Chapter 10143 Xiaoxi tastes life helplessly Cuiquan felt the distance between the two
Life is always a humorous existence, and it is full of all kinds of ironic charm. Sun Xiaoxi can profoundly experience that there are two different development directions between himself and Shi Lei, and now Shi Lei is a lot stronger, and it seems that he doesn't need anyone's distress and pity, there have already been changes between them.
Although as the saying goes, thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, for Sun Xiaoxi, he really can't accept Shi Lei's show-off performance because he has money and a loving family. This is simply a kind of destruction and irony for her strong woman character, she has read books for so many years, and there is no way to endure being weaker than others.
But now Sun Xiaoxi is the person who earns the least money at home, and his state is completely different from before. In the past, Shi Lei only relied on real estate to earn that money, which was basically comparable to Sun Xiaoxi's monthly salary, but now with the support of his family, it is natural that the monthly money is not a problem at all. Sun Xiaoxi was also reduced to having to ask Shi Lei for some money every month to maintain her material life, Shi Lei always made her feel superior, and Shi Lei's time with him became much less than before.
Sun Xiaoxi saw that Shi Lei was so irritable and eager at the beginning this time, but when there were those clear answers, the fact that no one would help him at all spread out like this, he didn't blame others, but felt that all this was actually normal, and he learned to sigh all this, cherishing that he had such a beautiful family to love him, Sun Xiaoxi and her parents have been thinking about how to help each other, hoping that Shi Lei can get through all the difficulties, all of which are things he is looking forward to.
This kind of expectation is really so earnest, and for the people around him, Shi Lei really saw them clearly, and the people around him also had a new view of Shi Lei, that unique feeling is really very special, many people can have some feelings, feel that Shi Lei is really finished now, he has reached this age and is still so developed, and now he has become nothing, what a sad thing, everyone has the attitude of watching the play, and maintains the relationship with the state of acting on the spot.
After Shi Lei knew what the people around him were like, he also felt that this was not a bad thing, in fact, it was normal, if he was at this time, he hoped that he could have some feelings and persevere, after all, even if he was not a coach in that place now, he would still be able to have his own store, and no matter how he lowered his head and begged others to return this store to him, then maybe he would be in a better state, and when he became excellent, all everyone saw was his success. As for the process, even if he lowered his head, he was willing.
Cuiquan finally strengthened his beliefs, so that he must bravely face life without Jiang Yunzhe, thinking that if there is no Jiang Yunzhe's existence, maybe he can still live a good life, and even if Jiang Yunzhe really goes out to work hard, if he is very weak, he will look down on himself even more when he comes back when he is strong, of course, Cuiquan will not let that happen, if he becomes stronger, even if there will be some accidents in the marriage, there will be nothing at all.
In addition to her formal work, she began to take on a lot of part-time jobs, words make her feel happy, but just devoting herself to the charm of words, there will be a lot of regrets, such as many things in life are not only words can record and describe, she likes to be a recorder of nature, go to many places to do some shooting, under her camera, so many scenery all seem so aura, nature's magic workmanship, for her are some rewards, These records made her feel how proud she was to be able to live in this beautiful nature, life should have color, and that color was vividly recorded in the camera, but it still made Cuiquan very moved.
Because of so much work, it has made her more hobbies, and her mood has become a lot more stable, she can arrange the details of her life very naturally, which is really a better thing for him, Cuiquan's state has become better and better, and because of some achievements in taking pictures, people around her have begun to praise her lifelike under the camera, and people who are good at recording beautiful people always make people around her feel that she must be a kind and lovely little girl.
Cuiquan took the opportunity to take pictures to meet a lot of friends, but also more appreciate the surrounding scenery, such appreciation for Cuiquan is also a kind of ability to relax their minds, such relaxation is very necessary for Cuiquan, she likes her current appearance, confident and able to approach nature, understand what the surrounding things are like, can naturally face everything, life is no longer a bad thing, she can become her own master, to understand a lot of things and things, Life suddenly got momentum.
I thought that if I put up with it, things would get better, I didn't have to think about so many things at all, and I couldn't affect my mood because of a person who didn't really have anything to do with her, she had been comforting herself. But once the mother-in-law actually buried Cuiquan's parents, Cuiquan secretly recorded the mother-in-law's face, and then quarreled with her.
Jiang Yunzhe knew that after the two people had a disagreement, the whole person collapsed a little, he had to accept all kinds of pressure at work, he had just found a company with a good salary and jumped ship, he was called by others, and when he returned home, he found that there was a quarrel, naturally he couldn't stand it, and shouted loudly at Cuiquan, and the child was scared and cried when he heard it, and Cuiquan's heart began to become cold.
Cuiquan had already made up her mind to be a single mother, and decided to muster up the courage to face everything, but she didn't expect that at the end, Jiang Yunzhe would change her mind and agree to give Jiang Yunzhe a new chance, but this kind of opportunity is too fortunate for Cuiquan, after all, the child can have a father, and although Jiang Yunzhe can't understand the real importance of the child now, but thinking that Jiang Yunzhe will naturally understand all this in the future, and treat his child will definitely pass. She didn't have too many thoughts, thinking about Jiang Yunzhe's goodness before, she naturally tolerated and forgave all this.
After Jiang Yunzhe came back this time, he still had a minimum sense of guilt at first, but then this guilt slowly disappeared, he was like a different person than before, and I don't know why, he didn't let Cuiquan do anything before, but now that Cuiquan is pregnant, he asked Cuiquan to do a lot of things, such a request made Cuiquan dare to be angry and dare not speak, she was very tired every day, but Jiang Yunzhe would always say that she needed to exercise more, and she did it for her good, Cuiquan was helpless, can only endure without making any response, this situation makes Cuiquan feel more or less desperate when the dawn comes, this desperate mood, but can only be suppressed by one person, and then continue to do psychological construction for himself, so that he can calm down as soon as possible, so that he can make himself less stressed, Cuiquan did not receive the same treatment from Jiang Yunzhe when she was pregnant, and the pressure on the whole person is also very great, thanks to her carefulness everywhere, Paying out of pocket to supplement nutrition can make children grow up healthily.