After settling down Gu Qinglian and Ji Qing in the Jade Palace, Qianchen chose to slowly fall on the chaise longue and rest for a while.

She felt very tired.

Somehow, things turned out like this, as if there was something unnecessary that could be changed, and as if nothing could be changed.

I'm used to the pain in my back, so it's good to lie down slowly.

Qianchen did this, thinking to himself, he didn't see Yin Si when he came back this time.

That's it. She closed her eyes and told herself that he was the Lord of a Domain... There will be many such things in the future.

"Master." A small figure broke in, "Today is Tanabata." How did you come back? ”

Ah Li.

Qianchen raised his heavy eyelids, and his mouth was slurred: "Isn't it Qixi Festival... What's the matter..."Oh... It turns out that it's Tanabata... Time flies.

Gong Li blinked his bright eyes: "You forgot, Master promised Ah Li that he would go out to watch the lanterns with Ah Li at night!" Master... Don't go back..."

"How could Master regret it." Qianchen reluctantly tugged at the corners of his mouth, revealing a smile that Gong Li liked, "Ah Li will prepare a beautiful dress for Master, and let your brother Ah Ling prepare for it, and in another hour, Master will take Ah Li out." ”

Gong Li has lived in the Jade Palace since he was a child, and he really feels bored. Although it is said that all the good things of floating jade are supplied to the Jade Palace, there is no place in the Jade Palace that can accommodate a child's childhood.

One day, Qianchen will hand over the floating jade to him.

Seeing him bouncing away, Qianchen's mood relaxed a lot.

These old fellows are worried, but the children don't know what it means to be worried, and they only care about being happy. How wonderful. It would be nice if I could have grown up carefree at the beginning, but I wouldn't think of my childhood as bland, full of constraints and threats as I do now.

She has passed the age of happiness, but she has the ability to be happy.

Half-asleep and half-awake, Qianchen smiled bitterly. Thinking about it this way, the happiest time was when the May Alliance was her killing machine, every day was carefree, and the killing action was controlled by others, she just had fun with Yun Ao. Life went by so fast back then.

Now, an hour has passed.

"Ahh She felt as if she was sick. However, with her current cultivation, how could she get sick?

Qianchen smiled bitterly and got up, the person who stood at the top of the empire should never be tired.

When night falls, the lights shine brightly.

Although his body was a little heavy, Qianchen was happy and relieved in his heart.

Tanabata lantern viewing is a big event this year.

There are women, girls, children, and old people who come out to see the lanterns, and the street lamp stands are full of them, papier-mâché, bamboo-stripped, and all kinds of silk lanterns, red and pink; Whether it is a koi fish or a phoenix, the style is all exquisite, the colors are all bright and good-looking, Rao is a thousand dusts who have seen a big scene, and they can't help but praise it.

It is truly respectable to create such a subtle thing with one's own hands and wisdom without relying on spiritual power.

There are also people selling snacks on the street, selling fat pink hairpins, selling masks, and the fireworks in the distance light up the night sky, and the little girls exclaimed.

At this time, it is the fireworks of the prosperous era and the lights of thousands of homes.

"Shi Niang..."For some reason, Qianchen suddenly remembered Ning Yue, "Ah Ji... I don't want to become an immortal..."

"Master, Master!" Gong Li tugged at the corner of her clothes, pointed to the vendor on the side, and looked at Qianchen with sparkling eyes, "Ah Li wants to eat bean paste cake." ”

"Want to eat?" Qianchen smiled, "It just so happens that I want to too, let's go." ”

Qianchen saw that the old man selling bean paste cake wrapped the cake with green leaves and handed it to her, and couldn't help asking, "Old man, have you been doing well lately?" ”

"Moisturize." The old man smiled, "Miss try my bean paste cake, one top is delicious." Maybe I'll come to my old man in a little while and buy some more to take back to the house. ”

"Don't worry," Qianchen was also happy, "as long as it's delicious, I'll come here to find you in a while." ”

At this time, Gongli saw that there was a river lantern again, and begged Qianchen to go over and take a look.

"You, you," Qianchen followed him, and smiled helplessly, "It's not that I didn't give you money." Why do you want me to follow me everywhere? ”

"Ah Li, isn't this to make you happy." Gong Li pursed his lips, and then became happy again, "Let's go pick a river lantern to put Master!" ”

Qianchen smiled and grabbed him: "This river lantern is for people who have died." Who is Ah Li going to give it to? ”

"Hmm..."Gong Li raised his head and thought for a while, "There is!" To Ah Li's father! Tell them that Ah Li is fine now, and that Master will take care of him... Let them be okay too! ”

Qianchen's smile froze for a moment, and then continued to bloom: "Okay." Master also wants to let it go to his parents. Ah Li, can you buy me a lotus lantern? As for yourself, you can buy whichever you want. Master is waiting for you by the river. ”

Qianchen instructed Gong Li, and walked to the river... But I unexpectedly saw a familiar figure.

Yin Si? Is it Yinji?

Qianchen's brows furrowed, and he decided to get closer and take a closer look.

There was also a woman beside him.

Look at the height, not A Jiao.

Qianchen was almost certain that that person was definitely Yin Si! Wide shoulders, narrow waist, height and body type can never be wrong! Even the length of the hair is not bad at all! The clothes on his body are the ones he wears!

Qianchen's heart suddenly became chaotic.

The woman bent down to let go of a lamp, then straightened up and turned her head to say something to Yin Si. Yin Si also turned his head - this side face, can't run!

Qianchen quickly turned around, his breathing already shortened.

Calm down... Calm down... What if it's just his friend or... Sister... Sister or something, don't get him wrong... Qianchen tries to calm her mind.

"Master, Master, the lamp has been bought." Gong Li tugged at the placket of his clothes and looked at her timidly.

"Ah Li..."Qian Chenqiang smiled, hiding the uneasiness and disappointment in his heart, "Master is in a hurry, so I can't go and put the lights on." Can Ah Li help Master let go? Will you come back with Brother Aling? Master... I'm going to go back first. ”

Gong Li looked at her strangely and nodded: "Okay." Ah Li will follow Ah Ling's brother closely. ”

The expression on Qianchen's face was a little out of control, so he had to control the muscles of his face and continue to instruct Gong Li: "Ah Li, I... I'm really sorry, Master, there's something really going on... You're going to come back early... Master will ask Sister Jiao to come to you. Stay safe. ”

Thousands of dust fell into the wilderness and fled.

She didn't know why she was running away.

You can go over and say hello generously, and then put Yin Si on the fire to roast him, and see how he explains and "introduces" himself.

But instead of doing so, she ran away.

What do you run! Qianchen hated himself for not being angry.

After taking away Ah Jiao, a person gritted his teeth and stomped his feet, and even broke a teapot, two teacups, and split a table in half with his empty hands.

Qianchen grabbed his hair, feeling in pain and exhausted.

If you look at yourself, you look like a crazy woman. It's no wonder that Yin Si ignored her.

It's weird to ignore her!

Qianchen covered her face and cried - how did she become like this? She wasn't like this before... She had done something wrong in the first place... shouldn't have killed Gongli's father... In other words, there should be no palace left... She shouldn't be with Yin Si, she can't control this kind of man at all, at most she is sold and still counts the money for him... She may have made a desperate bet and followed Yun Ao all the way to the black... None of it will be like it is today!

No... No... No... You can't regret it... Qianchen desperately adjusted his breathing, you made the decision in the first place, and you had to bear the consequences of your choice...

Your life... Wasn't it ruined a long time ago?

She was ruined when she was sent to the Wu Clan, and even, when she was born as the eldest daughter of the patriarch of the Medicine Clan, she was ruined... I can't even see the end of the day... Living like this, maybe it's better to be reincarnated?

Reincarnation? What to cast. Where does the sin have a chance to start over. It's just to weaken your soul for no reason, so that you can't get closer to being superborn...

It's really too much, it's just that I don't have the right to choose life, and now I don't even have the right to choose death...

Qianchen suddenly felt hopeless.

Cultivation is hopeless, life is hopeless, love is hopeless, and the future is hopeless.

She looked up, as if she could see through the roof, straight up to the sky.

It's a wonderful world. But does a person like her, who is as fragile as a cicada's wing, really deserve to live? She was ignorant along the way, inexplicably became a puppet, inexplicably killed many people, and absorbed a lot of cultivation... Others think she's ruthless, she's just cruel.

Qianchen patted the storage bag, and a row of wine jars of different sizes appeared on the floor, which she had treasured for decades.

Let's get drunk. Maybe when you wake up, everything will be fine. There won't be any problems... Don't be afraid... As long as you're willing to let go, nothing can hurt you... You're a loser...

Qianchen opened the sealed altar, and the aroma of wine overflowed.

She heroically raised the jar and poured the clear liquor into her mouth, who said that her daughter could not drink spirits!

Qianchen felt hot on his face, and he didn't know if he was drunk or if tears were falling.

No one can save her from the mire. Or isn't everyone struggling in the mire?

Qianchen cried and laughed, crying that his life was miserable, and laughing at himself for being ridiculous.

Is she the only one in the world?

Why is she the only one like this?

Is it the retribution that befell her because she has done too many bad things?

But before she was sent to the Wu Clan, she was also a good girl, could it be that she did bad things in her previous life, and she has to bear these now?

Qianchen clenched the placket on his chest, and the strength of his fingers had already grasped the flesh... Perhaps only in this way can her heartache be relieved.

Oh my God, why did it hurt so much that she couldn't stop crying?

Qianchen's eyes showed a blankness.

She couldn't see where she was going.

It's better to die!

A dangerous thought came to Qianchen's mind.

She suddenly remembered that her storage bag seemed to have a soul-sucking knife.