She opened the drawer, and there was a stack of diaries neatly placed in it, and took out the diary, and pulled out the bottom one, which she remembered, she had given him. I opened the diary, and sure enough, it was the third grade of elementary school.

At that time, the teacher had just taught diary writing, and they gave each other a diary and made an agreement to keep it. She didn't do it, if it wasn't for seeing this diary, she would have forgotten the agreement, he actually did it, and insisted on writing a diary for fifteen years for the sake of the agreement with her.

She took out the latest one, which had only a few pages written on it, and the last page was the day before that nightmarish day. Tears fell very disobediently, even if she took revenge, she thought she could put it down, but when she saw these diaries, the painful feeling came up again.

She wiped away her tears, opened her journal, and began to read it carefully.

Monday, October 15th Weather Fine

Today, our Chinese teacher, Ms. Chen, taught us to write a diary. Teacher Chen said: "A diary is to record what happens every day, but you have to write down the key points, not the flowing water. Teacher Chen also told us that writing a diary should not be like writing essays in ordinary times, and that the diary should have a certain format.

Teacher Chen said that the most important thing in writing a diary is perseverance, so I made an appointment with Xiaoya to write a diary every day, and the next day we would check with each other to see if it was completed.

There's nothing else special for today, that's all I have to write. I don't know if Xiaoya has finished writing.

Wednesday, October 17th Weather Cloudy

Today Dongdong was criticized by the teacher because he had a quarrel with his tablemate Qingqing. Teacher Chen said that students should help each other and not have 38 lines.

I don't understand why my classmates want to draw the 38th line, and Xiaoya and I don't. She said: "We are good friends, we don't want the 38th parallel. I said, "Yes, we are good friends, we don't want the 38th parallel!" ”

It's so good that there is no 38th line, Xiaoya and I never quarrel.

Friday, October 19th Weather Cloudy

Girls are weird. Today, Xiaoya didn't know why she was angry, so she ignored me. We didn't say anything. I don't know what to write anymore, and it's been a boring day.

Monday, October 22nd Weather Fine

I was very unhappy today, I would have been very happy. The teacher said that he would take us on an autumn outing tomorrow and let us divide ourselves into groups. I wanted to be in a group with Xiaoya, but my classmates said that boys and girls couldn't be separated. When I said I wanted to be in a group with Xiaoya, everyone laughed at me. Why can't boys and girls be separated, the teacher can't say it's good. Why, doesn't the teacher usually say that classmates should be united and friendly?

She laughed and laughed, and tears fell down again. When I was a child, I was so innocent and carefree, if I could stay in my childhood, I would not have the troubles and sorrows I have now, they would be good friends, good friends forever. But when they grow up, they don't want to be limited to being friends, which brings troubles.

It will no longer be as innocent as it was when it was a child, and it will be unhappy for a little thing, and it will soon be restored. She estimated that the wound in her heart now may not be good in this life.

Gao Jianjun poured her a glass of water: "You sit down and watch slowly." I think Ah Liang gave you the key, and I also hope that you will be able to see his mind one day. ”

She was stunned for a moment, then forced a smile: "Thank you, uncle." ”

"You're welcome, I have something to go to Yangcheng, you can call Sister-in-law Wang if you have any needs. If you want to stay, you can also stay, I asked Sister-in-law Wang to help you clean up this room. ”

She was a little surprised: "Uncle, you are too polite, how embarrassing is this." ”

"You can call me Daddy. Xiaoya, I've always wanted to hear you call me Dad. ”

Dad, these two words pierced her heart like a knife, and she burst into tears, but she couldn't call them out.

"Good boy, don't cry ......"

Hearing Gao Jianjun's comfort, she cried even more sadly, and she couldn't hold back her tears any longer.

Gao Jianjun sighed and left silently.

She flipped through the diaries and immersed her thoughts in her memories.

"What's going on in the past two days, it's just been with the diary." The orange cat was bored, in its opinion, this kind of story of primary school students is too boring, how can the story of Fan Mingen and Chu Fusheng be wonderful.

"How can there be so much vigor, you better take a good look, try to restore the incident as much as possible, and find a way to solve the problem."

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye they are already fifth-grade students. In the class meeting, the teacher organized the re-election of the class cadres. Surprisingly, Wen Ya and Gao Liang tied for the most votes.

The head teacher smiled and said, "Wen Ya and Gao Liang are very good, so let's ask them to prepare, and tomorrow in the last class to make a campaign manifesto, we will elect a class leader and a study committee member among them." ”

Gao Liang knew that Wenya wanted to be the class leader, and she had been the class leader since kindergarten, so he said, "Xiaoya, I'll be a member of the study committee." ”

Wen Ya turned her head: "Hmph, who wants you to let you, your grades are not as good as mine!" ”

Gao Liang scratched her head and decided that she should seriously participate in the election, if she deliberately lost to her, she would be angry again.

During the election, Gao Liang first raised his hand and spoke on stage: "Students, if I become the class president, I will make our class more united." Our class activities can take many forms, such as holding some competitions and performing sketches......"

He said a lot, and after that, the classroom burst into applause.

It was Wenya's turn to speak, she said: "Thank you for your support, I have been the class leader for so many years." I think it's time to change people, so that our class can have better development. After listening to Gao Liang's speech just now, I believe that everyone will feel like me and think that he is a good class leader. ”

The classroom burst into even louder applause.

She continued, "I think I'm more suited to be a study committee member than a class leader. In the future, if you have any questions about your studies, just ask me, and I will definitely tell you everything I know! Thank you! ”

There was another round of applause in the classroom, and small bubbles appeared in Gao Liang's eyes.

Teacher Chen spoke: "What Wenya said just now is very good, so let Gao Liang be the president of our class." Do you think it's good? ”

"Good!" The students spoke in unison.

Gao Liang is happy, he became the squad leader, and Xiaoya is not angry.

However, he soon became unhappy, because the class carried out the activity of leading the first to the backward, that is, to let some students with better academic performance help some students who did not have very good grades. The class leader and the study committee should take the lead and help the two students who need it the most and sit with them.

Gao Liang was quite unhappy, because he had always been at the same table with Wenya, and he didn't want to sit with another girl. He wanted to go to the teacher to protest, but he didn't dare, because he said that the teacher wouldn't understand, and he really couldn't say it.

You know, his grades were very average before, and he studied hard because he was at the same table as Wenya. She is so good, he can't be too bad, he has to be as good as her, so he can be the squad leader. If he had known that this would happen, he would never have run for class president!

Wen Ya showed a smile, it turned out that when they were young, a feeling beyond friendship had sprouted in their hearts, but they didn't know it, after all, they were still too young at that time. If she had been sure of his feelings for her from the beginning, if she had more confidence in believing in her feelings, if he had said everything in his heart and not hidden, how could he be like this.

"Xiaoya, don't go!" Gao Liang hugged her and said, "I love you!" ”

"Why do you have to force you with me, is it that if I don't say I'm leaving, you'll never say you love me?"

"I'm sorry, I won't be leaving you in the future."

"Hmm." She leaned happily in his arms, but when she raised her head again, there was another person in front of her, she quickly pushed him away, and suddenly there was an explosion, she raised her eyes and saw a sea of fire......

"Ah Liang—" she screamed hysterically, rushing towards the fire......

Wen Ya woke up, her body was covered with sweat, and it was this dream again, repeating the dream many times.

Wiped his eyes and continued to look at the diary. It's already the fifth, and they've also gone from elementary school to junior high school. They were still in the same class, but at that time she was the class president, and he was the school committee. And so it went on, until one day......

She vividly remembers that day, she offered to come home with him and asked him to ride her on a bicycle.

He was surprised, even though the two of them were still in the same class, and she was sitting right in front of him. But when you get to junior high school, when you get closer, there will be people pointing at you, and the teacher will talk to you, so everyone is very scrupled.

They were all good students in the eyes of the teacher, and they had not yet been called, but the two of them were indeed estranged, at least on the surface. So he really wanted the class to have a big event, like a sports day or something, so that they could get close to each other openly, and he could take the water she handed him openly.

She didn't speak the whole time, and several times he tried to ask her what had happened, but he swallowed it back.

"You wait for me a moment." When she was sent home, she finally spoke.

After a long time, she came out with a model airplane in her hand, the kind he had always wanted.

"For you!"

"Huh?" He didn't understand what was going on anymore, and it wasn't a special day, so why should he give him a gift.

"Take it and keep it as a souvenir."

"Xiaoya, what's wrong?" He suddenly had a sense of foreboding.

"I'm leaving. My dad was sent to another city to build a branch, and we're moving there, and we're leaving tomorrow morning. ”

"That'...... So can we meet again in the future? ”

"I don't know." She ran back into the house.

"Xiao Ya ......"

He had a lot to say, but he didn't know what to say. He didn't know how he got home. He felt very sad, sad like never before.

When I woke up the next morning, it was already seven fifty. He slept so deeply, he blamed it on not being able to sleep last night. He got up as fast as he could, picked up the gift he had prepared yesterday and ran to her house.

"Xiaoya—Xiaoya—" he ran, shouting.

"Liang, goodbye—" She waved at him from the car.

"Xiaoya, I have something for you—" he shouted hoarsely.

She just waved at him, as if she hadn't heard him.

The car drove away, and he didn't know where she had gone, or when he would be able to see her again.