The gentlest waiter White impermanence

When I first saw you coming out of the darkness, with that touch of vivid color, my eyes began to follow involuntarily.

You have a magical ability in you that can bring life to a silent soul. You can use laughter and laughter to dispel boundless loneliness.

Scarlet Baby......

I have heard Hades call you many times in private.

I will never be able to call it such an ambiguous name.

But you are also the treasure of my heart, maybe saying this, it will feel a little defiled with you, but ......

Scarlet clothes, you brought me color, brought me a sense of life.

When I took you to the world, you were like a wild horse that had escaped its grip, scurrying around, like a child, full of curiosity about everything.

In your eyes, it seems that everything is beautiful.

I remember the first time you came into contact with the food of the world, as long as it was something you could eat, you would send it to your mouth with a full light of eyes.

I couldn't laugh or cry, it was actually a little cute.

I haven't eaten the food in the world for a long time, and anyway, ghosts and immortals don't need to eat those whole grains.

What do you do if you eat things that are not beneficial to your cultivation?

You especially love red bean cakes, and every time you finish eating, you have to pack a lot back to the underworld, I smile bitterly, this is for fear that others will not know that I have taken you to the world......

You often say, "You have to get in touch with things in the world more and catch people's feelings." ”

Of course I know that this is just an excuse for you to want to go to the world to play, but I still ignore the rules of the underworld again and again and connive.

Unconsciously, my emotions seem to fluctuate with your mood, either sad or happy......

You may never know that every time you pass by my side, an unintentional glance back is enough to draw me to stand and stare for a long time.

Just like every time I press the little ghost back to the underworld, I will unconsciously look for that scarlet figure.

And every time I see you walking towards me, my heartbeat will inexplicably speed up......

Therefore, I choose to watch, I want to always guard the scarlet back, your smile, every action, has been engraved in my heart, even after a hundred lifetimes of reincarnation, it is difficult to erase.

Even so, waiting not far away can make me feel satisfied, because I know that without love and unlove, I just want to protect you.

Watching you put yourself in danger again and again for the sake of unrelated people, watching your thin body hold up a clear sky for the underworld.

My heart is aching, but with your character, who can say more?

You're so different, I've been worried, like you appeared in the underworld for no apparent reason. One day, will it suddenly disappear without a sound?

Later, you have experienced a lot of things, the smile that often hangs on your face is gone, and your lively and active personality has gradually worn out.

I know that you have a lot of things hidden in your heart, but I won't tell anyone, you are always like this, and you bear it silently alone.

I don't know when you started, you got used to sitting alone on the Nai He Bridge and talking to yourself, one sitting, it was most of the day, and I was under the Nai He Bridge, staring silently.

That time, I know, you're leaving the underworld.

I can't help but go to you, I want to ask, where are you going, will you come back......

"Where are you going, can you tell me?"

"I don't know, maybe it's just a casual walk, maybe, go home and see ......"

"Home......" I felt very bitter in my heart, and couldn't help asking, "Isn't this your home?"

You said: "Bi'an, you must guard this place, don't worry about him losing his temper, he doesn't care about business, now there are many things in the underworld, you ...... Don't get angry with him. ”

"Good. ”

I nodded, I will listen to whatever you say, I know that the underworld is a haven for you, and no matter how far you go, you will eventually return here.

Then I will guard this home for you and wait for you to come back.

In the end, you are gone, but you will never come back......

That ridiculous guardianship has become meaningless, I don't believe it!You said you would come back!How could you leave everything here behind, so many people who love you!?

I borrowed wine all day long to kill my sorrows, frantically looking for the crimson figure, but you are really gone, and the Yaoser Building is empty.

Scarlet, you are gone, all my tenderness, all my thoughts have nowhere to susten, then, I would rather fall in the dark than wake up, not return to the world without you.

In your dreams, you're still smiling......