chen was also there, they were silent to each other, on the ground, it was messy with the wine bottles they had drunk and the cigarette butts they had stepped on, and they looked extremely decadent.
It seems that Lao Liu's death has dealt them a big blow.
"Zhao Yuxin, Zhou Chen!"
I called the two of them, and Zhao Yuxin and Zhou Chen looked up at me in surprise, as if they were a little surprised, but their eyes were a little red.
It's unimaginable that several big men buried their heads together and didn't say a word!
"What about Huang Zhongtian?" I asked.
Since the day of Lao Liu's funeral, I have never seen Huang Zhongtian, even if I came to the base, now Zhao Yuxin is all together, but Huang Zhongtian is the only one who can't help but sink in my heart!
Maybe it was because I asked very suddenly, or maybe it was because of Lao Liu, one of the men who looked more than Sven took off his glasses and shed a few lines of tears.
"What about Huang Zhongtian?"
Seeing that Zhao Yuxin and the others were silent, my heart tightened, and I couldn't help but increase my tone a little!
Seeing this, Zhou Chen shook his head slightly at me, and said: "Dashan, Liu Lao sacrificed, the funeral was held yesterday afternoon, that night after you entered the dry well, Liu Lao sacrificed himself with blood talisman blood in order to save us, and seriously injured the three-tailed mortal, and the yellow team he... He's..."
Zhou Chen and they didn't know that I had appeared on the day of Lao Liu's funeral, so when he finished talking about Lao Liu's sacrifice, my calm reaction looked very strange to everyone.
It's just that when Huang Zhongtian was mentioned, Zhou Chen paused, his expression a little sad and sad!
"What's wrong with Huang Zhongtian?" I say it again!
"Fang Dashan, you are still not human, do you have a heart!"
At this moment, Zhao Yuxin was furious, he grabbed my collar with both hands, punched me in the face, and said word by word: "Because of you, we risked our lives without complaining, because of you, Liu Lao sacrificed himself at the expense of blood, just to buy you time, because of you, the yellow team almost died, and now Liu Lao has sacrificed, but you don't feel the slightest guilt, you still have no humanity!" ”
As he spoke, Zhao Yuxin pushed me to the ground with anger in his eyes!
I didn't resist this, and under everyone's angry gaze, I slowly stood up and asked again.
"What's wrong with Huang Zhongtian?"
"You..."
Zhao Yuxin's eyes almost erupted with flames, he pointed at me, as if suppressing his emotions, and his clenched fist rattled!
"Senior brother, Dashan must be more sad than anyone else in his heart." Zhou Chen said.
"He's going to be hard
Has it been, will he be sad for a person who doesn't even have humanity, since the Su Rongrong incident, for so long, why do you think we will help you unconditionally, but Liu Lao will turn a blind eye to you? That's because of Liu Lao's idea, it was Liu Lao who asked us to help you without hesitation, Fang Dashan, you know it! ”
"Lao Liu, he... has been helping me..."
At this moment, after I listened to Zhao Yuxin's frank words, I suddenly lost my mind!
I admit that I hated Lao Liu, and when he first said that we had different morals and went against me, at that time, I really hated him and couldn't understand him.
From his deliberate indifference to me, deliberate grooming of me, and even confronting me.
Since then, I feel that Lao Liu and I are getting farther and farther apart, and we seem to be separated by a world!
But Lao Liu, no one knows your status in my heart, even if you are irreplaceable to me now.
A respected elder in my life, an old god stick I first knew!
Xu is Zhao Yuxin realized that what he said was too heavy, he suddenly sighed, and lit a cigarette: "Go and see him for the last time, he doesn't want to see anyone in the yellow team, if it were you, he would definitely see you, maybe you can see him for the last time." ”
...
Late at night, a bright moon, a few fallen leaves fluttering in the wind, in the moonlight, the refraction is the man's long and narrow figure.
This is Huang Zhongtian's residence, he is as quiet as Lao Liu, the place where he lives is relatively quiet, and there is only one private villa around him.
At this moment, Huang Zhongtian was sitting in a wheelchair, and his feet seemed to have lost the strength to move.
On his chest, the gauze wrapped around the formalities was faintly bleeding, and he looked into the distance, occasionally frowning, and it was very difficult to breathe!
"Don't you want to meet your brothers who were born and died?"
Under the moonlight, the woman's silhouette slowly appeared in the man's field of vision, it was Lucy, she took a glass of water and put it in Huang Zhongtian's hand, and her tone was calm.
In this regard, Huang Zhongtian didn't reply, and smiled bitterly: "People are going to die, what's the point of seeing and not seeing, it's just to increase emotions." ”
"Are you afraid to see their sad looks, like you don't want to go to Liu Lao's funeral?"
"Lucy, I really don't like you being too smart when you have time." Huang Zhongtian laughed and suddenly coughed.