Chapter 355 Countless Explanations
I know, you don't need to explain it to me, this kind of thing, between us ......"
Ye Anning didn't continue, but changed his words, and said, "Actually, you and I are just a contractual relationship, I can't control you so much, including who you like, and whoever you love is also your freedom, but...... I still want to ask you for one thing......"
At this point, her voice grew lower and lower, and she didn't know how to speak.
Gu Nanyan paused, then reached out and pinched her shoulder, just about to say something, but before he could speak, he was robbed by Ye Anning again.
"I want to ask you to take some time out every day this week to stay at home and accompany Old Man Yang, his health is dying...... You also know that his last wish in this life is to see that we are good, so you won't be able to go home this week anyway...... Just this week...... Not with me...... Is it okay to accompany Yang Lao? ”
Ye Anning's speech was very fast, she didn't dare to speak out for fear that she would hesitate.
"Well, I promise you." Gu Nanyan nodded solemnly, the hand holding her waist tightened for three points, and then said, "An Ning...... I'll be sure to explain it to you about Anna, and I hope you don't get me wrong. ”
When the words fell, Ye Anning shook his head and smiled, "I've said it many times, it's just a contractual relationship between us, you don't need to explain it to me...... You don't have anything right or wrong to be worthy of me or anything like that, these are things that you want me to do, it's a sale, it's nothing. ”
Ye Anning deliberately pretended not to care at all, but no one knew that when she said these words, her heart was dripping blood.
Hearing her say this, Gu Nanyan only felt empty in her heart, and opened her mouth to say something more, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't open her mouth anymore.
Ye Anning didn't speak again, but turned his head away, and a strange silence filled the two of them.
The door of Old Man Yang's house suddenly opened, and I saw him turn his wheelchair and walk to the door, beckoning to Gu Nanyan.
"Xiao Gu, you come with me."
"Are you feeling okay now?" Ye Anning saw that Old Man Yang's face was a little pale, and couldn't help but speak.
"I'm okay, I don't feel anything haha?" Old Man Yang only waved his hand at her, then looked at Gu Nanyan again, and said again, "Xiao Gu, come here, I have something to tell you." ”
"Okay grandpa." Gu Nanyan touched Ye Anning's head, gave her a reassuring look, and then walked towards Old Man Yang's hut.
The two of them stayed in the house for about half an hour, and they didn't know what they were saying.
Ye Anning has been playing with Xiao Baozi outside, but her mood is so chaotic that she can't concentrate.
It wasn't until Xiao Baozi opened her mouth that she came back to her senses, "Mommy...... What happened to you. ”
"Mommy's fine." Ye Anning hurriedly smiled, and her words were a little cramped.
"Oh...... That...... Is Grandpa Yang leaving us? Although Xiao Baozi shouldn't have asked this question, he couldn't help it, so he still opened his mouth.
Ye Anning couldn't help but be stunned in place, and her heart stopped beating instantly.
It was also at this moment that Ye Anning understood that Ye Ruichen understood everything, and he seemed to be no longer a child.
Thinking of this, her eyes turned red instantly, she reached out and touched Xiao Baozi's head, and it took a while to control her choked throat and said, "Chenchen, you heard Mommy say that Grandpa Yang will not leave us, what about him, he will just go to another world, where there is food, drink and clothing, life is very happy, maybe we can't meet in the past few decades, but we will meet again in that world in a few decades, okay?" ”
Xiao Baozi nodded and nestled into Ye Anning's arms, "Well, when that time comes, Chenchen will have to play chess with grandpa." ”
Ye Anning didn't speak anymore, but reached out and hugged Ye Ruichen into his arms, feeling his body temperature, tears pouring down.
She can persuade children, but she can't persuade herself.
After about half an hour or so, Old Man Yang and Gu Nanyan came out of the house.
Old Man Yang obviously had a tired look on his face, and Gu Nanyan's expression was also serious.
In fact, Ye Anning didn't have to think about it, and probably knew what they said in the house, mostly about the matter between herself and Gu Nanyan.
It's just that at this time, she can't ask anything anymore, so she can only control her expression, quickly wiped the tears in her eyes, gave a gentle smile to Old Man Yang, and then walked towards him, "Grandpa, are you tired?" If you're tired, shall we go home? ”
However, Old Man Yang only shook his head and said, "I agreed with Xiao Gu, I will stay here tonight, and I will go back tomorrow." ”
Ye Anning instinctively wanted to refuse, but as soon as she spoke, she felt Gu Nanyan hold her wrist.
"I have already discussed it with Elder Yang, let's respect Elder Yang's idea first, and wait until tomorrow, and then it's not too late to take him home." As he spoke, Gu Nanyan also patted her on the back, trying to reassure her.
Hearing this, Ye Anning opened his mouth, even if he wanted to say something, he couldn't open his mouth after all, so he only nodded.
At this time, it is still necessary to respect Old Man Yang's ideas.
The three of them stayed with him for a while, and then they went home, and when they left Cang'er Village, Ye Anning turned his head to look at Old Man Yang's room again, and his heart was full of emotions.
On the way back, Xiao Baozi was so tired that he fell asleep because he had been playing for a day.
Ye Anning was also very sleepy, but she couldn't sleep when she was lying on the co-pilot, and her eyes were full of the smile that Old Man Yang left her at the end.
She was really afraid that this parting would be the last time.
Hurriedly slapped himself in the heart, Ye Anning, Ye Anning, can't you think of something good? Old Man Yang has always been true to his word, since he said that he will go home tomorrow, he will definitely go back, you don't have to think nonsense!
After arriving home, Gu Nanyan carefully put Ye Ruichen in his room, probably because he was too tired from playing, so he didn't wake him up when he picked him up and put him on the bed.
Ye Anning sat on the sofa, looking at the TV cabinet in front of her in a daze, even Gu Nanyan had already walked to her side, but she didn't notice it.
An unexplained silence slowly dispersed between the two, and a silent atmosphere floated in the air, and no one spoke.
At such a time, neither of them knew what to say.
It wasn't until they went to bed at night that the two of them had a slight movement.
Ye Anning resolutely chose her room, she felt that the matter had come to this, and when the contract expired, she would return to Cang'er Village, after all, Anna was back, and there was no need for her to occupy Gu Nanyan's room anymore, it was not clear or good.
But she didn't want to, she hadn't just walked into her room when she was grabbed by Gu Nanyan's arm.
"Don't go." The simple two words did come out of Gu Nanyan's mouth, but it didn't seem like he said it, this tone was no different from his usual tone on the surface, but Ye Anning heard a hint of begging.
It was as if he was begging her not to go.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but shake my head in my heart, how is this possible? It's mostly because she heard it wrong or thought too much.
Turning his head and smiling at Gu Nanyan, he said, "When the contract is over, I will be in Cang'er Village, and Grandpa Yang is not at home today, so let's sleep separately." ”
However, Gu Nanyan didn't have the slightest intention of sleeping separately from him, and after hearing this, he took her directly into his arms with a force in his hand.
Ye Anning was frightened by his sudden action, and couldn't help but exclaim.
Instinctively, he wanted to struggle, but for some reason, he lost his strength at this moment, and let him pull himself into his arms.
Perhaps, she is also a little greedy for this embrace.
"Don't leave me, okay?" After a while, I heard Gu Nanyan's voice appear in his ears, like a baby's whisper, his voice was very low, and he seemed to be trembling slightly.
For a moment, Ye Anning was in a trance.
She couldn't even believe that this voice came from Gu Nanyan's mouth, she had never heard him speak in such a tone.
Is he really afraid of losing himself? If that's true, then why would Anna still appear? So why did he go so desperately to find her......
Thinking of this, his slightly softened heart became heavy and hard again, and he smiled bitterly, it was all fake.
I was just a consolation to Anna in his absence.
Now that Anna is back, she just hasn't found her yet, and when he finds her completely, he'll be completely forgotten......
Thinking of this, he took a deep breath and reached out to push his arms away.
Still smiling politely, he shook his head at him and said, "Mr. Gu, please show respect, you said that you kept your distance in private." ”
After saying that, he turned around and went back to his room, and slowly closed the door.
At the moment when he turned his back to the door, tears rained down.
Is she willing? She was reluctant.
Does she want to lose? She was afraid of losing.
But...... Is it useful to be afraid? Useless.
The only thing she can do now is to face her fear, face the pain, just like she did five years ago, and she will always get through it.
Ye Anning didn't know how long she had been in front of the door, so she slowly got up and walked to the bathroom, washed her face like a jujube, and looked up at herself in the mirror.
Pallor.
There have been so many things that have happened in the past two days, one after another crashing into her heart, and she has tried her best to control herself, but probably her self-control is not strong enough, and she is always on the verge of collapse.
I stared at myself in front of the mirror for a while, and then I went back to bed.