Volume 3 Dream Clinic 039 - Letting go is liberation

Luo Cheng, Luo Cheng, you said that we should never be separated, why did you insist on leaving me despite my obstruction.

She couldn't tell whether it was the pain in her body or the pain in her heart, she only felt a chill and tiredness hit her heart, and she wanted to find a place to sleep forever and never wake up again; I really want to keep nestling in his arms, so she won't be cold anymore.

She flew aimlessly, getting more and more tired and sleepy, until she could no longer fly and fell headlong. It was so warm, like it was his embrace, and she closed her eyes in contentment.

After more than 100 years of changes, she was buried deep under the desert until she recently woke up and broke through the sand.

Xi Xi and the orange cat retreated, at this time Xianying was slowly waking up, tears had crawled all over her face, she seemed to be still immersed in the moment of Luo Cheng's death, unable to extricate herself.

"Xianying?" Xi Xi tried to call her name.

She opened her eyes and said excitedly, "Help me!" ”

Xi Xi looked at her, shaking her head despite the flood of her compassion.

"Why!" She stood up angrily, "I've told you everything about it, I just want to see Luo Cheng again, even if it's just in a dream!" I want him to see me in human form, I want him to see me flying high, I want to tell him that all worries are unnecessary. Why? I'm just trying to dream, it's easy for you, why don't you want to help me! ”

She spread her wings, and the raging fire surrounded her again, Xi Xi could feel it, as long as she was a little dissatisfied with her words, she would do it. After hundreds of years of accumulation, her strength has improved significantly, and the orange cat in her heyday is not her opponent at all, which means that she is likely to die in this dream.

"And then?" She was bold and very sincere, "Xianying, do you really need a dream to be fulfilled?" No, you will want more, you will be more miserable, you will want more dreams, and more dreams will bring you more pain. It's not that I don't want to help you, if I can really help you, I Xi Xi has no hesitation, but this is not helping you, it is harming you, it will make you never be able to get out of the sadness of losing Luo Cheng! ”

The flames on her body slowly dimmed, Xi Xi knew, she listened.

"Xianying, if you are an ordinary human being, Xiao Tang and I can help you and make you have a sweet dream, and you can even live your life contentedly in your dream and die with a smile. But you are an immortal bird, or the best of them, you are immortal and immortal, and you will only fall into the cycle of endless suffering. ”

"I can go to him." She was not loud, but she was resolute.

"Are you still going to hurt him?" Xi Xi unceremoniously broke her illusions.

"What did you say!" All at once, the flames burst forth again.

"Xianying, although the words that Xiao Tang said to you are not good, I think he is right, and he said those ugly words for your good." Xi Xi persuaded bitterly, "Even I, an outsider, can see that Luo Cheng is the reincarnation of Cheng Wei, although they seem to be two completely different people, they give people the same feeling." And if there is an unfinished relationship, the surname of the previous life will be the name of this life, which is called karma, and it is to go for the past life but the relationship. ”

"Not only Luo Cheng and Cheng Wei, all the lovers you have met are the same person, the reincarnation of the person you first fell in love with. When he died, you, as a sacred bird, wept for him and burned with him in the fire, so that you formed an inextricable bond. If this relationship is not well resolved, it will be repeated all the time. Xi Xi was surprised why he knew so much, but it was not surprising to see the evil smile of the orange cat on the side.

"Why should I resolve it, I just want to love him for the rest of my life, why should I resolve it?" Her words were still persistent, but her tone seemed less confident.

Xi Xi suddenly understood, as a divine bird, how could she not understand the mystery of this, but the authorities were fascinated, she was obsessed with the love she wanted, and she didn't want to understand, she needed someone to wake her up.

"Xianying, because of your tears, because of your funeral, he owes you a love, if you can't pay it back, he will always owe you, and there will always be a bad relationship with you. If you are a mortal, you will stay together for a lifetime in the second life, and you will pay it off, but you are a god, you will not die, and in each life, he owes you more, and he has a lifetime of bonds with you, and the deeper your love, the more pain you have. In addition, he was cursed by your people, and he could have died a good life, but because he chose to be with you, he died at a young age in two lives, do you really want to be obsessed with it again, and he will not die well in his life? ”

"As long as I can break the curse, I am willing to pay any price."

"Even if you can break the curse, because you didn't let it go, because he didn't let go, you can't break the love calamity of your life. He originally had his own destiny and his own path to follow, but because of you, there was a god who did not belong to the jurisdiction of the immortals here, and his fate was changed. He could have lived a normal life, married a wife and had children, but because of you, he had no offspring in every life, and died because he was cursed, do you really want him to not be able to get out of this cycle for the rest of his life? ”

She put away the flames, sat back on the swing, and fell silent.

"Xianying, we can fulfill your wish, we can help you meet Luo Cheng in your dreams, and we can also find a way to help you find his reincarnation, but is this really good? Do you really want him to return to his rightful life, with a harmonious husband and wife, a full house of children and grandchildren, and a peaceful old age? ”

She raised her head and said with difficulty, "How am I going to crack it?" ”

"He has no memories of his past life, and the only one who can crack it is you. Only when you really let go, will he have his own life, live the life he should have, and no longer have to carry your love debt into reincarnation. The curse is on you, and as long as you can return to the clan, he will no longer have to answer the curse for you. ”

She lowered her head in pain and muttered, "I can't let go, I can't let go......"

"Xianying, think about it, you love him so much, for him, you can do it!"

"I can't do it, I can't do it!" She became agitated again.

"Xianying......" Xi Xi stepped forward and hugged her, "Think about it, Xiao Tang and I will go back first." When you think clearly, I promise you that no matter what decision you make in the end, I will help you. ”

The next night, Xi Xi arrived at yesterday's yard as soon as he fell asleep. Xian Ying looked a little haggard, and her face was full of traces of tears. She thought, she had guessed the outcome, she could feel it, and she didn't know how many times she cried when she made this difficult decision.

"I still want to see him again." Her voice was calm.

"Good. Little orange? ”

"I ...... I don't have enough mana. "The orange cat is a little embarrassed.

"I'll give it to you!"

Xian Ying carried her mana, condensed into a water droplet-sized energy ball at her fingertips, and the wisps of mana wrapped and entangled, when the energy ball became the size of a ping-pong ball, Xian Ying flicked her fingers, and the small ball flew towards the orange cat, and the orange cat swallowed it in one bite.

"Xianying, don't cry."

"Xianying, even if you can only look like a bird, I want you to be my wife."

"Xianying, I won't let you leave me no matter what, never!"

"Luo ...... Luo Cheng ......"

"Xianying, you...... You ......"

"Luo Cheng, as long as you break my seal, I can transform into a human being, and we can be together openly."

"Really, I'm not dreaming?"

"Luo Cheng, you believe me." She stretched out her wings and hugged him, her eyes full of sincerity and a little pleading.

"Okay." After thinking about it for a moment, he decided to respect her opinion, even if there was a real possibility that she would leave.

He took out the box and opened it, revealing the glittering shell before him, but hesitated when he reached out.

"Luo Cheng, burn it so that we can be together forever, believe me."

He raised the candle and lit the shell, as the shell disappeared little by little, he only felt the temperature rising, and when he raised his eyes, the woman in front of him became more beautiful and moving, she was surrounded by a firelight, through the flames he could see two white arms, and a pair of huge wings behind her were slowly spreading.

"Xianying, don't go." Feeling her strength, he couldn't help but regret it a little, if she wanted to leave, he couldn't keep it no matter what.

She gathered her flames and wings and walked up to him. At this time, she looked no different from ordinary people, with a white and slender figure, and her curly hair just hung down to the peak, just enough to cover the point.

Luo Cheng suddenly felt hot all over his body and had difficulty breathing.

"Xianying......" He stretched out a hand, and with a shudder, he pulled her hair behind him and climbed the twin peaks......

Luo Cheng woke up, still holding the box in his hand, and the scenes in the dream appeared in front of him, and sweetness suddenly wrapped him.

"Xianying, I believe you, when I go back, I will burn it in front of you." He's going to be the first to see her in human form, and then ...... Do what happened in the dream again.

"Why? Why is this happening! "Why can't he escape that cruel fate in his dreams?

"The fact that it has already happened, even a dream cannot change its outcome. All we can do is tell him what you want to say at the right time. Xi Xi explained.

She nodded helplessly, she also understood that Luo Cheng had been dead for more than a hundred years, and if he changed his ending, it might bring about a change in the entire world pattern, and maybe even his reincarnation would die out because of this.

"I have one more request."

"Xianying, do you still want to be stubborn?" Xi Xi was a little puzzled.

"I only see him in my dreams, I want to love him again in my dreams, and then I will go back to the Immortal Mountain and forget him completely."

"Okay, but you're going to give us some time to get to him."

"Yes, I'll look for it myself, I'll come to you every day. Also, in my dreams, I want to be able to speak. ”

"Okay, I promise you. I hope you can walk the talk. ”