"Yes, yes!"

I wish he would promise me, I didn't expect it to be so easy, I'm ready, the second plan, it seems that I don't need it at all, before lunch is over, that little brother came to me again, nervous, my mother seems to like him more when she sees him, is it really because of me? I can't say for sure, but I'm still looking forward to the next time I meet Chang Yuqi.

When I took a nap at noon that day, I secretly wrote down that diary in my mother's office, and it can't be said to be a diary, because this time it's longer than an ordinary diary, and this story from the time I met the long period during college and then to my death, just like a mythical story, of course, I didn't write it again in my second life, and the story ended after a whistle, that is the story of me and Chang Yuqi, because he has given me a lifetime of meaning in life, and others say so, But I can't say that, because in my life, he still has an influence on me, like every time I see him, I hate him so much, so this time I met him, I just want him to know, I know that I still exist in this world and not the bed bug he always hated before has died, I still remember the nicknames he used to give me, he made the whole academy call me that, and he was afraid that other people didn't know and specifically said what kind of bent bed bug, Then put my photo, since that time almost no one in the whole college wants to be friends with me, I originally participated in a scooter, I like skateboarding, although the family can't afford it, but there is a skateboarding club in the school, but skateboarding is provided for free, there will be a skateboard day every week, since his time, I was also kicked out by the skateboarding club, he said that the scooter club does not welcome me like this, look at how people who can't handle this kind of interpersonal relationship are worthy of staying in their scooters, After that time, Chang Yuqi joined the scooter, I know that he has not been interested in it all along, probably because he is angry with me, in front of me, I lost him so easily can get. This time, I also want him to taste it, and what he easily gets, in fact, is nothing at all, and I can easily drive it away for him. I've never been a generous person, and from now on, since I went to elementary school, Aunt Jiang began to tell me a lot of life truths, I know those, I'm just not convinced, I always feel how they bullied me before, why I have the conditions in my life, and they have the capital to tell me these big truths, wash my brain, let me let go of those hatreds, I don't want to, although I haven't told them what kind of pain I have suffered before, I think if it is put on any person, None of them will forgive those who used to be violent to me.

When I wrote those stories on the desk next to my mother, I cried while writing, I didn't cry, because I felt that I was already a mature adult, and it would be the same for another life, I cried out What is it called, it's been so long, it's been a few years, maybe Chang Yuqi has long forgotten about me as a person, maybe he didn't forget that he bullied him for 4 years, how could he forget it so easily, that was too unfair to him, let him bully him so much for 4 years, it can also be said to be his glorious deeds, No one is going to debunk him, how lucky he is, that's what I used to think, I always think it's good to be a creative bride, there is a boyfriend who loves him and can never see his dark side, and he can bully others unscrupulously in the dormitory, no classmate will stand up and accuse him, because he looks good, isn't there a saying that appearance is justice? Because he is good-looking, boys don't like me, and his boyfriend always thinks that he is always cute and generous, and I am always blamed by others because I am ugly and fat, and all the faults will be blamed on me. When I appear in front of them, I can say that I am wasting air and obstructing their vision, because I don't think it makes any sense, my family conditions are not good, I can't study, I can't get in shape, I can't grow up, and I can't speak.

As I finished writing this story, I looked back at my mother, and I thought I might really have to thank this woman, and if she hadn't given me all this, I might not have been able to get out of this breath for the rest of my life. After I closed the diary after writing, I didn't think about it when I wrote this story, what kind of reaction the teacher would have if he saw my diary, and I don't know if he would read this diary to the whole class at that time. I always feel that Shu Peipei has something to do with the things in my previous life, but I'm still young now, and my mother won't let me go too far, so I can't find out what happened in my last life, and in that city, I don't know if anything has happened since I left, so I can only endure Shu Peipei's life experience, and he won't tell me, and I don't plan to get anything out of his mouth, if he is really reborn like me, then he should be as smart as me, He won't let anyone notice the slightest hint of him.

"Ah Xing, didn't you sleep at noon today?"

"Mom, I'm writing in a journal."

After my mother asked me a word, he turned around and went to sleep again, the company has been very busy in the past few days, he often asked me to stay with him in the company for a noon, it happened that Aunt Jiang also had something at home, so I could only return home at night. This is not a big deal, I still have some doubts about things at home, but now I have encountered a very good way, I think those things at home can be put aside again, first take revenge on the previous life, even if I die earlier in this life, it doesn't matter, anyway, this evil breath is out, especially that Chang Yuqi, finally there is such a condition, I have to suppress it, otherwise I am too sorry for the suffering I suffered before.

At noon, the weather was quite hot, I was quite bored sitting in the office, and watching my mother fall asleep, I couldn't bear to disturb her, knowing that they were quite tired every day, so I secretly ran to the hall on the first floor to find an easy way, I just went down the hall and saw Chang Yuqi and Jing Banfan together, he also saw me, maybe he wouldn't recognize me, and it was impossible to recognize me.