Chapter 50: Lightening the Burden? There are no doors

When it comes to thick-skinned things, Yun Mi is called second, and Jiang Junxian feels that no one dares to call him first.

Because Yunmi wants to repay the money, even if Yunmi doesn't supervise, Tang Ruo will incarnate as a "second-generation Yunmi", chattering and urging people to work. Because there were few people in the store, she also privately put on a puppet suit and printed a bunch of small flyers, which were distributed all over the street.

If Jiang Junxian didn't know that Tang Ruo couldn't tell any lies, he would have thought that this was a trick set up by the two of them, just to force him to be busy with a big spinning top.

Jiang Junxian was very busy, and he couldn't even reply to a few messages on a busy day.

He was originally a well-known confidant "big brother" in the patient group, but because of Yunmi, the group of people suddenly couldn't get the news of Jiang Junxian and fell into a daze.

Their emotional trash can has completely become a trash can, and they have become the same as ordinary people, and they will only reply briefly and perfunctorily. There is no more heart-warming comfort.

Kang Junxian explained his situation in the group, saying that he was busy as a singer and a store manager, and he was really busy.

Then he discovered an unbelievable fact.

Some questioned whether he was ill, others felt that he was starting to become hypocritical.

I actually started to love money.

"Is there anything wrong with that?"

Kang Jun Hyun asked.

Doesn't a person need money to live? Is there anything wrong with him working hard to earn money on his own.

Someone copied the definition of depression and wanted to debunk his "disguise".

Depression, perennial depression, hopelessness in life. Why does a normal depression suddenly love life so much? Eight achievements are pretended.

Jiang Junxian remembered that these people were all sixteen, seventeen or eighteen-year-old children.

Because he was very miserable and difficult at this age, he felt abandoned by the world. Now that he has grown up and has experience, he hopes that he can feel empathy and help them feel easier, and he doesn't want them to get into the quagmire as well.

However, today he realized that the so-called empathy may not really exist.

He couldn't understand what they were thinking, and maybe never did.

Kang Jun Hyun looked at their words and sensed a terrible fact.

They don't seem to think it's a disease, it's wrong, but they are proud of it, proud of it, and feel that they have become a special group in this world.

They vent their dissatisfaction with the world, unfairness, and trivial things.

Jiang Junxian suddenly felt strange.

He seems to be getting farther away from this circle, and that sense of commonality is also decreasing.

The words that used to make him pitiful and painful have become pale and even ridiculous.

They have never even done some things, and they easily think that they can't do it without the intention of trying.

Although Kang Jun Hyun also thought this way a long time ago. But after getting used to the life he has now and taking on so much pressure, he began to think that he might not be bad.

Some people praise him for his good singing, some people praise him for his good looks, say that his tea is delicious, and some people come to tell him stories.

Jiang Junxian wanted to persuade him, but he didn't know why, and he couldn't say anything. He silently closed the group and found that there were many people chatting with him privately.

He was very impressed by one of the people with lotus heads, this is a big sister who was severely depressed for three years and committed suicide several times because of the blow of her feelings. She often said in a coming-over tone in the group that depression is not terrible, and it is good to go ashore. Life is good.

At that time, she always used a mature tone to persuade the children in the group, wait, wait.

Jiang Junxian clicked in and found that this sister had said to him: Congratulations, you are going ashore.

Ashore?

He was in a trance, and then he understood what this sister meant by waiting at that time.

What are you waiting for?

Wait until he steps out of his original circle of life, out of those painful days. Wait until maturity, wait until relief.

He pursed his lips and replied heavily, "Thank you."

My sister replied to him: Drugs are addictive, if you can, try to get rid of them. You can do it.

Sister: Sunshine, it's warm.

Jiang Junxian remembered the day when he signed the contract and waited for the boss to move out, Yun Mi held his chin and suddenly looked back at him, and smiled slightly: "The sun is warm, isn't it?" ”

Jiang Junxian didn't know why, he felt that the faint light that day suddenly fell on Yun Mi, she was in the warmth, she was warm.

Yun Mi was woken up by Jiang Junxian early in the morning, couldn't open his eyes, and went downstairs in slippers in a daze.

"What's the matter?"

Jiang Junxian looked at her dress. Yun Mi didn't know how to sleep, her hair exploded, and it was a mess. That's really not an outsider, it's messy, where is the shy look when I bumped into him at the beginning.

Jiang Junxian grabbed her shoulder and shook it.

Yun Mi looked at him like a madman: "What are you doing?!" ”

"I ask you if you know anything about me."

Kang Jun Hyun is the affirmative sentence used.

Yun Mihu glanced at him suspiciously: "Of course I know." I've answered this question, if you want to be a cooperative friend, you must find out the bottom carefully, right? ”

Jiang Junxian also understood, but he just wanted to ask clearly.

"I have depression."

Kang Junxian said.

Yun Mi chuckled in his heart, the number of times he confessed his illness so bluntly in his life was only a handful.

Yun Mi glanced at the eighty percent abandonment value above his head with trepidation, and asked, "And then?" ”

Kang Jun-hyun choked in his throat.

Yun Mi glanced him up and down, and slowly folded his arms: "Don't think that if you say that you have a problem, I will reduce the burden on you, there is no door." ”

"In my eyes, you're much more reliable than those guys. Maybe it's a little different, after all, you have more advantages than them. Such a talent, it would be a fool not to squeeze me. ”

Jiang Junxian frowned: "Advantages? ”

"Hardworking, talkative, and considerate. Pure kindness. Of course, I also knew that you had depression, so I decided to cooperate with you. ”

This is something that Jiang Junxian had never guessed, and he had a blank expression on his face: "Why?" ”

In the eyes of many people, depression cannot withstand the blow, and it is as fragile as glass. Pretentious, disease-free**, avoided.

"Because I know you won't hurt me."

Yun Mi said: "How can a person who even blames himself for the mistakes made by others stretch out his knife to others." ”

"The main thing is that many painters, writers, and musicians have more or less this problem. I don't think you like to draw, so you bet on writing and making music. ”

Yun Mi put his hands behind his back and raised his toes: "How about it, I'm smart!" ”

Proud like a little peacock.