Chapter 144: Crying and kneeling in front of Tang Mi's tombstone

"Brotherβ€”"

Long Yi was stunned.

Blame yourself, how to say such a big thing.

Hiding it in my heart and hiding it from him for three years, why do you want to say it!

Yan Junze breathed a sigh of relief, clasped Long Yi's arm tightly with both hands, and trembled in panic.

"How did Sugar Candy die? You're lying to me, aren't you? ”

"How is that possible!"

What should Long Yi say, he lowered his eyes, and a sad expression appeared on his face.

Whispering, in a trance, he didn't want to say any more.

"Brother, Tang Mi is really dead, died in the early morning of the day she disappeared three years ago, in a car accident, there was a car accident on Ziwan Avenue."

Yan Junze's body stiffened, and suddenly he shook off Long Yi with both hands, angry, "You're lying to me!" How could Sugar Candy die, she's already back, by my side. ”

Thrown back two steps and standing firm, staring at Yan Junze, Long Yi slowly reminded, "Brother, that's Lin Mi, not Tang Mi." ”

The corners of Yan Junze's mouth raised a trace of arc, a hideous arc, and his eyes were red and weird to look at Long Yi, and he suddenly laughed......

Long Yi panicked, feeling that his brother was crazy.

It wasn't until Yan Junze had a nervous breakdown and fainted that Long Yi helped him to the bedroom and called Qi Shaoren.

When he woke up, Yan Junze was lying on the bed, leaning on the pillow, his face pale.

He thought that thirteen years ago, Tang Mi had lived in his old mansion for three months and was leaving to go back to her home.

Yan Junze didn't want her to leave, but, after all, Tangtang was not from his family, and it was only a matter of time before he left.

He wanted Tang Mi to stay, but Tang Mi insisted on leaving.

He must have been afraid of being lonely and lonely, so he let her stay with him!

Still, he respected her decision.

He sat in the car and used the family driver to drive her back to his house.

Two months later.

She actually took the initiative to come to him.

For him, the happiest thing he can think of is that when he thinks about her, she happens to appear in front of him.

She sat in a chair and he peeled fruit for her.

She said, "It's my birthday, can you go to it?" ”

Yan Junze became happy and nodded again and again.

Her invitation, how could he not go.

On the second day, he, Long Yi, and Fu Tianyu accompanied Tang Mi to her house to celebrate.

That day was Yan Junze's happiest day since his mother passed away, because she smiled, smiled very happily.

On the night of her birthday, he still remembered accompanying her to watch the stars in her yard.

She said, "Brother Junze, it's good to know you. ”

And he also said, "Sugar Candy, I'm so happy to be your friend." ”

When she went back to sleep, he remembered saying to the night, "Sugar Candy, I like you!" ”

However, he laughed, and she did not hear.

These words came to mind, and Yan Junze suddenly couldn't control it.

Pulling back the memories, he was sad and overflowed with tears.

Long Yi was already standing at the door of his bedroom, looking at him with a heavy heart, not knowing what to say.

The air is quiet.

"Why are you hiding it from me?" Yan Junze looked over, his eyes full of sadness.

Long Yi didn't want to tell him, but he was worried that he would be like this at that time.

"I was afraid that you would be sad and sad, so I didn't tell you."

Long Yi knew that Tang Mi's death was a fact that could not be changed.

Sooner or later he will know.

Yan Junze's blank eyes looked at him so lifelessly.

"Brother, three years ago, you asked me to find Tang Mi, there was a car accident on Ziwan Avenue, and later I learned that it was Tang Mi, so I hid it from you, and also suppressed the news of the car accident that day." Long Yi said silently, he just hoped that Yan Junze could live hopefully.

After a long time, Yan Junze was unable to speak, "Where is she buried, take me to see her." ”

Long Yi's eyelids moved, he took a few steps closer, and his voice was hoarse, "Her home is behind the mountain." ”

Shallow Pond Town?

Yan Junze raised his eyes and stared at Long Yi deeply.

He regretted himself, knowing that her home was in Qiantang Town, why didn't he go to her house to look for her after she disappeared three years ago, maybe he could find the back mountain.

He shook his body with convulsions, and smiled sadly.

When he breathed a sigh of relief, he was going to see her.

Long Yi couldn't stop him, so he could only accompany him.

The back hill of the town of Qiantang.

Yan Junze, who was dressed in black, was holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand, and when he was a few steps away from the tomb, he couldn't move.

Sad, sad, he didn't want to see her name on the tombstone.

Yan Junze's eyes were dark, blocking all his feelings, leaving only a sad sneer.

He placed the flower in front of her tombstone and raised his head and sneered, "You don't trust me so much, you don't want to listen to my explanation and leave." ”

Letting the tears flow from the corners of his eyes, he looked down at her name on the tombstone, "So, you punish me like this, don't you?" I'll never see you, won't I? ”

Long Yi watched from the side, worrying about the pain in his heart.

Three years ago, when he learned that Tang Mi was dead, he knew that Yan Junze would be so sad that he couldn't stop it.

However, in the end, we still have to face it.

"Brother......

He called on him, trying to dissuade him.

Yan Junze was in a trance, and he was the only one talking to her, and all the voices in his ears were gone.

He couldn't hear Long Yi's consolation.

Kneel, heavily, he just wanted to apologize.

If it weren't for his fault that night three years ago, she wouldn't have left and wouldn't have died.

It's all his fault.

"Mier...... I know you can't forgive me even under the Nine Springs, don't you? ”

"It's all my fault, I once said that I will always love you alone, and now, you are dead, and my love is gone."

Touching the tombstone, her name.

He always thought that Lin Mi was her, and he was very sure that it was her.

It turned out that it was all wrong, and it was he who was deceiving himself.

Ridiculous, brutal truth.

"Mi'er, I'm sorry, my love is wrong, I thought she was you, I'm sorry."

Long Yi's heart was blocked, but he couldn't be dissuaded.

He knew that Yan Junze couldn't listen to him anymore.

He thought that when Lin Mi appeared, Yan Junze would forget Tang Mi and give all his love to Lin Mi.

He was wrong, Yan Junze always loved Tang Mi, even if there was such a Lin Mi, his love was given to Tang Mi.

It was only at this time that Long Yi understood that Yan Junze had always thought that Lin Mi was Tang Mi.

He hoped that Yan Junze could be happy and live happily, so Lin Mi appeared, he was worried that Fu Tianyu would snatch it away, so he arranged for Ling Mo to seduce Fu Tianyu, and he couldn't let Fu Tianyu get involved in the relationship between Yan Junze and Lin Mi.

However, things still couldn't go as he wanted, and Fu Tianyu still became the object of his worry and stepped in.

And Lin Mi, is she really in love with Yan Junze?

If so, why suddenly disappear.

If she didn't disappear, today, how could Yan Junze know that Tang Mi was dead.

He could have kept it a secret.

~~~

Tang Mi's home is right down the mountain.

That year, they came together to celebrate Tang Mi's birthday together.

That was the happiest day after several people got to know each other.

Long Yi remembered, Fu Tianyu remembered, and Yan Junze remembered.

In a secluded little garden, the vines climb all over the supports, sheltering from the scorching sun, supporting a cool and tranquil landscape.

But it was the trellis, but not the man sitting under the trellis, who was crying with red eyes for a while, and laughing to himself for a while.

Long Yi looked at it, and really didn't know how to comfort him.

Coming down from the mountain, Yan Junze stayed in the courtyard of Tang Mi's house, like petrified.

His mind was full of her smile on her birthday that year, a rare smile.

He remembered her smiling and saying to herself, "Brother Junze, thank you for accompanying me on this birthday, it's good to have you by my side." ”

It was the only time she said "thank you" to him, and he was heartbroken.

Sadly, I am not good enough.

If it was good enough, he would be able to stop his father from letting her leave, and she would be able to live in the Yan family.

However, my father would not allow it.

The air, as if at this moment, was silent, stagnant.

Under Long Yi's gaze, he only saw a stubborn man like a carving.

After a long time, he said worriedly, "Brother, your body is important. ”

Yan Junze's pupils were slightly inexplicable, but he didn't say a word anymore.

The moonlight is like water, gently sprinkled on the water surface, the breeze passes, there are bursts of silver ripples, and the night is as cool as water, just like the mood of the person by the boulder by the water.

On this lakeside, back then, on their birthdays, they skied and rested under the willow trees for snacks.

These are all good memories for them.

Long Yi watched quietly from the side, not leaving an inch.

And he, Yan Junze, has been on the side of the stone for more than an hour.

"Brother, it's so late, it's time to rest." Long Yi really wanted to drag him back to the house to rest.

was so depressed that he was really afraid that Yan Junze would fall again.

Yan Junze didn't look at him, just smiled wryly and shook his head, under the moonlight, his tall figure was reflected on the water, lonely and lonely.

Long Yi wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he didn't know what else he could say.

Quiet, except for the occasional cicada chirping and frog chirping in the bamboo forest in the distance, the surroundings were so quiet that there was no sound.

And then a long time.

Yan Junze's pupils returned to endless coldness.

It's like an iceberg, never reincarnated.

His body moved, without saying a word, and turned back and walked towards Tang Mi's house.

In the endless darkness of the night.

The car drove slowly down the neon-lit street road. Yan Junze drove the car, his eyes were cold and deep, and he was smoking cigarettes one after another.

Long Yi sat in the co-pilot seat and looked at him sideways the whole time.

At this point, it was one o'clock in the evening.

The streets of Qingze City are still dotted with neon lights.

The nightlife of the city that never sleeps is still going on.

Bars, nightclubs...... The city belongs to the entertainment nightlife of upper-class young people, which never ends.

In the bar of Shangle Clubhouse, the sound of energetic jumping music echoes, and the laser lights flicker, full of the madness of drunken gold fans.

Yan Junze parked the car and got out of the car directly.

Long Yi hurriedly got out of the car and grabbed him, "Brother, you have to rest." ”

Yan Junze shook him off, his voice was indifferent, with a hint of coldness, "You go away!" ”

"Brother!" Long Yi didn't let go, and even wanted to knock him out.

"I'll just say it once." Yan Junze looked at Long Yi, who was kind and persuasive, with an expressionless face.

"It's not early, rest early." Long Yi didn't care what he wanted, and grabbed his hand.

Under the confrontation, Yan Junze suddenly felt that his eyes were confused and he couldn't see clearly.

Man, at last, was too mentally exhausted and fainted.